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[gloriousskivvies]

I wish I had figured out that I like girls sooner. I’m going back through my old Gaia interactions and checking out my last messages with old friends and realizing 8 years later what a Useless Gay I was. I really miss those friends but, mostly I’m realizing how many of my feelings were more romantic and I don’t know if that came across to them or if it’s only evident to me in hindsight. I hope I never made any of them uncomfortable, since I’m pretty sure most of my girl friends were straight, but I’ll never know now since they all left Gaia a long time ago, and I have no idea what websites they might be on now. I wish I had known that I had those crushes so I could’ve at least said something back then. You never know what you’ve got until you can’t reach them anymore.

If anyone was friends with Tohru Wada on Gaia before 2011 hit me up, I miss y’all. I mean, if you’re uncomfortable with me having a crush on you that’s cool too, and I won’t make it weird if that’s the case, but I really just miss those friendships. I’m gonna tag the friends I really remember but, a couple moved accounts so often and I never learned real names so it’s hard to tag them. If you remember me and you see this message me?

[b-butimdan-blog-blog]

"I would love to. Don't worry, you wouldn't be getting in the way at all~ Besides, making things is always more fun with friends."

"Y-yeah, so what do you usually bake?"

[b-butimdan-blog-blog]

"Maybe you just need a baking buddy? Its a bit easier to learn if you have someone around to help."

"Y-yeah, that does sound like a good idea.. Would you help me? I-I don't want to get in the way."

[b-butimdan-blog-blog]

"Baking is always fun~ I just tend to overdo it." She smiled, "I don't mind at all. In fact I have a friend that used to live in a cave. It was actually quite nice there.."

"Huh, well that's... interesting." Questionable, but didn't matter to him. "W-well I don't think over baking would do any harm... well except for burns, I accidentally burn myself sometimes, t-though I still wish to learn how to bake."

[b-butimdan-blog-blog]

"Well, if you're not busy later then maybe we could hang out? Since I'm probably not going to be doing much of anything.. If I stay home I'll just end up baking again."

"T-that sounds fun, the baking part doesn't sound too bad either! I-I don't have much of a place of my own.. I hope you don't mind."

[b-butimdan-blog-blog]

"The best days are the fun ones, which is what most holidays are basically about~ Speaking of fun, do you have any plans?"

"Umm I'm not too sure, b-but I'll probably up for anything. But if not much happens, I'm fine with that too."

[b-butimdan-blog-blog]

She giggled. "Well I suppose that's true. Valentines day is generally one where people confess feelings or lovers spend time together, but at the same time its nice when friends show their appreciation and people give chocolate. I've never really done anything on the day myself, though."

"Oh yeah.. W-well I don’t really have any feelings to confess, I don’t think but yeah, also a good day to give friends chocolate. I-it’s always nice to be appreciated. I’m not too bothered by this day like s-some people are. It can be fun.”

[b-butimdan-blog-blog]

"Don't worry so much about it. Besides, as long as you're happy that's good enough for me." She smiled. Ari never really cared about getting anything in return, no matter who she gave a gift to or what the occasion.

"Why t-thank you again! I do love chocolate." His sweet tooth made him try one of the chocolates already, but he also hoped to save some for later. "They're good! I-I think the best part of this day is all the sweets anyways." He kind of missed the point of the day too.