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[ Jack & Stan] Wonder if...?

“Have you ever wondered what it’d be like to be an omega instead of an alpha?”

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           “Sometimes. There are days when I think my parents would have loved me more if I was,” he admitted with a sigh, staring up at the ceiling. Jack’s fingers were brushing through Stan’s hair gently as he tried to find the right words. When they agreed to start trying to have a family, the Alpha promised to be more open about his thoughts and his life. It was a struggle a lot of the time, breaking a two decade long silence, but for Stan there wasn’t anything he wouldn’t do.

            “If they could have controlled me. I would have been the person they wanted, a son they could be proud of. They would have made me and mated me and I would have been defenseless against it but they would have been happy.” It was for these reasons, which he had wholeheartedly believed to be true, that he never once forced an Omega to be something they were not. There were days when Jack was convinced he was only an Alpha because of his sheer desire not to be their toy. “But they don’t deserve that sort of child, they didn’t deserve any child.”

Stan curled even deeper into his mate’s side, letting out a soft sigh as Jack’s fingers slid through his hair, the action giving him comfort as Jack talking about his parents distressed him. He—for one—was quite glad Jack had been born an Alpha, and wouldn’t change him for the world. But to know that this man he loved so ardently was on such terms with his parents... it made him so sad.

The noiret palmed his mate’s flat stomach, a finger idly drawing patterns as he said, “I see where you’re coming from... my dad pumped me full of suppressants when I wasn’t an Alpha. I didn’t have a proper heat for years...” Looking up, he pressed a kiss to the underside of Jack’s jaw. “But now that I have... I should warn you that I’m going to be a handful...”

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       Ever since he’d taken Theo on he’d become uncommonly attuned to the male and his needs. Even the slightest change in his expression was more than enough to tip Jack off and so the fearful cries woke him out of a sound sleep. The brunet didn’t think twice about jumping out of bed and walking to Theo’s room. He should have known better than to leave him alone, he’d seemed smaller than he was admitting when Jack went to bed. “What’s the matter with daddy’s big boy hm?” he wondered quietly as he settled beside Theo.

nightmares seemed to have plagued theo as of late. most often they were terrors about his real father but a nightmare about jack being hurt or gone in some way was equally as common. tonight the monsters had gotten in despite jack checking for them and little theo, much smaller than he tried to act at bedtime, couldn't help but cry out in fear that maybe this once the dream was true and jack was hurt. tears crept down his cheeks as he came in though to see what was wrong and as soon as jack was settled in beside him theo attached himself to the other arms wrapping around him. "don't leave me! the monsters they get you. don't leave me!"

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           His hands were so small in Jack’s, delicate and cold from being out such a short while. He knew Sebastian was sick, just like he knew he was constantly trying to be thinner to appease the older male and he did nothing about it. If he wanted to starve himself to death chasing an impossible dream so be it. Jack played his part well though, keeping Sebastian in line in order to preserve Lexi’s reputation. So long as her sister remained in good company there was still a place in London for the model. Seb was the linch pin and so Jack played along. “You left your gloves at home again? Sometimes I wonder where your head is at.”

           Sebastian’s fingertips were starting to turn a pale shade of blue from how cold he was. He was used to being cold all the time, wearing extra layers to try to remain at a comfortable temperature, but going out had him shivering where he stood, trying to get as close as he could to Jack so he could warm up a little. “I--I’m sorry. I just forgot t--to grab them before we left.” he said, trying to stop his teeth from chattering. It definitely didn’t help that he was experiencing more dizzy spells recently, making sure to stick to his strict diet, but he tried to look at the positives of all of this. The warmth of Jack’s hands against his own cold ones, and the attention he was recieving from the other man made up for everything else.

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Casually reading @voidisthenewblack honesty hour responses and wondering why you're not following them. Just do the thing, they're lovely!

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Positivity Time! Name 5 blogs and tell the things you like about the blog and send this to the first 5 blogs on your activity on anon or not, nothing bad would happen if you didn't passed this one, but it's good to give some positivity on your blog sometimes. Enjoy!

i’m gonna be pretty honest and admit that i only know the names of muns i write with and talk to on a regular basis. sorry i’m trash. also i know it says what you like about the blog but i kinda went for what i like about the blog/person so deal with it

@ssssssteph - steph is great she’s a beautiful writer and has these amazing characters that are well developed. she is always open for plots and she shares my similar love of memes haha. her blog is very well organized and she has these tags like for feel good things and for resources and if something is important and needs to be seen. she shares and reblogs a lot of great pictures, posts, memes, and random things. besides rping though she is just a wonderful person. she is always there for me if i need to talk to someone and she gives some pretty legit advice. and she has funny stories. she’s a joy and i adore her. 

@gingcrbreadman - jac is a beautiful soul and has the most beautiful blogs ever. half the time i want to steal her theme because it’s so pretty but also don’t because it wouldn’t be as pretty as her blog. she has a few blogs and all of them have a lovely layout, beautiful characters, and a general atmosphere of a welcoming and friendly person. she is a great person to talk to. she’s very open and wiling to talk to people. she’s genuinely a nice person and treats everyone so beautifully. i don’t know how you couldn’t love jac!

@xbruisedreams - noah is great and his blog is equally as great. he used to have another blog with awesome characters and his new blog with his new character is just as amazing. he has a well organized blog and does a variety of plots and verses. he reblogs a lot of good content and pictures. besides that though he’s a great person. he’s friendly and funny and always a good conversationalist. seriously if you haven’t checked him out just do it cause he’s SO worth it!

@voidisthenewblack - i’m literally in love with this blog. i haven’t been on it in a while, i’ll admit, but it’s such a beautiful blog run by an equally beautiful mun. i think that this blog’s best feature is the theme and having a great mun to run it. i think it’s well laid out and well figured out. i think it’s easy to navigate and written really well. i must also admit i’m biased again on muses but jack is a beautiful creature with an amazingly thought through background and development. seriously check them out and give them all the love they deserve.

@hurricxnc - i adore writing with this mun. they are a very realistic mun and use a lot of realistic plots. i think that one of my favorite parts about their blog is how simple and put together it is. i like how everything kinda flows together and it looks very cohesive. i’m pretty biased about muses, but zoey is probably my favorite. check them out and give them a follow.