#vixxnyc

[vixx-xing-lune]

A week ago I was seeing my favorite group and my ultimate bias live. Time flies so fast.

[yuxuee]

after a week of recovering from the VIXX concert, here are my final thoughts on my overall experience...

CRYING

ALL

THE

FUCKING

TEARS

(shoutout to allthejonginfeels and i-killed-the-tree-of-life for witnessing my mental breakdown during the show 8DDDDDD)

[share-a-blacksodadrink]

Very late but my VIXXNYC fanaccount. Also I apologize because I'm doing this on mobile so I couldn't bold anything and it's all messy.

Okay. So I guess I’ll start from the way beginning. Btw I was with my best friend ever, sluttysurveycorps. First of all most Starlights and very nice people and funny people. They’re people that you can easily get along with. I met a lot of people like that on Tumblr the morning of the concert, while we were waiting, during, and while waiting for hi touch and even after. 
The wait was so long it was slightly annoying but that couldn’t be controlled. I needed to be first 300 so I got there at 12:30. I met a lot of people from tumblr and I slept a lot and I ate a lot. That’s basically it. Actually when the ladies came around to give out the purple wrists bands I was very confused I had read about it but I 100% forgot about it. When I got one the lady was like ‘I’m so sorry I put it on way too loose if it falls off just put it in your pocket and you’ll be fine’ but I was like idgaf what is this. Then the two people next to me started dying and I was like wtf then they were like ‘THIS IS FOR HI TOUCH’ then I cried and called my mom LMFAOO. Okay so BLAH blah time passes and then these dancers come out and that was amazing tbh. More time then finally the doors open, VIP goes in first and they sit/stand wherever they wanna sit/stand then GA goes in and we’re waiting and there’s music playing. At first I couldn’t see anything at all because well I’m 5’2 but eventually I was shoved into the VIP section so I was good. Everybody in the hall was singing the songs that were playing while we were waiting and it’s was really adorable because so many people knew all of the words to the music I loved it. Then about 20 minutes passed and VIXX came out. Oh my goodness it felt surreal. They looked like my computer screen. I’ve said this a million times and I will say it again. Hyuk is seriously gorgeous. He’s literally a perfectly carved statue. For most of the concert I was next to these three really nice girls. I was being pretty obnoxious and I apologized to them but they were like ‘Don’t worry about it go ahead’ they were so nice and I said something really funny and one girl was like ‘You’re so great I love you’ and I was like OMGG YES. like they were so nice considering I was being so annoying. I hope you guys have a tumblr. I was the only who asked Hyuk why his eyebrows were nicer than mine. (I’m gonna go by song now and I’ll comment randomly) 
Error: I don’t even remember it tbh I was so confused because I didn’t even understand that I was really watching it.
Voodoo Doll Hyde Light Me Up: Ken was SMExy as hell and Leo went so hard it was great Secret Night: sexsexsexsexwex Member introductions and then they changed I think. The introductions were very cute. They all spoke in English and I died. VCR for Only U Only U: they came out with hats and I yelled VIXX IN HATS NO Someday: N was in the middle and he literally looked at every single person in the room. He kept smiling and he looked like he was in Euphoria. He was so happy. I think N looked at me in this song. Might have been Youth Hurts. Youth Hurts: also more smiling and happiness Q and A: omfg the best. Each member got a question. N: Leo: (favorite american song) he said Trey Songz which isn’t a song but an artist but that’s okay because he sand a song and I died. Ken: (funniest thing that happened recently) he said ‘Now??’ And everybody was like ‘Nooooooo’ Ravi: (what kind of girl do you like) and he said ‘I don’t knoowwww’ and Hongbin said ‘You know’ and everybody laughed then Ravi said ‘I like someone who I have a connection with’ and Hongbin said ‘Wow you must have a lot of girlfriends’ and Ravi stood up and put his arms up and everyone went crazy Hongbin: (I think it was what are we doing after this) Hyuk: (most embarrassing moment in the dorms) he told a story about when Ken was washing his face and Hongbin scared him and Hongbin was staring at Ken the whole time with a ‘scary face’ and it was very cute. B.O.D.Y.: If anyone who went to the show tells me that Body wasn’t the best performance I will stop living body was literally perfect everything about it was great the dancing N smiling at everyone every member looked happy this really was the best song of the night and everyone was dancing and jumping and it was shuts amazing G.R.8.U: I died because this is my favorite song and I did the fanchant with this girl next to me I said their names and she said ‘Cha Hakyeon’ 6 times like he did in that one video and it was really cute Beautiful Killer: Guns and sex what else also N kilt it in the dance break Chaos Eternity On and On: This is my least favorite VIXX song but it’s the most liked in general with Starlights so it probably got the loudest screams and yells and everyone knew the words to it. Encore: Rock Ur Body: We were all confused because we thought they were don’t but this song came on and everybody turned up everyone knew the words 100% it was amazing. From Now On, You’re Mine: This was the last song and it was amazing. No one was sad we were all excited and in complete bliss it was perfect for the ending.

Then Omfg hi touch was just UGh. At first the announcer guy was like ‘ONLY VIP WITH THE GREEN WRIST BANDS GO TO THE SECOND FLOOR FOR HI TOUCH’ and I dead started crying because I thought the purple wristbands meant hi touch so my friend and I were just standing there sad then the guy comes back and says ‘PURPLE WRISTBANDS GO TO THE THIRD FLOOR FOR HI TOUCH’ and literally my friend and I started screaming so loud it was so funny then we got lost and didn’t know how to get to the third floor but I got there eventually. Let my tell you. Leo’s hands are so soft. All of their hands are soft tbh. I was smiling like crazy and they all smiled at me especially N. It’s all a blur tbh.

EDIT: the hi touch was quite rushed and tbh there wasn't even anyone behind me for like two minutes so I could have taken my time I can't blame the company completely and I was so scared and nervous that I barely remember it. I was literally staring an N the entire time. Partly because everyone else including Hyuk and Leo made me nervous a little and N was like so Sweet and was smiling at me and I literally touched 6 random hands but stared at N the entire time. I regret it But hey I can't do anything about it.

[taekouthetrash]

I keep having my doubts about vixx receiving my letter from the ny showcase. I didn't see the box for letters/gifts but handed it to a lady (idk if she was LL staff or Jelpi) and I think she just put it on the table/bar. u___u Hopefully it was put in the box afterwards