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just us two - luke hemmings (part 8)

Luke knew that parenthood was never going to be easy when his girlfriend left him standing in the delivery ward with their baby clasped in his hands. his 5 year old daughter striking up a feud with the son of a coldly beautiful single mum was not a complication he had anticipated though. nor was falling in love with her.

part 1 / part 2 / part 3 / part 4 / part 5 / part 6 / part 7 

The following weeks passed in a blur of happiness unlike any other in Luke’s life, the closest he could think of was when he had first met Luna’s mother. But even that was different to what he felt for Y/N. With Luna’s mother it had always been shaking palms and ragged breaths, heart pounding, stomach clenching love. With Y/N it was easy, it was soft sighs and tender kisses and an infinite calm whenever she was in his arms.

‘I never thought it could be this easy.’ Y/N hummed contentedly, leaning her head against Luke’s shoulder as they stood side by side watching Luna and Sampson play in the early morning light in the garden.

'Exactly what I was thinking.’ Luke mumbled against Y/N’s skin as he pressed a lazy kiss to her cheek. 'There’s gotta be a catch somewhere.’ as soon as Luke said the words he regretted them as he knew Y/N’s mind had wondered to Nate, he could tell from the stiffening of her shoulder pressed against him.

'I think we’re doing pretty well considering the catch.’ she said, casting her eyes up to Luke in search of reassurance.

'Well if this is pretty well, I can’t wait to see what perfect is like.’ Luke grinned, catching Y/N’s face in his hands and kissing her slowly.

'Where did the Hemmings go that loved nothing more than to irritate me and didn’t have a single romantic bone in his body?’ Y/N laughed as she pulled away.

'Oh well I had to make sure you could put up with that Hemmings before I made you fall helplessly and completely in love with me.’ Luke explained matter of factly, wrapping his arms around Y/N’s waist as she leaned back into his chest.

'And why did you wait so long for that part huh Romeo?’ Y/N teased.

'Because it was way too rewarding getting a reaction out of you.’ Luke chuckled, protesting as Y/N smacked his arm.

'You know I’m pretty sure Luna’s more mature than you most of the time.’ Y/N shook her head with a laugh.

'Only most of the time though, I have my moments.’ Luke grinned, kissing the top of Y/N’s head.

'Daddy will you please stop kissing mommy! Me and Sampson are trying to play!’ Luna yelled indignantly from the bottom of the garden causing Luke and Y/N to both break out into peals of laughter.

'And why is our kissing distracting you?’ Luke called back, leaning round to place another kiss to Y/N’s cheek for good measure.

'Because it’s gross!’ Sampson interjected.

'Well are we too gross to make you breakfast then?’ Because I think I heard Luke say he wanted pancakes.’ Y/N said teasingly.

'No, no.’ Luke shook his head, trying to keep the smile from his face. 'They won’t want any pancakes made by us, I guess we’ll just have to eat them all ourselves.’ he sighed.

'Nooo!’ Luna and Sampson both squealed in protest, running forward to grab hold of their respective parent’s legs.

'Please, please, please can we have pancakes?’ Sampson asked with widened eyes.

'It depends, will kissing be allowed?’ Luke asked as Luna looked up at him expectantly as well.

'Only kissing that’s not on the lips.’ she said decisively.

'How about you?’ Luke said as he swung Luna up ono his hip. 'Can I kiss you?’ he asked, peppering her cheeks and nose and forehead with kisses.

'Yes, yes, yes! You’re allowed to kiss me!’ she giggled, eyes scrunched shut as Luke continued to cover her in kisses as he laughed as well.

'I guess that’s a fair deal then.’ Luke grinned, putter her back down on the floor. Sampson and Luna quickly scampered into the kitchen discussing what to put on the pancakes excitedly. ~

After pancakes had been eaten and sticky hands had been cleaned and dirty pans left in the sink the four of them flopped down in a pile on the sofa.

Before the long discussion on what cartoons they were going to watch could begin a loud knock at the door interrupted them.

