Well, I’ve been queueing up posts when I have time but for the most part, I’ve been absent here and most other social media sites but the short answer is I’ve been sick.
Below is what have been happening recently:
Been dealing with a bunch of medical issues off and on that started long ago but it’s really been piling up the last few months. Not getting into much detail, I’ve been having a lot of GI issues and heart palpitations which ended with me going to the ER in early December. I’m still waiting if the ER bills me *sweats* They did find that I have ovarian cysts but that was only going to be on a ‘watch how this develops’ so they’re not really going to do anything about it.
However, two others issues showed up: one a bit private and the other not being able to sleep for about five days in a row. I managed to get a few more hours of sleep the last few days but now I’m wondering if the first issue is causing the sleeping issue and making my heart race when I get up and move around. My chest also been feeling numb lot lately and I also kind of feel light headed and dizzy at times. Tried taking sleeping pills last night but they didn’t work T.T but at least I eventually did fall asleep, just not as fast as I would like!
Unfortunately, because of the holidays and COVID, I won’t be able to see a doctor until the end of the year. Just hoping that I can hang in there in the meantime :/
Otherwise, I’m trying to get it easy and get plenty of rest since I just feel drained of energy lately. A lot of it is just the waiting game and it’s not fun because I just feel not good this whole time. Trying to eat has been a challenge because I don’t really want to eat :’)
Hopefully, they can finally get to the bottom of this and I can feel more like myself again!
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