#vs25

[duskstarskies]

subz: i don’t- i don’t belong here. [throws sword on ground] i want you to kill me.

vitalasy: I’m not picking that up.

subz: grab it.

vitalasy: no!

subz: [throws hearts on ground] kill me.

vitalasy: subz you’re doing the exact thing that i did.

subz: what- what do you mean?

vitalasy: you think you felt lonely? you’re about to do that same thing to me.

subz: you don’t-you don’t need me here

vitalasy: i- i felt the same exact way you felt and you just talked me out of it. so stop. stop. stop!

subz: vitalasy, I’ve thought, and thought, about a solution. about any way out! and this is it. if I’m here I’ll only hold you back. you’re the only one, who can save this server, who can do anything good for it! you don’t need me here for that.

vitalasy: i do. idoidoido i do. [throws back sword, hearts, and egaps] take it, take it- please. i do need you.

subz: No. no. vitalasy- what right, do i have, to stand here with you when I thought of betraying you. when it's my fault that you died. it's my fault Zam joined the eclipse federation (vitalasy: it’s not your fault, it’s not your fault.) it's my fault you were hurt. (vitalasy: no, no no no)

subz: I'm the reason that everything's escalated, everything's gone to shit because of me (vi: no no no no) it's all my fault. (vitalasy: you can just- ugh no, stop)

subz: I can't be your shield, I can't do anything right anymore.

vitalasy: we can just- we can equally blame zam or roshambo or maybe we can blame all of them we don't-

subz: no.

vitalasy: it doesn't make sense. subz. before you do something you're gonna regret, like I did.

subz: i’m… not going to regret this. vitalasy, this-this is what i want. before I become swallowed up in the temptations of power, before I do something that I regret— before I hurt you.

subz: I want you to do this. I don't want to hurt anybody.

vitalasy: subz I just got back I just got back, please, come on.

[duskstarskies]

vitalasy: it’s going to break me, stop.

subz: it’s not going to. you’re strong, you’re going to- to overcome those obstacles, you’re going to be able- to help the people of the server—

vitalasy: not without you, not without youuuu, you- i was at my lowest and you just brought me back.

subz: yeah, this base, it’s yours.

vitalasy: don’t- fall, like i did. please.

subz: i built this for you. this is yours,

vitalasy: no you built it for us. this is the *eclipse. federation*, we are a *team*. we’re friends. come on…

subz: the… the eclipse is over. the moon’s broken, and there’s nothing we can do about that. vitalasy, this-

vitalasy: [hits subz] then why don’t we be broken together, hm? [withdraws 6 hearts]

subz: it’s not- it’s not how it works,

vitalasy: is this what you want?

subz: no, i want you to kill me. that’s what i want.

vitalasy: [throws hearts and sword at subz] that’s all mines as well.

subz: no.

vitalasy: wherever you go I’m going with you.

subz: vitalasy-

[duskstarskies]

hi happy deliverance 2 yr anniversary!

[two birds- regina spektor starts playing]

vitalasy: i had to. okay, yep. yep. yep!

subz: it's pretty- uh... pretty empty out here, it's just us, us and the void. which i guess is kind of ironic (vitalasy: isn't it?) it always kind has, been just us (vitalasy: and the void?) everybody's against us (vitalasy: yeah)

subz: even our closest allies ended up betraying us at some point.

vitalasy: our best friends

subz: yeah. [pause] we're nearly there. that was a great voice crack. [both laugh]

vitalasy: why is it so far away what do you want? why do you— oh my godddd

subz: what, what's wrong, relax man!

vitalasy: too many memories...

subz: the end? here, crouch right here. (vitalasy: everything) when i tell you to, turn your render distance to 16. alright, are you ready? 3-

vitalasy: can we get rid of these buttons?

subz: uhhh, sure.

vitalasy: it would look cooler if we're standing in space together.

subz: just, uhh— this is going to be awkward if we ever come back here, it's going to be kinda, [laughs] kinda sketch.

subz: alright, are you ready? 3-

vitalasy: wait, okay okay- just- one second, one second- i'm- ohhhh my god. okay. I'm ready.

subz: 3, 2, 1, go.

subz: welcome, to the final eclipse federation base.

vitalasy: WHAT. WHAT??

subz: we're here. my masterpiece. I said I've been thinking, a little bit. maybe a little too much, and when i think a lot- when i get stressed, the best thing for me to do is just... build.

vitalasy: i-

subz: so i did.

vitalasy: i- subz. what- what am i looking at?

subz: what do you mean? it's the eclipse federation. it's home.