'Huh, I wonder who it could be this early.’ Luke mumbled as he extracted himself from the pile and walked to the door.

'Luke?’ Nate asked in confusion as Luke opened the door.

'Yeah…hi.’ Luke said warily.

'So you and Y/N have already moved in together then.’ Nate smiled with completely false brightness.

'No, not yet. Just staying over for the weekend. But I’m guessing you haven’t just dropped by to discuss our living arrangements.’ Luke replied, his tone clipped and curt.

'Alright if you want to skip the niceties we can. I want to see my son.’ Nate said, arms folded across his chest.

'I thought you and Y/N had come to an agreement, you could see him on Wednesdays and Sundays. And I’m pretty sure today is Saturday.’ Luke reminded him.

'He’s my son, I should be able to see him when I want.’ Nate said, voice still menacingly calm.

'You lost that privilege when you walked out on him and Y/N.’ Luke replied in a voice equally filled with silent threats.

'Who the fuck are you to-’ Nate started angrily. 'Y/N!’ he yelled through the open door. 'Come here!’

'How dare you call her like a fucking dog.’ Luke spat out, before Y/N appeared behind him.

'Luke what’s going on?’ she asked, eyes wide with nerves.

'Nate was just leaving.’ Luke growled, starting to shut the door in his face.

'No. I wasn’t.’ Nate said, wedging his foot in the door and forcing it open again. 'I’m here to see my son.’

'Today isn’t one of your days Nate.’ Y/N said quietly. 'Please respect the arrangements we made. I don’t want to have to take you to court.’

'Are you trying to threaten me?’ Nate laughed coldly.

'Nate please don’t do this, things have been going so well.’ Y/N said, voice wavering slightly as she tried to hold back her tears.

'Daddy?’ a small voice called from down the hall.

'Sampson, my baby.’ Nate smiled, his demeanour instantly changing as he got down on his knees and held his arms out expectantly for the little boy. Instead of running to him as he usually did he held back, forehead creased in worry.

'Why is mommy crying?’ Sampson asked uncertainly.

'Oh it’s just a little misunderstanding, isn’t it mommy?’ Nate said, the smile still held on his face. 'Now how about coming out with Daddy for the day huh?’

'I thought you were coming tomorrow, today isn’t one of your usual days.’ Sampson mumbled, still lingering at the top of the hall.

'Is this what you wanted Y/N? By setting up these days, these rules? You want to make your son scared to see his own father just because it’s a day you didn’t choose for him?’

'Alright that’s enough.’ Luke stepped forward, placing a hand on Nate’s chest to push him back off the front step. 'Nate you need to leave.’

'Get your hands off me.’ Nate muttered, ripping Luke’s fingers from him. With a last look over Luke’s shoulder at Y/N standing in the doorway Nate stalked away, slamming the door of his car and driving off with a violent spray of gravel from the drive.

'Hey, hey, it’s okay.’ Luke heard Y/N murmur to Sampson as she kneeled on the ground and held him tight to her.

'Daddy? Why was everyone shouting?’ Luna asked, finally emerging from the living room.

'Don’t worry lu-baby.’ he said, sinking down to the floor like Y/N and holding out his arms for her. 'I got you.’

'Sampson, are you okay?’ Luna asked as she let Luke hold her, twisting round to try and look over at her best friend.

'I wish my daddy was like your daddy Luna, I wish he didn’t yell.’ Sampson said quietly as tears tricked down his cheeks.

'My daddy is your daddy if you want him to be.’ Luna reassured him, wriggling out of Luke’s arms so she could give Sampson a hug instead.

'She’s right sammy, if you don’t want to see your daddy anymore all you have to do is say.’ Luke said softly as he looked down at the little boy he had grown to love so much.

Eyes still watering Sampson’s lip quivered as he tried to form an answer. 'I…I don’t know.’ he stuttered.

'No one’s gonna make you choose just yet don’t worry.’ Y/N reassured him, stroking his hair gently. 'C'mon, shall we get Luke in on this cuddle too?’

