Hello hi could u tell me more abt the AUs in the last doodles you posted im very intrigued it all looks so cool (or u can just choose one of them to explain if all of them is too much :D) <3
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i do al ot of............. Mcytrp............. its all voice! first of all! to give some context to some quotes. theyre because i probably said them aloud. i have shed many a tear over these squares.
ill explain a few i feel particularly passionate about and leave the others (esp the ones without much info/ones i didnt play) for maybe another day or maybe never
if you CARE about canon compliance or charactres being fully in character all the time 24/7. this is not a place for you. you will get mad. i like to play with personality traits like dolls and will occasionally give a new one to a character to make them fresh and new or to fit an overall story i want to tell
THIS IS AYROBOT FROM NUEVE!! ill offer some context for different vcrps beforehand to give you a stepping stone. nuevecraft is a multifandom, doubles permitted, any universe rp. its mostly mcyt and roblox at this point lolol. absolutely GIGANTIC server with no particular overarching plot. just a bunch of people doing fuckall
i really like messing with ayrobots lore because its relatively vague, but this was a specific take where ayrobot and pierre were not actually amalgamated and ayro was a federation worker. (YOU WILL SEE ME REFER TO HIM AS ADAM. this is because i watched NGE right before making him and injected 100 million biblical references into him)
i am incredibly autistic about aypierre to the point where hes BASICALLY my oc. i really really like him and no one else does and thats ok because that means theres MORE FOR ME!!!! in this au pierres a dragon and adam is what i call a simulacra sapien, which is just an entirely inorganic being. hes made up of lab-grown flesh and robotic parts and Manipulated by the federation. he ended up hunting pierre down like a DOG in purgatory, which ended up being where they both got pulled from.
hes currently helping bring back the federation in nueve and the first image is actually a plan me and my friend have for geminitay and ayro!!!! little dictator meets gods most repressed hitman who doesnt know how to be human
im particularly passionate about this guy but i cant say much because this is from a server thats actively running and i KNOW. my players read my blog. this is egg island, a religious horror qsmp reset server, where quesadilla island is instead egg island (im sure nothings wrong with that) and the federation are therapists. its like my actual BABY and its on hiatus. i could go on about egg island for Ever but ill stick to this butterfly
if you really want to know a little more, this website is outdated and will be redone soon but the info is intact. a soft warning for horror elements on that
what i can say is that this is elquackity. amato quackity. hes a viceroy butterfly and is such a little freak. hes the head of the federation and is very much secretly feeding a god of war known as validus. hes very friendly seemingly and peppy but is also a wet fucking cat.
IU or INTRA UNIV is a server that makes me SICK TO EVEN THINK ABOUT. ITS THE KIND OF STORY THAT BRINGS GENUINE PANGS INTO MY CHEST. IT HURTS. IT HURTS ME SO MUCH. its so agonising. do you ever write a story that just hurts? do you ever write a story that just burns you to your very core?
one of my TOP TEN FAVOURITE THINGS TO DO is to FUNDAMENTALLY DESTROY A CHARACTER DOWN TO THE BONES. i love to see how they Cope with such a thing. i will say this out of the gate that iu etoiles specifically is a touch out of character. this is because playing characters completely accurate to the books is always a bad idea when you are Autistic and cannot play anyone else. this is only a little bit of a joke but i believe in freedom personally
the code in IU was an extremely lethal disease that slowly ate you alive and essentially made you a husk of yourself, dedicated only to one purpose. in his case, he ended up with protecting people.
most of the symptoms of the code were not that bad, but with it came extremely insomnia and restlessness, which led to him becoming a delusional ball of pain and paranoia. he stood by his morals until they warped so much that he was convinced that the world was full of monsters he had to defeat, and could only see monsters in his friends.
yeah that really cool code you see? he was Dying . in that. thats his flesh being eaten away and converted to little floating bits of binary. owie! he managed to hold it together for a good amount of time, but the server mourned him before his death and being basically perpetually overwhelmed by tunnel vision and lots of thoughts and pain drove him completely mad.
he killed 8 people before he died properly and turned into a code, something he swore he would Never do, and died peacefully and alone. i have an etoiles death count hes so killable im sorry. im sorry when youre the hero youre really fucking killable
i just like killing characters when the narrative calls for it idk. when he became a code he killed like 5 more people and was an absolute rat bastard to everyone around him and was killed by his loved ones out of mercy.
HE CAME BACK he got revived eventually but it was a little wrong. hes fine though. he bites things. as a result of dying to the code hes kind of permanently just a binary entity. but hes fine with it tbh. just makes him a little crazy
hes fine though. dont let the haters tell you otherwise. hes out somewhere in spacetime with mynth0s biting the shit out of his fingers
is this an excuse to show off the absolutely massive model i spent like 2 months on? maybe. this will also be more brief but this is hypnagogia antoine. hes a giant bug who pretends to be a normal man and is full to the brim with ulterior motives. ever since he lost his box after washing up on the shore of the village hes been pissed off and killing people to cope with it. again hes pretty out of character but it fits the narrative a little better. he used to be normal but hes kind of feeling insane rn. things are getting to his head and he misses his daughter.