[duskstarskies]

vitalasy: I’m at one heart. wherever you go, I’m going with. (subz: nono, vitalasy-) stop. stop. I’m telling you to stop. as a friend, as a teammate, as- anything.

subz: no, nonono. you’re— you’re supposed to- help the- (interrupted)

vitalasy: I’m supposed to.

subz: you will!

vitalasy: don’t… decide my fate. and don’t decide yours now.

subz: I’ve… I’ve already decided vitalasy. this-this is it for me. and it- doesn’t have to be for you.

vitalasy: well it will be. please. please

subz: no, no no no. you have- there’s people that care about you i know there is, it’s not just me! (vitalasy: they KILLED me.) I’m sure zam does!

vitalasy: zam cares about you, not me.

subz: no, zam cares about you too. you just don’t see that.

vitalasy: yeah I’ve seen him caring so much that he bookbans me! i-I’ve seen him care so much that he kills me, over and over again.

subz: vitalasy— if I’m gone, he’ll-he’ll care more. he will!

vitalasy: care about what? what is he to care for?

subz: you!

vitalasy: he hates me! and it doesn’t matter if you’re here or not, you’re the only thing that’s- stopping him from doing anything unreasonable to me

subz: he-he can’t really do anything unreasonable to you though (vitalasy: tch) you have the ability to not let that happen

vitalasy: yeah, abuse a power. that’s exactly what i didn’t want to do.

[duskstarskies]

last day of deliverance week… starfox :3

[duskstarskies]

hi I’ll be posting a deliverance clip every day of the week. today is day 1!

vitalasy: why are you wearing that armor?

subz: let’s… let’s go. there- there’s a reason, why im wearing this armor. i mean- you’re wearing my- my normal armor right now. it’s all i really had extra to give you.

vitalasy: I don’t want it. [unequips and drops armor]

subz: Nonono, keep it, keep it, keep it! no. take it. keep it.

vitalasy: it’s yours.

subz: Nono, wear it. trust me. just wear it.

subz: alright. we’re here.

subz: well… welcome. we’re back here. where… i guess, everything kinda began. (vitalasy: mhm) this is where… i first invited you to the eclipse federation, this is where everything kinda began, i guess.

[duskstarskies]

[vi is reading, spaced out for readibility] vitalasy: another came to the boy's head, he realized that he was the sole reason these problems existed, he was the reason the team fell apart. 

it was his fault that everyone kept leaving him, that everyone kept fighting against him. he had made up his mind, the only solution was now—

to have vitalasy kill him with his own sword. maybe, just maybe, then the server would be able to be peaceful, maybe, vitalasy and zam could be friends again. if he had the slightest chance at making the server better, at bringing it to his initial goal of peace and tranquility, he would take it. 

and so, with the last of his resolve, he would have his Deliverance.

I’m sorry.

I know it was selfish.

I know we probably could’ve worked things out

But i had to do this.

Please forgive me.

and Please.

I beg of you.

[pause]

make up with… zam. make up with zam…

I’m so sorry..

that’s it? it ends on “I’m so sorry”??

[duskstarskies]

don’t tell anyone but here’s an extra clip

[broken up for readability purposes]

subz: i- I’ve been thinking a lot, about- how… i, can help the people around me. or- i-i don’t know, i guess- fix the problems around me i guess, would be a better way of phrasing it. how i can… help the other server members and make the server Better.

[pause]

and… originally, my goal was to bring you here and kill you.

vitalasy: what? [zooms in on subz]

subz: but, that’s… changed. I’m not going to do that. I- i can’t. betraying you, would be betraying myself.

it- it wouldn’t change anything for the server. It wouldn’t- you being gone doesn’t change the server at all. I realized that when you were gone. nothing changed. everything was still dogshit.

vitalasy: really? i thought everyone was happier.

subz: no…

vitalasy: it seemed a lot happier without me.

subz: i- i wasn’t happier. I was alone, for weeks, just… in my base, to my thoughts, all by myself. i don’t know.