Sampson nodded his head, nuzzling into Luke’s chest as he easily wrapped his arms around the three of them and pulled them close.

'You mean the world to me you three.’ Luke whispered, dotting kisses onto their heads. 'Luna, my little moon. Sammy, my sunshine boy. Y/N my…’ he faltered as she looked up at him. 'My world.’ he finished, pressing a kiss to her forehead.

'Thank you.’ was all Y/N could whisper back as they clung to each other. 'I love you too.’ Although Luke hadn’t said the three words to start with they were plain in every single syllable he spoke, and he felt his heart swell to hear Y/N say them.

'Have we changed our mind about kisses?’ Luke asked gently.

'Yes.’ Sampson said decisively, wrapping his arms around Luke’s neck so Luke could press a kiss to his tiny cheek. 'Kisses are much better than crying.’ he said, turning round to check if the tears on his mothers cheeks had dried yet.

'That’s very true sammy.’ Y/N laughed softly. 'Now why don’t we all go back to watching some TV huh? We’ve got a whole weekend ahead of us to enjoy.’ she smiled, ushering the kids up and back into the living room. Although still a little subdued the two children linked hands and were soon deliberating over what movie to watch.

'Luke.’ Y/N said just as he was about to join them. He lingered in the hallway with her, carefully brushing a few strands of her from her face in a now familiar gesture.

'Are you okay?’ he asked hesitantly.

'I will be.’ she replied, eyes searching his. 'And Sammy will too. But not with Nate in our lives.’

'So you’re going to file for full custody?’

'I think it’s the only option we have left.’ Y/N sighed. 'We can’t have another repeat of today. It’s just not fair on Sammy.’

'We’ll get through this together Y/N.’ Luke said, reaching his arms out to pull her into one last hug.

With her head resting on his chest she could hear the sound of his heartbeat, constant, dependable, safe. 'I know.’

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me and Leslie are currently debating who would win in a fight between a mermaid and a dolphin pls send in ur opinions so we can see who's right

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why is taking selfies so much harder than taking nudes?

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past midnight - luke hemmings

so i was requested to do a “late night with luke” piece and i just liked the idea so much i decided to turn it into a mini series with luke and Y/N meeting in various slightly strange situations at various slightly strange hours of the night

at around 2:37am Luke finally gave up on the hope of getting some sleep. Throwing the blankets off himself he stood up and walked over to his window, pressing his forehead against the cool glass. The flat was completely silent, something unusual in a space shared by 4 teenagers, and Luke found a sense of calm finally settling over him as he looked up at the stars. Deciding he might as well do something useful as he was up he padded into the kitchen. 

‘Oh hi, didn’t think anyone was up.’ the voice in the almost completely dark kitchen started Luke and he found himself tripping over his own feet and stumbling as he walked through the door. 

‘Who the fuck are you?’ he asked as he looked up at the girl perched on the kitchen counter, a cup of coffee in one hand and phone in the other. 

‘Y/N.’ she replied simply, taking a sip of her coffee. ‘And who the fuck are you?’ 

‘I’m Luke…I live here?’ Luke said hesitantly as he squinted over at the girl. ‘And you definitely don’t.’ 

‘Observant one aren’t you?’ she grinned, placing her phone down on the counter beside her. Realising they were still in semi-darkness, the room only lit by the glow of her phone screen, Luke turned around to put the lights on. He instantly regretted the decision however remembering he was only wearing a pair of boxers and a loose vest, and Y/N turned out to be very pretty with the lights on. 

‘You still haven’t explained what you’re doing in my kitchen in the middle of the night.’ Luke said, crossing his arms over his chest and trying to ignore his semi-naked state. And Y/N’s he realised with a start, seeing she was only wearing a loose oversized t-shirt over her underwear. Not that he was staring at how the black outline of her bra showed through the white of the shirt. 

‘I’m Kayla’s best friend.’ she stated, referring to one of Luke’s roommates. ‘Sadly the accommodation people weren’t as kind to me as you guys and I ended up in a dorm room again this year. And even more sadly my roommate is a big fan of taking home boys and having very loud sex with them.’ she continued, looking at Luke over the rim of her cup and taking another sip of coffee. 

