#watchingitburn

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#Ariel #watchingitburn #bettersavehim #painting #art #acrylicpainting (at Wayne, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvyNdemH1Tt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8vfq4f6h4yn6

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#Watchingitburn

[im-abicorn]

People I'm thankful for:

Everyone always talks about how thankful they are for their family, but I'm thankful for quite a few people on here. 

Dak: http://ridakulous.tumblr.com/

Without Dak I don't know where I would be. Basically one of the only reasons why I didn't end it during one of my lowest moment. Love you Dak.

Kam: http://king-wasabi.tumblr.com/

Kam is like my older sister. She kinda fits in the same group as Dak. She allows me to rant to her about all my shit, so thank you Kam.

Renee: http://fairiesshouldhaveveils.tumblr.com

Renee is me. Seriously, anything I'm going through she has too. And she's the perfect person to go to for advice. I miss her a lot now that she has her job, but hopefully she'll come to visit me soon. <3

Larissa: http://explodinganyway.tumblr.com/

Larissa is that girl that puts a smile on my face no matter what. I don't think she knows how many times she's made me smile when I felt like absolute shit. So, there now you know. <3

Mercedes: http://always-hoping-always-loving.tumblr.com/

This friendship is new, so it might be weird that I have her on here, but fuck it. I dont care. Mercedes is the cure. That's what I'll call her. She cures my boredom all the time, which I have to be thankful for. It's good sometimes to talk to someone who doesn't know all the shit going on in your life. It's easy to just talk about nothing, without going into how I feel. So, for that. I thank you Mercedes. 

Of course, I'm also thankful for everyone I met on IP. You guys are a gift, that I'm grateful to have. 

[ridakulous-blog]

Sorry I haven't really been posting this has been a clusterfuck of a week/weekend. I'll be catching up and trying to post more and be on more and shit but life jfc cut me a fucking break.

Finally got my papers and tests done...

 ...to have more papers and a ridiculous case study presentation that my teacher expects to be on par with graduate level courses she has taught/taken.

Cut my hair off

But I look good

flannel + ties are cool/sexy

idc what you SAY THEY ARE OKAY STOP SNICKERING

especially green flannel

and white ties

finally called home to my blood-related family

Came out to my mom

who told me she named me right and not to cut my hair

whoops

fixed some friendships

ruined others

amazing girlfriend is amazing

amazing best friend is amazing

life goes on

no time for fucking anything

I miss everyone

we're all going to be okay

chin up chin up

Also Larissa is straight

[ridakulous-blog]

4, 31 (this is important), 57, 62, 70, 86, 91, 92, 99

4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

Funny story. Does it count as stealing if it's already on the ground?

31: Can you change the oil on a car?

Considering I've only had a car for a very small amount of time and have never really been interested in them, I'm kind of a derp with anything that comes to them but I could learn? Or google it I mean I totally can oh god don't break uppp with meeeeee.

57: Do you believe in ghosts?

I don't believe but I don't dis-belief. Living in St. Augustine especially Flagler College, will teach you respect what you don't know.

62: What do you wear to bed?

Depends on where I am and how cold I am. Either boxers/wife beater, boxers, t-shirt, or sleep pants and wife beater or t-shirt.

70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

Hrmmm whatever makes them happy. I could see myself with someone who loves music and all of that stuff yanno?

86: DJ or band, at a wedding?

DJ. I want 80s hip hop / r&b and some rock, and then like 90s/2000s shit and then glee music so yeah.

91: Best room for a fireplace?

I live in Florida so idk we don't have those here or basements so like uhhhh. I don't know fuck living room? Bed room?

92: Do you want to get married?

Yes, yes I do.

99: Do you miss anyone right now?

Always, whenever she isn't here.

[ridakulous-blog]

1, 3, 11, 15

1. the person i like and why i like them.

My best friend. She's a fuckface. Seriously she is. She's insufferable and a bastard and way too smooth for her own good sometimes. But she knows me better than I know myself and she's always there for me and she's just... Her smile makes me smile. Her voice calms me down. When I wake up she's one of the first things I think about. I wouldn't ever call someone perfect but calling someone perfect for me? I love her and like her for all of the reasons I can't stand her sometimes, and that's how it's supposed to be, I think.

3. 5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex.

ArroganceUgly facesFlat assesIgnoranceClose-mindedness

11. would i rather be stranded on a desert island with someone i love for ten years or someone i hate for a month? explain why.

Stranded with someone I love. Free vacation and I mean you might miss on out S3 of Glee but Faberry will always be canon anyway so it happened and yepp. The island. That's it.

15. lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood.

I'm gonna kick my feet up then stare at the fan / turn the TV on, throw my hand in my pants / Nobody's gon' tell me I can't

&

Find a really nice girl / Have some really nice sex / And she's gonna scream out this is great

[ridakulous-blog]

Aiden is Finn

omg

SoN rewatch

Kam

THIS IS FABERRY+FINN

ALL OVER AGAIN

OMG

MAKE OUT ALREADY

"When I was kissing Aiden I was thinking of you."

"Really, me too? S'okay."

And then he walks in and ruins it. With a "this is hot."