oh ... oh. the tenderness and softness on his forehead made him pull his gaze away from the reports. a WARM sensation grows in his chest, like tiny flowers blooming under his ribcage and he ... had to admit that he was curious enough to want more of it.
when he looks up at angeal, perhaps trying to seek an answer for why his friend had done exactly that but he also ... struggles since he couldn’t predict if pointing it out would made this AWKWARD or .. possibly robbing him of any future displays of affections such as this. thinking of the future where there’s more of these unanticipated kisses, he feels a growing sense of distraction from whatever paperwork he has to write ( he’s looking forward to the kisses, sort of )
of course his features still remained IMPASSIVE, undisturbed from his skilled and tight grip and control over his emotions. but his pupils did dilate, and his lips pursed as he read angeal’s expression. no good .. he couldn’t concentrate on what he had planned to get out of studying his features but rather .. he was finding himself more DRAWN towards it, thinking little to nothing, thinking of the gentleness that flooded into him.
covering his mouth with a hand ( avoiding touching his forehead, for now ), he let out a deep breath and briefly closes his eyes. ah .. he could feel his muscles slowly relaxing. that was good. when he opened his eyes again, he was tempted to take another deep breath .. and another. when will it stop ?
❛ .. i was about to take a break, ❜ he began in a soft voice as he began gathering his reports into a stack. suddenly, fixing his attention on angeal for TOO LONG was beginning to make him avert his gaze at all cost, as he struggles to grasp with exactly what was happening at this moment. gently push it aside, everything is normal. ❛ don’t worry about me. ❜