SENDING THIS CAUSE THIS WAS ON MY MIND A BIT
What if past 007n7 was joking around about Noli and does a bit of some mocking stuff whenever he and his friends talk about it cause he believes he's not real. Real Noli sees this and gets angry and tries to intervene him but upon close inspection he's like "OH NO HE'S HOT"
Got inspired by a DnD game I had aha
YES YESS YESSSSS THIS THIS HE'LL QUICKLY GET FLUSTERED WITH HIM AND HE'S ALL LIKE "WHAT! why am I so infatuated with this mortal?! I must find more stuff about this individual!" And he turns himself into a mortal form, and he tries to ask around at his college about him, most people don't know much about him so he gets himself into 007n7's dorm room by threatening the college campus. And then he falls even more in love with him. And it's all going great until Noli gets a kid (idk if it's biologically his or he got given it by his cult, I kinda based this on some old lore stuff) Noli gives the kid to his favorite mortal (007n7) and waits patiently untill 007n7 reaches him for help (cause in new lores he's ancient deity and stuff and he's really controlling especially to mortals he likes) but 007n7 never does. He's confused and thinks it's a tiff that couples usually get. And he thinks that eventually he'll see 007n7 one day. (WAIT I FORGOT TO SAY SOMETHING I THINK 007N7 WOULDN'T KNOW ABOUT NOLI BEING AN ANCIENT DEITY SO HE DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT THE CULT AND STUFF) Noli then see a headline about a kid burning down a pizza place, it reminded him of how 007n7 always burned down one, oh wait it the same pizza place that 007n7 always burned. He looks at the pictures that was taken...
It was the red BABY
And who was in the background
007N7
Noli obviously got angry at this. Cause how could 007n7 ghost him like this!? He decided to give him the silent treatment (humans years are basically nothing to Noli so he gave him the silent treatment for like two years)
Then Noli was still kind of angry about 007n7, but he wanted to check up on him.
Then he read that coolkidd went missing.
He was kind of surprised.
How did this happen?
He read the article was 3 months old
He had to check up on 007n7
Even if he was still mad he still cared about him. He still didn't understand the feeling but he thinks he loves him.
He had to tell him right now.
He had to find him.
It wasn't hard finding him.
There it was his home.
He was excited but also kinda scared.
He opened the door, surprisingly it was open he walked around it was a mess. There were toy boxes all neatly stored inside. But there cigarettes butts on the coffee table and beer and loads of drinks. There was also lots of garbage. It smelled. Noli didn't like this.
He went upstairs to the rooms. There was only two. He went to one. It had drawing all over it and when Noli looked inside it had many toys and action figures, lots of drawings, and many childish things inside. This was probably the kids room.
Then the next room. It a big bed in the room. Pictures of him and then kid. He looked so different but still the same mortal noli knew.
Put things in the room caught his eye many cigarettes and alcohol. But what disturbed him the most were the razor blades.
There was blood droplets all around.
Noli was panicking now.
Where the fuck was Seven?
He slowly walked to the bathroom in Seven's room.
Each step felt like hours.
The when he opened the door.
He smelled that awful smell even more.
Then He saw him.
On the floor of the bathroom.
Gun in hand.
Razor blades beside him.
Bullet in his head.
Clutching two pictures.
One of him and his kid.
One of him and Noli.
Noli didn't know what happened to him or why he did it.
He got angry how could he do this to him.
Why had this had to happen as soon as he finally realized he loved him.
He felt something prickle at his skin and eyes.
His vision went blurry.
Something wet when down his cheek.
It was a tear.
From him.
Noli can't remember the last time he cried.
This hurts
(uhhh sorry for like writing a whole fanfiction I meant to add head canons but I got too into it sorry lol)