Me and my unavailing attempt to understand my people's past, make sense of the present, and navigate the future. For months I've been reading publications about my home province, interviewing people, and trying very hard to write but I feel like I'm going in circles!!! 😩😭😖 I do get up each morning with a smile, enjoy my new sport with family and friends, and look okay in most of my social media posts but behind the scenes I'm struggling with a project. Not that I'm feeling defeated -- not yet and there's no way I'm going to give up -- but I just wanna share that difficult days are real >sigh< Anyways... Gotta continue reading and learn more from the legendary woman, Marcel Cudal, who once upon a time mastered the art of finding the "middle ground." #wahmlife #wahmlifestyle #writerslife #writersofig #sobermom #recoverywarrior #lifeinrecovery #Bukidnonmyhome (at Quezon, Bukidnon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEENWjEjdT-/?igshid=1u90f8kptnkov