‘So you have a spare key for whenever that happens?’ Luke guessed. 

‘And that brings us right up to about now.’ she smiled, setting her cup down and holding out a hand for Luke to shake. ‘Pleased to meet you Luke.’ 

‘Likewise.’ Luke said after a moments hesitation, taking her smaller hand in his. 

‘Coffee?’ Y/N offered as she hopped off the counter. 

‘Shouldn’t I be the one offering, seeing as I’m the one who lives here?’ Luke asked with a quirked eyebrow, opening the cupboard behind him to take out the coffee. 

‘True, but I feel like I owe you an apology for waking you.’ Y/N said, holding out a mug to Luke as he turned round. 

‘Wait, you know where we keep our mugs?’ he asked in surprise as he took it from her. 

‘I don’t know if I stressed enough how much of a habit this roommate has.’ Y/N rolled her eyes, hopping back up onto the counter as Luke started to make his coffee. 

‘And so you have a habit of hanging out in our house when everyone is asleep?’ Luke asked again, chuckling slightly as Y/N only responded with a shrug. 

‘Usually I sleep on the couch and then leave in the morning but tonight I just couldn’t sleep.’ she answered, swinging her legs back and forth in a distractingly cute way. 

‘You didn’t wake me up by the way, I couldn’t sleep either.’ Luke said, leaning back against the counter beside Y/N as he took a sip of his coffee. 

‘Maybe the universe is sending us a message.’ Y/N said, glancing over at Luke out of the corner of her eye. 

‘Or maybe the universe is sending me someone to make cookies with.’ Luke grinned, pushing himself off the counter and holding out a hand to Y/N. 

‘You got up at 3am to make cookies?’ Y/N asked incredulously, hiding a smile behind her hand. 

‘I already told you I couldn’t sleep.’ Luke rolled his eyes at her playfully. ‘I just figured I should do something useful if I’m up rather than just scrolling through my phone.’ he added pointedly. 

‘Only if they’re chocolate chip.’ Y/N said, hand dropping to reveal her grin. 

‘What do you take me for? Of course they’re gonna be chocolate chip.’ Luke scoffed and so Y/N finally took his outstretched hand and hopped down from the counter.  

‘Okay flour please.’ Luke requested as he moved over to the fridge to get eggs and butter.

'I may sleep on your couch sometimes Luke, but I don’t often do much baking while I’m here.’ Y/N pointed out.

'Well you knew where the mugs are, just assumed you’d know the rest of the kitchen as well.’ Luke shrugged, getting out the rest of the ingredients on his own and beginning to measure them out.

'Are you gonna let me help?’ Y/N laughed.

'I don’t know, that is putting a lot of trust in someone I don’t know.’ Luke teased, holding the bag of sugar out of Y/N’s reach.

'Why don’t you give me a shot?’ Y/N asked innocently enough, but Luke felt something flutter in the pit of his stomach as she looked up at him with a smirk curving her lips.

'If you mess these cookies up it’s on you.’ he warned with a raise of his eyebrows as he handed her the sugar. 

'Ouch, have a little faith please.’ Y/N said, holding a hand to her heart in mock hurt.

'It’s kinda hard considering I still don’t you.’ Luke pointed out as he began to weigh ingredients.

'Guess we’ll have to change that then.’ she grinned and soon you were both chatting back and forth easily about your majors and drunken night out stories and old childhood memories.

'I’m actually pretty proud with how these look.’ Y/N said, bumping Luke’s hip with her own lightly and casting a smile up at him.

'Considering it’s our first time baking together they turned out pretty well.’ Luke smiled back, placing the last ball of dough onto the tray.

'Well here’s to many more late night cooking sessions to come.’ Y/N grinned, taking the tray from Luke and sliding it into the oven.

'What do you wanna do while they cook?’ Luke asked.

