#violetxcarson

[miaxscott]

( darcy ) ☼

I would hurt you if the opportunity presented itself | I never want to see you again | I’m jealous of you | I find you attractive | I find you REALLY attractive | I crave your approval | I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about your approval | I enjoy your company | I want us to have a future together | I wish we were dating | I wish we’d never met | I’ve thought about you while masturbating | I would fuck you | I’m using you | I love you | I’d take a bullet for you | I’ve been dishonest with you | I wish you’d leave me alone | I’d do anything you asked of me |

[julietfoley]

( lily ) ☼

I would hurt you if the opportunity presented itself | I never want to see you again | I’m jealous of you | I find you attractive | I find you REALLY attractive | I crave your approval | I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about your approval | I enjoy your company | I want us to have a future together | I wish we were dating | I wish we’d never met | I’ve thought about you while masturbating | I would fuck you | I’m using you | I love you | I’d take a bullet for you | I’ve been dishonest with you | I wish you’d leave me alone | I’d do anything you asked of me |

[dcvon]

( darcy ) ☼

send me ☼ and i’ll bold all those that apply to your muse:

I would hurt you if the opportunity presented itself | I never want to see you again | I’m jealous of you | I find you attractive | I find you REALLY attractive | I crave your approval | I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about your approval | I enjoy your company | I want us to have a future together | I wish we were dating | I wish we’d never met | I’ve thought about you while masturbating | I would fuck you | I’m using you | I love you | I’d take a bullet for you |I’ve been dishonest with you | I wish you’d leave me alone | I’d do anything you asked of me |

[dcvon]

☼

send me ☼ and i’ll bold all those that apply to your muse:

I would hurt you if the opportunity presented itself | I never want to see you again | I’m jealous of you | I find you attractive | I find you REALLY attractive | I crave your approval | I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about your approval | I enjoy your company | I want us to have a future together | I wish we were dating | I wish we’d never met | I’ve thought about you while masturbating | I would fuck you | I’m using you | I love you | I’d take a bullet for you | I’ve been dishonest with you | I wish you’d leave me alone | I’d do anything you asked of me |

[dcvon]

{ not good for me. } ♔ deolet.

( && inspo. * )

hold your breath, clenching your fists, this is not the end of anything // there’s a girl next to me and she feels like rain, crying her eyes out all the time.

SETTING: Devon and Violet’s apartment, Brooklyn Complex, New Years Eve: 6PM.

    It began as soon as she awoke. The first conscious breath of the day, the first image that was her ceiling--  and all Devon wanted to do was squeeze her eyes closed, curl up and go back to sleep. Some days were definitely worse than others and today? Well, it was a Bad Day. The last time she had one she’d had to change her medication, but she hadn’t had one in at least the past 3 months; they didn’t come often but when they did, evidently, did they hit. It was just Devon’s luck that it came New Years Eve. 

  She rose alone-- which granted the sole sigh of relief of the day- and upon discovering the note on the side knew why Violet had left; Devon looked “too peaceful to wake up” -- (HA, if Violet knew) -- so she’d gone clothes/alcohol shopping for the party. The party. The party. How was she expected to mingle and look good enough for her girlfriend in front of her coworkers when the only reason she got up was to check- and then check again- the locks and close the blinds?  It was impossible, but Devon couldn’t help feeling    w a t c h e d.

  The time alone was spent in the shower for an unacceptable length of time, not eating and cuddling Izzy. “I love you, I love you, I love you.” She murmured over and over, until her cheeks dried.  When Violet arrived home, Devon had mustered up some courage and looked normal enough to fool even herself; clothed, hair brushed, with a coffee in hand-- all things she did for Violet’s sake. There was no telling how long that would last and Devon refused to admit it would be sooner rather than later; the mere thought of leaving the apartment made her heart race.  “Welcome home, beautiful. Relatively pleased to see the Jan-sale shoppers didn’t kill you.” 

[dcvon]

@dev2cool: hazards to the kitchen so babysitting duty w/ @princessviolet​ (our good looks obvs are too much distracting)

[songbird-lilah]

candles, guitars, joy.

“Um... honestly, I don’t have any amazing memories about candles. Just that I really like them. It took me forever to actually buy some, though, because I was so scared of lighting them. Fire has always really freaked me out. I was scared of getting burned. But... I don’t know. My dad would always buy me candles because whenever we went to the store, I’d always want to smell them.”

“I have so many memories with guitars! Guitars are just...my happy place. Well, music in general, but definitely guitars. It was the first instrument I ever learned how to play. My dad saved up money for over a year to get me one of my own and surprise me with it. I was so happy...I screamed at the top of my lungs and cried.”

“Whenever I think of joy, I just think of dogs because they make me so happy. I’ve always loved being around them. Bringing a dog around me is guaranteed to see me smile a lot. So...dogs and joy go kind of hand in hand for me.”

[karenxmatthews]

sand, stars, sunshine.

“Dude! Dude dude dude, okay. So Lil and I were travelling after grad and doing that whole ‘angsty teen find yourself before entering the real world’ thing. And fuck, man, I can’t even remember where in Australia we were but hoooooly fuck, man. We were both so horny and we ended up fucking on the beach. I had sand in places where sand shouldn’t be for so long.”

“Oh my god! I’m such a geek when it comes to stars. Like, I don’t know too much about them like in the Science terms… but oh my god, they’re just so fucking amazing. Like whenever I look at the stars I just get so blown away by how amazing they are. I used to just go outside and watch them. It bums me out that they’re so impossible to see here…”

“My dad calls me sunshine! He used to say I ‘basically shit sunshine’ because I’m always so positive. And then he’d give me a dollar to not tell my mom he swore around me.”