I'm feeling so off about jm after the last vlive I was like is he dating someone? reasons: 1_he was on his phone the whole time (it could be him monitoring their vlive reading cmtns(he did look up for the lyrics of lys u can tell he was reading 14:01) or...) 2-he was painfully acting cute did aegyo to the cam wtout reason ( yeah ik it could a fanservice) 3_sorry miss u love u he said those wt soft shy smile ( yeah prob it's the only eng words he kn)4_rise his voice point to the cam r u watching
Hi anon~, thank you for sending me an ask…
and… you just touched my sore spot xD
I mean, it’s not that serious, but yes, I do have this weird fetish about (idol) texting. Like when I watched the Vlive live and saw Jimin being so engrossed in texting, I really was distracted and thought that he could be texting his lover or sth, but then I got over it because he was singing so beautifully my mind just couldn’t function anymore and let my heart taking over ♥.
But now that I read your ask, I went back to see the parts you pointed out, and it’s like… 50-50 for me. I understand where you were coming from with 1 and 4, but for 2 and 3 like you said, I believed he was in a really good mood (he said the concert was good), thanks to that we have him being his cute natural self with extra aegyo. And for the English part, when I was watching without the subs, I vaguely guessed that he said so because he hadn’t appeared on Vlive for a long time, which is why he’s sorry to us (for not going live for so long), and he misses us, loves us too (can you believe I screamed after he finished every single sentence, because I actually understood what he said TT_TT). And the subs confirmed my guess so I didn’t question it anymore.
We also talked about texting above right, I believe he was texting most of the time in the 1st part too. Like you can tell he was listening to Jin but he wasn’t really there until Jin repeated himself and called for Jimin’s attention. The thing is we don’t know who he texted with. I didn’t notice that “are you watching?” thing, but now that you said it I felt… weird too. But it’s not strange for Jimin to suddenly say those things, is it? (suddenly I feel like I have a memory loss, it’s like my head is preventing me from questioning anymore haha)
But well, let’s think about it carefully. You know, Jimin is the most conscious of his image, right? He’s very cautious, and careful. Do you think he’d risk texting his (supposed) girlfriend in front of hundred thousand fans watching? I don’t. Let’s say we can’t see his screen, we don’t know who he was texting, but we’d question it, like you and I did, right? It’s too risky imo. Besides, if it’s actually his lover, don’t you think Jin or the staff/cameraman would do something about it? They wouldn’t just sit there and let him text his gf for like 10 minutes on live broadcast, at least that’s what I wouldn’t do, if I cared about my member and my group. But again, it could be that they didn’t think of this too seriously, which I doubt. Jin didn’t seem pissed at all when Jimin was distracted, perhaps he’s used to it, or perhaps he knew it’s sth important to Jimin (could be his family members).
The thing is, you and I will never know. We can only suspect. But what is important to me is not the fact that he is dating or not. I’m the most worried if it gets out, because they’re still growing, and they can be much bigger than they are now, including Jimin himself. I just don’t want things like this to hinder him. Even tho I ship Jikook/Kookmin hard, that doesn’t mean there’s not a part in me which reminds me that he can always date a girl (or a guy, if we’re careful, but I strongly doubt there’s any other guy except Jeon Jungkook), and even more than that. My exp with Kpop for years lets me know that being busy or having no time can just be an excuse. They can always find time for things like that, if their lovers are patient or dedicated enough. That’s what I hope as well, if he ever dates anyone, I just hope that one is a good person, and can take care of him mentally. He’s insecure and needs constant reassurance and supports, things fans can’t really provide if we’re not by his side physically.
All in all, thank you for sharing your observation with me. Let’s just… let it go, I guess? It could be an ugly truth, but we can never know. If he’s happily dating someone, I’m happy for him (tho inside me it’ll still hurt a bit, just a little bit ^^~)
But actually, if I could, I’d lovingly punch him like he did with Jungkook, then wish him happiness xD. His angelic voice will heal everything ♥
