#wanderlustinwallflower

[heyeuforiaa]

sometimes,i miss having a normal family.

where i am included in all family events.

where i wont miss the fun and get bonded with all my cousins.

where i can play with my nieces and nephews and they know i exist.

having that quality family time, without having to think or get worried about anything.

i know things are well written by Him and everything that happens must be a reason behind it.

but sometimes, seeing other people spending their time with their parents and their siblings outside made me....longing for one 😞

i do really miss having a....family.

i miss how baba used to be..

[heyeuforiaa]

When your bestfriend complaining about her Boyfriend...... I can't help but say "at least you have someone to share, a listener,a sholder to cry on.. See the blessings behind it and take it in a positive way.." Sigh. I hope I didn't hurt her by saying like that.... Sometimes,being alone and lonely does bother me. I wonder,What it is like to feel someone really loves you :')

[fatinzahidahh]

26th December 2015 Christmas Wonderland @ Gardens By The Bay. [Part 2]

[fatinzahidahh]

26th December 2015 Christmas Wonderland @ Gardens By The Bay. Black & White. [Part 1]

[heyeuforiaa]

Can i say goodbye to......everyone?

[heyeuforiaa]

I dont really sleep. I sleep to forget things,to let the sadness away even for awhile.

[heyeuforiaa]

It was a good weekend but at the same time,my heart were aching. Badly 😞

[heyeuforiaa]

I cant stop it. I cant numb the pain anymore.

“They dont need me anymore. They dont. They are happy now. Without me. ” 😔😔