#wangsterkurt

[hazazel-blog]

i've started spelling screams like scraems because of lizzie screw you

[deargleefandom]

[queertommen]

Public Announcement; The Great And Terrible Summer Hiatus of 2012

Well....semi-hiatus. I am working out negotiations with my little sister so I can borrow her phone - which has internet access - every other day.

But yes, it's happened.

My laptop has been taken away.

Because I am stupid.

And so far it appears I shall not get it back until September.

Which means this is a sort-of goodbye, for a while. :/

As I said, I'm working on getting my little sister to agree to let me borrow her phone, but even if she does agree I'll no longer be coming on my main tumblr constantly for a while. Not only because I've had my laptop taken away, but because after the way I reacted, I think I need to take a break. I've become far too reliant on you lot, and need to form some roots out in the real world.

As much as I love all of you, I need easily accessible friends too. :p

This is not relevant to the RPs I'm on; they are both going to become my main priority whenever I have internet access. Without them I am positive I would go insane, what with my usual methods of escaping being cut off with access to my laptop. :s

I'm sending my mobile number to the friends on here I have that are British, because I can text them without having to spend loads of credit, and to Liz, because she will be here soon and we need a way to arrange to meet. I'll tag you if I'm sending you my number; with the warning that I have a habit of running out of credit and then forgetting to top up. :p

I'm not going to disappear entirely, I promise; whenever I'm on I'm going to reblog as much stuff as I can, as well as make a really really long queue to spit out a post every hour. If you really need to contact me, send me a message either here or here; I'm more likely to pick them up from there. I'm also back in college for a week, starting on the 11th of June, so I'll be around during the morning and early afternoon then. :)

I'm really going to miss all of you; so very, very much. I love you guys, and you've all helped my more than you could possibly know.

Michel; if you leave me either Dalton or Homestuk spoilers before I get my laptop back I will kill you. I will get on a plane, land in Italy, find you, and KILL YOU.

Okay?

Good.

(Love you, brother dearest. XD)

Sara, Pauline; stay amazing, loves. :)

Lia and Madi, I hope your evil continues to grow and you find someone else to act it out on. :p

Lizzie; if you do not next me, I shall cry forever. And ever. I swear I will.

Sammy, I love you. I'm going to miss you so much. ;___;

Alice; you better text me too, miss. XD

Bryn; Shenanigans. They are still happening. And you also better text me because I'm not up for losing the wonders of drunk!Bryn any time soon. ;)

Liz; ....oh god I don't want to gooooooo. I want to stay here forever with you and plot things and explain other british foods to you and write fanfiction and just carry on staying here with you. :( But I can't. And I'm going to miss you so much.:''''''(

I'm sure I've forgotten people; but I love all of you. And I live in hope of you all still being here when I get back, okay? XD

Sigh.

Let the Great and Terrible Hiatus of 2012 begin, I guess. :/

[epilogxes-remade]

it's just that lizzie is my favourite and i just iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii　

[sammyinhalloweentown]

wangsterkurt replied to your post: wangsterkurt replied to your post: wangsterkurt...

shhhhhhhhhh

;)

[sammyinhalloweentown]

wangsterkurt replied to your post: Would you risk it? ;)

sAMMY WTF WHY

Because it's an accurate gif! And I like having pretty faces in my blog! ;D

[queertommen]

wangsterkurt replied to your post:  I’m really sorry; to all of you. I’m...

don’t do this to yourself. Don’t. Please. Noone can fix everything. You do the best you can. You care. You’re there to talk to. You say all the right things, you give hugs when I need them most. Please, angel. Dont get down on yourself. Youre amazing

I love you, Lizzie. So much. I really, really love you.

[epilogxes-remade]

to you

your cold eyes stare through me and past my pain.  you secretly relish the sight of my suffering. the suffering you caused. ignoring the tears you surfaced from deep within my heart.  my heart.  i feel it beat, rapid with the drugs i took to ease my pain.  but the drugs run out, and the pain comes back time and again.  only a pain time can heal and drugs only delay.