'Wanna see what kind of weird shit they have on TV at this time of night?’ Y/N suggested.

'Sounds like a plan to me.’ Luke grinned, walking over to the couch and patting the seat beside him. Y/N curled up comfortably into his side, resting her head on his shoulder familiarly as if they’d known each other years and not a little under an hour. 'You comfy there?’ Luke chuckled, lifting an arm to wrap around Y/N’s shoulders. 

'Don’t feel too special, it’s late and I’m kinda chilly and you’re warm so I’m gonna cuddle you.’ Y/N said matter of factly. 

'I’m not complaining.’ Luke said, glancing down at Y/N and noticing a smile tugging at the corner of her lips. 

'Just turn on the TV Luke.’ Y/N said, carefully avoiding the blue eyes boring into her. Flicking between channels they finally settled on an old black and white movie and the calming orchestral soundtrack soon lulled them both to sleep. 

'The fuck is that?’ Luke mumbled, trying to figure out a. why he had a dead arm and b. what that horrible ringing noise was. 

'Luke for fucks sake.’ he heard a voice mumble beneath him, and the reason for the dead arm was explained by Y/N cuddled into his side. 'It’s your phone alarm. For the cookies?’ she mumbled, extracting himself from his hold and explaining the ringing noise in the process.

 'Oh shit of course.’ he mumbled, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and quickly turning the alarm off. 

'Wanna go check on them?’ Y/N asked, quickly adjusting her t-shirt and running a hand through her hair. 

'Cute bed hair.’ Luke teased as he stood up and stretched.

'Could say the same to you.’ she replied, reaching up on tiptoes to tousle his fringe as they walked back to the kitchen. 

'Okay those are actually kinda perfect.’ Y/N grinned as she pulled the tray out of the oven. 

'Nice team work.’ Luke grinned back, holding out his hand for a high five. 

'What the hell are you guys doing?’ Michael asked blearily as he suddenly appeared at the kitchen door. 

'Making cookies.’ Y/N replied nonchalantly as she set the tray down.

'At half past 3 in the morning? And in your underwear?’ Michael continued. 'Wait and who the fuck even are you?’ Michael said as the sleep started to lift from his mind and he took a closer look at the girl in his kitchen. 

'Technically we’re both wearing shirts too.’ Luke pointed out. 

'And I’m Y/N.’ she said, grabbing a cookie from the tray and taking a bite.

'She’s one of Kayla’s friends.’ Luke explained. 'Are they good?’ he asked, turning back to Y/N and letting her feed him a bite of cookie. 

'You know what this is too weird, I’m going back to bed.’ Michael shook his head and turned round to leave. 

'Did I miss a memo or something about kitchen hang outs in the middle of the night being our new thing?’ Kayla said as she stepped into the room.

'Oh hi Kay, sorry for waking you.’ Y/N said. 

'Y/N? Why are you eating cookies with my flatmates at 3am?’ Kayla asked.

'To be fair they are really good.’ Luke interjected, grabbing the cookie from Y/N to take another bite. 

'I have no idea what’s going on, Luke’s alarm woke me up.’ Michael shrugged when Kayla turned to him for an explanation. 

'Both of us couldn’t sleep and we ended up in the kitchen at the same time, it’s really not that deep.’ Y/N said with a shrug of her own. 

'She’s right I really don’t care about this enough to be awake at this time.’ Michael said through a yawn. 'Save me some of those for breakfast.’ he called over his shoulder as he walked out again. 

'And you’re sure you’ve just been making cookies?’ Kayla asked, arms folded over her chest as she stared enquiringly at Y/N. 

'Scouts honour.’ Y/N said with her hand on her heart. 

'Shut up you so weren’t a scout.’ Kayla rolled her eyes with a grin.

'Guess you’re just gonna have to trust me then.’ Y/N said, sticking out her tongue. 

'Seeing as you’ve woken me up anyway now, do you wanna come share my bed rather than sleeping on the couch?’ Kayla offered. 

'I mean, my bed’s pretty comfy too if you wanna share with me.’ Luke suggested. 

