Feb 27
Caboose really likes the sky ☁️
#rvb caboose#my art#rvb#red vs blue#Rvb fanart#visually stimming#autistic joy#oh caboose we are really in it now#no reference this came to me in a vision#me core agagehhejeirbr#neutral milk hotel you will always be famous#ramble in the tagsss#visual stim#I found this song after I got off sedative prescription medicine as a teenager- it was like I was hearing music for the first time#and I always loved looking at the sky as a kid- with the meds I didn’t really feel anything and wasn’t really a person#or I was a person but like only 20% there#childhood was a unfortunate medicated blur for like 2-3 years#parents liked when all I did was quietly sit down all day without getting up#then suddenly I was a teenager and I felt all that agony and joy at once and fully#and now I really really still love looking at the sky again#anyways I wanted to make something about that joy sense I researched a lot of sad disability history today#can’t believe how strange it is to be anything at allll eiebeiebeojrrbr#autism#brain damage#imagine not feeling music for years and suddenly you feel it so intensely AND your autistic so it’s hard to process#everything’s so important and exciting
