𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘯𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴.
part one.
water's very calming, you know.
it's why people love to have such an element contained in the mattress below them, gently pressing against the plastic below as your body shifts, forming the pattern below you as each of your movements formulate it.
the lap of it's waves against a surface, repetitive- just ever so gently pressing against the surface before rocking back, falling away only to return ever so gently in that expected pattern, dragging you into a sense of certainty.
even if you don't know what you're going to do with yourself, or when you wake up tomorrow, you know, in this moment, that the next wave below your body will crest and press against the plastic, rocking you into oblivion.
for once, you can have control over something in your life. you can just let yourself fall, dip into the waves held below you and let yourself rest.
lose control, and let the water wash over you.