'Nu-uh Hemmings, I’ve been keeping her away from you for a reason.’ Kayla said, taking Y/N’s hand and pulling her towards her. 

'Thanks for the offer though.’ Y/N winked as Kayla pulled her away.

'Stop being a hoe.’ Luke heard Kayla sigh as they both walked out the door.

'Make me.’ he heard Y/N reply before what sounded distinctly like someone getting hit on the back of the head and an indignant 'Ouch!' 

Realising it was nearly 4am and he had a class to get to in 6 hours Luke finally shuffled back to bed and buried himself under the covers. He found his thoughts drifting to Y/N sleeping only a few feet away and he couldn’t help but wonder when he’d next see her again. 

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ya know sometimes when im in the car on a long journey i think about road trips with 5sos and how they would start completely unexpectedly, being woken up early on a saturday morning by luke throwing his lanky body down onto the bed and curling his arms around you with a mumbled ‘mornin’ and calum and michael pulling open your wardrobe and chucking pairs of jeans and tshirts into your suitcase and ashton standing in the doorway informing you with a grin that you’re all going on a trip and it’s time to get your ass out of bed and before you knew it your suitcase would be tossed into the trunk of the car along with the others and you’d be driving who knows where but that didn’t matter as the sun was just starting to rise in the sky and casting a golden warmth through the windscreen and calum would be driving with one hand on the wheel and the other resting out of the open window and ashton would be behind you drumming to an unknown beat on the back of your chair and sometimes your shoulders, giggling as you tried halfheartedly to push him away and luke and michael would be competing to see who could sing the loudest and in the more ridiculous impersonation of the singer on the radio and making you all laugh in the process and it would all just be light and innocent and sweet and youthful and completely carefree 

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ty to @jonasbrcthers for tagging me bc im a self centred hoe who loves talking about herself :’) 

basics

name: isabella teresa  nickname: bella, bel, beb, bub, bel-baby  star sign: taurus  height: about 5′6 altho that’s basically just a guess  sexual orientation: bi  relationship status: single sigh 

random

pets: 1 golden lab/retriever cross called Frankie  time i wake up: 7:30 on school days but like 10/11 on weekends Hogwarts house: hufflepuff altho with some ravenclaw tendencies (weird combo i know)  favorite color: really dark jewel colours like garnet and emerald and deep gold time right now: 14:07  avg. hours of sleep: 8 hours so p good actually  lucky #: is it bad i don’t have a lucky number?  last thing i googled: facebook lmao im so boring  fav fictional character: isaac lahey from teen wolf or will herondale from the infernal devices series  # of blankets i sleep w/ : 1 duvet and 1 blanket   fav band/artist: okay im gonna go with a bunch: 5sos (obviously), hippo campus, the wombats, chance the rapper, J. Cole, troye sivan, zayn, halsey, years and years, little comets, the 1975 

either/or

cats or dogs? altho i have a dog im probs more a cat person bc they’re a lot more chill  Coke or Pepsi? neither i hate fizzy drinks lol  day or night?: can i go with dusk?  text or call?: call definitely  chapstick or lipstick?: lipstick bc i actually kinda like my lips  city or country? city definitely  last song i listened to: 5sos’ cover of teenage dream from the livesos album it just makes me so happy man  when did you make this blog? like 3 months ago lol although my first 5sos blog i made in like early 2014?  follower count: 908 Why did you choose your url? bc one of my nicknames is bel-baby and cal is my fav and idk i just combined the two 

okay i tag: @virgodiosa, @sleepdeprivedlucas, @mp3calum and @polaroidcal!!

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I was tagged by @muketastic to do the lockscreen challenge ☺️ sorry they're not 5sos related lmao, my lockscreen is a garden in Seville from my trip there last summer and my home screen is me and my friends at prom which was coincidentally my 18th :') (im the one in the middle btw under the balloon) im gonna tag @virgodiosa, @sleepdeprivedlucas, @cashtontrash, @rich-homie-calum, and @queenmichaels !!