Wanna know something fucked up?
Is to be ditched.. Worse, at the very last moment.
You've been waiting for something for like ages (years) then when the opportunity comes, Some people just go fuck up with you.
Not because you rely on them but you think of them.
You think about them cos they're going with you.
had no plans at all -weeks before. but at the very day,
they'll say yes. they'll lift your hopes up. you'll change your mind.
There. had a nice plan. There was a bit of a quarrel cos he/she was distracted while talking to you. Like, Imagine that. (srsly?) they make you feel like an idiot over the phone.
you cant wait cos you got too excited.. you keep checking & updating on them just to know they are really willing.
You woke up/move around so early. Then telling them things.. reminders so they wont forget. So everything will be all set for fun. They'd reply back. after a few hours. yes, they talk to you online, etc, blah blah.
& what's the best part? is that you are all-ready but they are not.
like at the very last moment, they'll say "im not sure".
You didn't know they had other plans. hence, the good conversation (first one) we had was all misunderstood by me? All preparations that i did.. go to waste? just like that? x(
You know you are so freaking mad & you just tightly close your fist/hand then burst out to tears.
That's it. You have no more choice.
you're late. you lack of some resources. pft.
(& fortunately, they don't seem to care.) how about that.
"Thanks for getting my hopes up when i said no already. appreciate what you did. But dont expect any more from me. wait for karma. the real bitch."
"I am so fucking pissed. i swear, i badly wanna slap you right now."
"Sudden ditch, Wow. P*t*ng*n* mo to the highest level."