Email from endorphan with a message for you guys
"I hope you notice this when everything is okay, I don't want you to worry in vain. But I said I'd always be honest with you and the truth is I'm scared. My cousin's best friend died on Friday. I spent a good time on the phone with him last night...and I just have a bad feeling about this.
The fact is the protests are violent. It's official; 22 million against 12 who voted for the president, and my name is signed among the 22 so we all have to do this. We all have to stand up for what we believe in. I don't think anything will happen to me, I promise I'll be fine. There's nothing I would wish to have told you which I already haven't. But I will be unable to go on tumblr (because even if I'm unharmed I will have probably lost my mind) - 2011 wasn't easy. So while I am still sane I would want thewildjukebox to know she's beautiful. That I owe republic-of-fun that gallon of ice cream. That it wouldn't matter if my most appealing anon were a guy or a girl, they would always be appealing. drownthewaves, you would have been my best friend if I had met you in real life - and vivgives, how come you're always so lovely? I wrote this because I'm not as brave or strong as the others, and I genuinely care about everyone I just mentioned. I've done the same with my family and friends because in a couple of hours we are all going to change. I no longer have my laptop. We're heading to the rally right now. I would like you to paste this entire email on your blog on my behalf when you feel that you should. And hotshot, you're a falling star but you'll always be captain to me ;) ~ endorphan"
(I really don't have words to describe the amount of pain I am in over this... all you religious people out there are more than welcomed to pray for her and her friends and family, and to all the souls out there fighting for their right for democracy... Welcome to the middle east, where it's all fun and games.)