thinking about the juxtaposition of vis being like “i can’t love someone i can’t trust” re: emissa and then aequa was like “i will literally help you commit treason and free lanistia at the cost of my own life” and vis just goes... i expected nothing else.
or when he chose her as his race partner before he even asked her?? his brain already knew she was the only one he could actually trust to have his back. and then callidus’s dad basically telling him to keep her close because her loyalty is literally rare.
and when he tells her about his new will ability and admits he feels “unburdened” because now she knows. like when he says that she knows him better than anyone aside from eidhin. not to mention when they just casually share nightmares and trauma bonding multiple times.
i am drowning in a deluge of emotional feelings by just thinking about them. i’m actually not okay.
