Hachis review
I feel kinda stupid. I almost wrote stuped, for example, and not as a typo, simply bc it sounded better phonetically and for a sec I forgot words. Like. The way most words are written, or, well, the way any specific word I tried to recall in my repertoire/dictionary whatever, was written.
That was point one.
And point one has both sides of ignorance is bliss and better be a Socrates than a pig: I am wayyyyy more chill wow yeah my haert is beating much lighter :), but at the same time, I'm scared I'll lose my metro card. I almost thought "I'll hold it in my hand until I have to pass it at the exit" but then I thought "shit I'm gonna lose it if I do that" and the truth is, I've been forgetful and clumsy enough to lose things that easily while completely un high. Low? Wow. Because when you're low you take drugs and then you're high!
Like, my fight or flights has been deactivated, I guess that's the same thing as ignorance is bliss but applied to survival; I'm not anxious and will not be anxious if a giant menacing predator attacks me, and therefore I will not flee nor fight. Tibet (the word came up suggested and it sounded rlllllllly nice like both visually and yk when suddenly a specific consonant sounds super appealing and necessary to make with your mouth? (Not while high) Well that but also aesthetically :)
And my thoughts are random but not intrusive. "I've looked at life from both sides now", but I don't need to signg it; "Gràcia"... Hahaha quina gràcia
Then there's being suuuuuper sleepy. This is the part where I think "if I didn't remember or know that I smoked, I would think I'm sick or something's wrong with me". That's why I question drug use: should we be making ourselves feel sick (with yes, the comfort of knowing it's self-provoqued, and obvs control is comfortable)? I don't think so. The giggling smiling part is fun, that's the only, well no, the lack of anxiety is great too. Oh wow. I can literally make myself think thoughts that can usually stress me out, and I get no physical reaction. Yuhu!
Geez I almost very confidently got off at the wrong stop. Uwu
Ok so conclusion: pretty good vibes, def worth it, but also def overrated.