#vmoe

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wrote a whole fic about these sketches from december btw

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“What’s your name?” “Ortez,” he responds. Thoughtless. No hesitation. The boy cocks his head to the side. Recording. “First name?” Even though he knows he has to fight it, he doesn’t. For the life of him, he can’t figure out why he doesn’t fight it. “Samuel.” The boy nods solemnly, and Sam feels a little like he just sold his soul. “Sam Ortez,” the boy says, like he can taste it. He crosses the linoleum to Sam’s bedside. Holds out his hand. “Isaac Gates.”

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THIS FIC CONTAINS/WILL CONTAIN:

TBOY LOCUS

MORAL AMBIGUITY

CRUSHING GUILT

THE HORRORS OF WAR

COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF MILITARY JARGON

SIRIS EVENTUALLY 

GAY LOCUS

ENDLESS TORMENT SPIRAL 

NINE INCH NAILS REFERENCE BECAUSE I’M GAY

EROTIC FIELD MEDICINE

(ENTIRELY SKIPPABLE) GAY SEX

APPROXIMATELY 8 CHAPTERS PROBABLY 

AND MORE!!!

CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS SHIT IS BASED OFF OF A HALO MACHINIMA?????? NEITHER CAN I!!!!!!!!!!!! READ MY FIC!!!!!!!!!! OK!!!!!!!!!!!

[metaphysicpareidolic]

forever thinking about locus’s temple vision and how being treated as a monster/alien forces you to become one to protect yourself

how much of that actually happened and how much was him projecting his trauma

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yall how do you think locus anonymously delivered washington to chorus in s15. cause i can’t think of anything (this is for a fic)

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CHAPTER 2 OF VARIOUS METHODS OF ESCAPE HAS BEEN POSTED!!!

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writing grimmons fanfiction is like yesssss… now they’re both gonna wanna kiss each other…. BUT THEY WON’T!!!!

writing lolix fanfiction is like how trauma bonded can i make these fuckers. how can i make the horrors of war as erotic as possible while still emphasizing their impact on the psyche of two already deeply troubled men. what would make you love someone despite everything they’ve done to you and others. how do you save someone who doesn’t want to be saved. i don’t seek to redeem them, i seek to understand them. and also make them FUCK

i’m enjoying myself

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ok so the mercs have consumed my brain and fanfiction is happening. as i say every time i start writing a multi-chapter fic i will try to break my track record of never finishing multi-chapter fics. but guys it’s actually pretty good this one might be the one

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would anybody like to beta read my lolix fic. currently the first chapter is done, 2 and 3 are also in progress but should be finished soon. now that school’s done i really wanna focus on getting this thing out there since i’ve never finished a multi-chapter fic before and really want to prove to myself that i can!! i’m hoping to stick to a biweekly posting schedule— not sure how long it’ll end up being, i feel like it’ll end up being around 6-8 chapters. even if you just wanna read the first chapter i’d really appreciate any constructive criticism, advice or feedback, it really helps keep the gears turning and keeps me motivated :)))