#victimdefined

[dicodwell]

“ you know, fourteen is when we start to make our own musical choices. our cognitive development evolves at that age and we start to form our own cultural identity.  i’m not sure what it says about me that i’ve only ever really listened to CLASSICAL my whole life. ”

@victimdefined​ liked for a starter ! 

[helbker-archive]

   @victimdefined​        .    .    .       𝙹𝙰𝚂𝙿𝙴𝚁 𝙲𝙾𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙽𝚂    :    A S K E D      .

                                          “ you don’t look so good. ”  

❛❛       well      .     .     .          thank   you     ,     but     you    won’t     look     good     either     if     we    don’t     start    moving  ,      unless    you     want    to     be     friends     with     those    undead   ones .         ❜❜

[littlemorals]

@victimdefined liked !

❝ it don't matter what you thought -- i need you t' listen t' me . ❞

[reiecto]

☾*✲⋆   @victimdefined​  𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃 to 𝐀𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐍𝐆         ❛  hey , i’ve been looking for you for an hour.  ❜ 

❛  Jasper!    oh really?      I was helping Bender!  I don’t know why he needed help but he sounded like he was in a lot of trouble. ❜     she hadn’t noticed that her wallet was now lighter,    and when she did she wouldn’t be angry.   MORE UPSET that her friend didn’t think he could just ASK for the money.    Still,   at this moment she was in high spirits (unaware) of what had just occurred.      The Planet Express intern turned to face the other, smile beaming.    ❛ So --- what the shmell happened? ❜    

[rgerza]

                                          “   are   you   nervous   ?   “

HE   TOTALLY   IS   BUT   FOR   ONCE   STEVEN   DOESN’T   WANT   TO   ADMIT   IT.   for   once,   he   just   wants   to   play   it   off   cool,   doesn’t   want   to   take   away   from   the   glamour   that   must   be   blinding   jasper   tonight.   it   had   all   started   so   innocently.   the   way   he   had   taught   the   younger   man   the   steps   to   the   music   patiently   and   slowly.   had   guided   him   over   the   carpet   in   the   living   room,   had   held   him   to   his   chest   closely   until   it   was   only   the   music   that   guided   them   –   no   more   words   necessary.   not,   when   for   a   second,   there   was   warmth   and   trust   between   the   two   of   them.

but   it   was   later   now.   much   later.   the   lights   off.   and   for   once,   steve   found   himself   with   company   in   the   bedroom.   which   was   odd,   really.   nobody   had   ever   joined   him   in   here.   it   made   their   evening   even   more   special.   even   more   intimate.

dirty   blond   feels   the   corners   of   his   mouth   twitching   a   little   but   covers   it   up   when   he   pulls   the   shirt   he   uses   to   sleep   in   over   naked   torso.   “   i’m   fine.   “   he   tries   to   reassure   the   younger   one.   in   truth,   though,   heart   is   pounding   quickly   in   his   chest   when   he   slips   under   the   covers.   it’s   been   so,   so,   so   long   since   steve   shared   the   bed   with   anybody,   really.   and   after   how   their   lips   had   almost   touched   at   the   end   of   the   dance,   he   is   starting   to   wonder   whether   it   is   okay   to   feel   like   this.   to   be   that   attracted   to   jasper   when   all   of   this   has   never   been   about   sex   or   physical   intimacy.   had   he   not   only   wanted   to   help   ?   had   he   not   just   tried   saving   him   ?   and   still   ...   he   felt   tempted   to   try   holding   his   hand   under   the   blanket.   tempted.   but   he   tried   to   be   good.   “   are   you   nervous   ?   “   steve   asks   back   once   they   got   comfortable   next   to   each   other.   the   distance   feels   weird.   they   had   just   danced   so   closely   that   he   feels   like   he   should   pull   jasper   against   his   chest   once   more.   BUT   IT   WAS   WRONG.   he   had   not   asked   him   here   for   that.   and   he   wouldn’t   try   using   the   boy’s   situation   just   to   get   some   love   out   of   it.   so,   hands   rest   on   top   of   blanket.   eyes   are   directed   at   the   ceiling.   heart   never   stops   longing.       /       @victimdefined​

[feigncourage-moved]

@victimdefined    :    thumb skates across the lighter wheel - a grunt of frustration from within his throat and a low huff of air through his nose. sitting back against the third hand sofa, leaning his body over with the joint between his teeth. "baby...?" something close to a whine, using his tongue to wiggle said joint. "light me up."

there’s   nothing   he   wouldn’t   do   for   jasper .     the   apartment   is   tainted   with   constant   reminders   of   their   worst   times   ,   𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐬   𝐢𝐧   𝐭𝐡𝐞   𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬   𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞   𝐚   𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞   𝐰𝐚𝐬   𝐩𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝   ,   little   things   thrown   around   and   left   wherever   they   landed .     it’s   a   messy   mirror   of   their   relationship   ,   but   not   at   all   a   mirror   of   how   he   feels   for   the   boy .     jason   is   entirely   in   love   ,   𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗   𝚒𝚏   𝚑𝚎   𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗’𝚝   𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜   𝚊𝚌𝚝   𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎   𝚒𝚝 .     head   turns   to   face   jasper   with   a   gentle   trill   ,   eyebrow   raised   as   gaze   lands   on   the   joint .     jasper’s   wish   is   his   command   ,   jason   moving   to   climb   into   jasper’s   lap   ,   getting   himself   settled   in   place   before   flame   flickers   from   his   fingertips   ,   setting   the   joint   alight  .     ❝  y’gonna   share ?  ❞

[honeyd3wd]

“not  really  sure  which  one’s  less  cool  :  getting  kicked  out’ve  the  park  or  havin’  a  bunch’ve  people  around  t’watch  you  get  kicked  out’ve  the  park.”      a  lopsided  smile.  his  ego  is  just  the  slightest  bit  wounded  from  that  one.          “‘least  i  didn’t  get  arrested  this  time.  jail’s  not  really  my  scene.  i’m  a  lover  an’  all  that.”        /      @victimdefined

[at-kuipher]

send   “   𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇   𝐎𝐑   𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒   ”   for  my  muse  to  answer  honestly  about  yours.     no  lying  allowed.       @victimdefined.

“   he’s  a  good  lookin’  fella.     but  given  the  fact  he  sort  of  resembles  a  fifteen  year  old  kid,    i’m  gonna  have  to  pass  for  now.   ”