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Could she look at them? NO. They where different in some way, they were special she wasn’t, she was floating in this world alone and she couldn’t bring someone else into her world. They weren’t even FULL WOLF rich parent’s, what did she have to offer to them. Finger’s fidgeted with the end of her hair as she inhaled, attempting to get her self together to look at them. What did she have to offer them, nothing. She was going to keep it that way.
“Ezra.” Their name came out as a straggled sound from her mouth, she inhaled, turning her head to the side, looking everywhere but THEM. How could she LOOK AT THEM when her heart already wanted them in a way she wasn’t sure she deserved to FEEL. This time, golden hues looked up at them, hand’s tucking into her back pocket’s as she started to take step’s back away from them. A hand snaked around her waist, pulling her close to them, some dude she was dancing with before they came along.
“All I do is sleep with people Ezra, I am not a family girl, I don’t fall in love. I sleep around. You where a fuck, a fun one. So lets not kid ourselves. You didn’t like me besides a good fuck and I feel the same.” The ending sentence came out in a weird tone, if they looked close to her eyes she would reveal all of her weakness’s, but she knew they wouldn’t. Too much PAIN IN THE WORDS SHE SPOKE. Inhaling she leaned into the male that had his arm wrapped around her waist, she leaned her head to the side as the male gently bit over her skin. Her eye’s held nothing but EMPTINESS the pain of loosing something that could have been good. She didn’t deserve HIM OR ANYTHING NEAR LOVE.
She added a moan to the end of the bite to her neck to show him that she was serious about it, the only thing serious about her was the fact she didn’t want to love him, she just wanted him to be happy she knew it wouldn’t be with her.
Turning away from him she walked over to the bar leaning against it in the hopes that she would be able to drown her self in the thought’s of having someone else touch her now instead of him. Though she knew that she wouldn’t be able to not think of him when someone touched her, just like now, even though someone else was kissing her neck, was biting into her skin she pictured him as the one doing it.
The longer it took the woman before them to answer, the more tense they got. Amber eyes locked with Katia’s expression through the entire extended silence, not saying a single fucking word even as she spoke their name and continued to struggle with whatever was bouncing around in her mind. Whatever it was, Ezra wanted to figure it the fuck out, try to get that distant expression off of her face, try to make her understand that while yes they had a fucking fantastic time rolling through the sheets... she was more. She had captivated them from the instant he saw her in that god damn gym...
Though when she finally did speak... oh how that sent a chill all through their body. His entire body going utterly rigid, amber eyes took on an eerie chill to them as he struggled to figure out just what in the fuck was going on. He was just some pitiful half breed right? Somebody she could use and toss aside whenever she felt like it... typical fucking wolf. And yet something still kicked against their chest in denial, refusing to accept her words. “Like fuck I feel the same,” the words were quite literally snarled past his lips, though quite frankly Ezra wasn’t entirely sure if she heard them past the moan that came from her...
And immediately the half breed saw red. Coming forward with a snarl prominent enough for the unnaturally sharp canines to be in full view, Ezra took the man by the throat in a grip strong enough to silence any protest, hauling him over the bar top and tossing him off to the side without a care of any cries of protest. It was a testament to the control that he did have that Ezra didn’t beat the fucker within an inch of his life for daring to so much as touch Katia...
Though in the next instant, Ezra had his hands at her hips, spinning her around as the other anchored at the back of her neck, hauling her in for a rough and passionate kiss, one filled with possession as he pressed her back against the bar top behind her. Breaking from her lips, he trailed a line along her jaw until their lips were right up against her ear. “Don’t kid yourself into thinking I’m anywhere close to letting you go,” he growled the words out, fingers tightening possessively at her hip... though should she push him away, he would do so willingly. He wasn’t a person that would dare force himself upon anybody...