he spends most of his time with etoiles and has been incredibly abnormal. btw antoine aroace on top. kisses only to manipulate and then wipes his mouth off like hes been stung <- silly tone
hes probably gonna die at some point on account of the whole killing people thing but i think etoiles will get his box to him again and he might be a little more normal. Until pomme shows up he wont be. benefits of not being under the shackles of the federation
and slimecicle is everything quackity had done up to this point balled up
all of his lessons and desperation and hypocrisy put into one
he never forgot, he never doubted his memories, but quackity taught him to lie and cheat to the top and god damn did slime use it
but hes so much more self aware than quackity is, so much more stable in his identity, and seeing purpled try and pull the strings on him made him realise that to q and purp hes just a pawn
so he lied to the top, smiled and pushed on. people took him as dumb and empty but as he learned and learned from a first person perspective, he realised that...
to take it all down, he needed to follow qs lessons, get close. he did trust and love q, truly, and he still does, but revenge is revenge
(moving to asks bc it's easier to format than tumblr tags!!! [:)
SHAKES YOUR MISERABLE ETOILES SO FAST WITH JOY!!!!!
OH HE'S SO PATHETIC AND SAD AND A MESS I LOVE HIM DEARLY!!!!!!
(that's rlly sweet of you to know i don't like shipping with Etoiles btw??? hello????? i'm gonna sob??? 💥💥💥)
HIS TWO WIVES DUNGEONS AND CODE IS SO REALLL HAHAHAHAAA it's so very very canon no matter what fr!!!!
he has no time for any of this relationship shit he needs to Protect his people, the Island, be weird about the code and like he said many times "i live to beat the shit out of people" (obviously not perfect translation but shhhh that's pretty accurate. trust me i watched 30 hours of vods. i may have a problem. who knows.)
his toxic "wtf is happening here" thing with the code lives rent free in my brain i have a wip that i'm painfully struggling to write about this stuff agrgrgrghr the cucumber guy cannot be normal about anything ever actually.
you will pay for the crossed text section btw<333 like OUCH OUCH OUCHIE OUCH FUCK OUCH OURGRGRGRGRGRR THAT'S SOOOO. FUCK. UR SO RIGHT ABOUT THE SCARS STUFFFFFF THAT'S SO CANON TO ME!!!!!
also hello. Devastating fight. if i had witnessed it being written i would have sobbed loudly. like. ARGH. ACK. (minecraft damage noises yk)
btw feel free to ramble ALL you want!!!! this is YOUR Tumblr account!!! get the words out if you want to! :D have fun!
i have an image for this
(noo yeah i saw it on your account though! at some point! i #InternalisedIt. you might see it come up here and there because romance was pretty important to iu etoiles at times but trust me when friendship was just as important. ill keep it as vague/brief as possible)
YOUU HAVE A OCDE AND EOTILES THING?? do you mean it. do you mean it. you promise. <- code autistic. like the biggest code autistic that ever existed. i think constantly about the rebellion and about the code and about the binary entities and about all of it. it fcuking HAUNTS my dreaams.
WE COULDVE HAD EVERYTHING. WE COULDVE HAD IT ALL. oh my GODDDDDDDDDDDD. he HAD something with those fucking binary entities if theres anything i could learn about it would be hotse FUCKING 0S AND 1S. I SWEAR TO GOODDDD. GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!
ive been writing a fic for once (slowly.) and hes got such a relationship with heroism that i love . hes got a Thing with the code in that as wel. please put him down hes such a LOSER!!! I MISSS HIMMM I MISS HIM I MSIS HIM !!!!! FDUUCKKK . SHIT!!!! FUCK!!!! HE HAS NO TIME FOR RELATIONSHIPS AND EMOTIONS HE HAS TO SPEEDRUN!! THIS CAN EITHER GO REALLY WELL OR HORRIBLY WRONG!!! IM SO AUTISTIC
ohh the fight was not written i did that in MINECRAFT. i love kill!!! the server was mostly in minecraft but it had a very small handful of text elements as well. i have about 50 million vods kicking around of Various Things. i also played aypierre but we dont. we dont talk about him. hes got issues
(since it was in minecraft, the plot could progress nice and quickly :D)
scars are so important to him.. warriors behaviour. the whole gimmick behind the fight was that i was buffed up to shit (he had an ability called overclock in IU that lets him beef himself up if he eats a nether star since hes a star. plant. thing) and it was a 1v4, where the 4 of them would do their damndest to kill me. it took them about 40 minutes i believe to fully whittle down my resources and kill me. i could kill them as many times as i desired but i had one whole life. i think the scariest part of the fight was when i couldnt regen due to an effect in a mod and was stuck on half a heart
BUT IVE GOT!! IVE GOT SO MANY LITTLE ANIMATICS AND DOODLES JUST SCATTERED ABOUT THIS FREEEAKK. its for the best hes 6 feet under. the amount of trauma he sustained wouldnt be something he could live with. the fact that he was revived without his memories of all of the pain and betrayal and delusion he went through was definitely a mercy. i MISS HIM. i will NEVER play him again though LOL his story is long over. but ive got about 10 months of content to mull over in my brain whenever times get dark