How does Halisanna react to/deal with the whole tadpole situation? :0
Honestly the whole opener is so RIDICULOUS that by the time shes on the ground post-crash and dealing with the whole tadpole thing shes just. overloaded. She saw dragons for the first time probably, was up in the SKY, went through a good few dimensions maybe, and is on a LIVING SHIP. a tadpole timebomb in her head? sure, whatever, fuck.
She wants to get rid of it, but for a big when she discovered its... boons she wanted to use them to dominate the tadpole. how dare this thing try to control her? change her? fuck it and its weird bullshit, SHE’S in charge here.
buuuuuuut using its power affects everyone else around her with the tadpole to. She’s in control, but she doesn't know how in control everyone ELSE is. there's safety in numbers, and if not that, safety in not having other people with knowledge of the problem going off on their own and saying who knows what. friends close enemies closer and all that.
(she also might be growing fond of the party. yeah its survival, and they can be kinda funny sometimes and shadowheart is hot but damn it all she’s starting to care about them all a little. just a little. she wont reflect on that.)
i could go into more little nuance but this is the gist of it