Ok guys one exciting thing I wanna tell you is that i did meditation yesterday night nd i was planning to quiten my thoughts so i thought to focus behind the black of my eyes and WHAT THE HELL i literally feel my whole room spinning crazily something really cold on my face i couldn't feel my whole body.i could only feel my face which i dont know why but was feeling so cold and it was like something dark was consuming me in i feel like I was floating in the air and my heart started beating faster but I forced myself to focus on my affirmation but i could still hear the sound of my room fan and i accidentally focused on it...and everything stopped yet i again started affirming i got some symptoms again but that again they stopped and i realised that i wanna wake up in void state not tap into it but because of all those symptoms my calm state were ruined and I was tired too so I still affirm but as usual i couldn't focus and fell asleep....BUT I WON'T GIVE UP this is the sign that I am truly about to succeed in my void journey very soon or let's just say today only...