#wave system

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Traumas that wouldn't have been seen as trauma

- moving a lot as a small child

- changing care givers multiple times

- going through a minor surgery

- going through major surgery

- group punishment when too young to understand what punishment is

- dental care while very young

- having a fear/anxiety brushed off

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Mei here!

We were just disassociating earlier. We're fine. But! We watched @theentropywe newest vid about Mistletoe's integration and that helped pull us out of it.

Also I adore Daniel so I'm the one that surfaced (Wyn mentioned him doing a livestream!)

-Mei!

((Side note, send me questions! Its boring rn. We're not at work and there's nothing to do at home! ))

[arshem]

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8/22/18

I don't hate my therapist, so...so far so good. We went through the basic stuff, why i was there, what happened with me before, etc.

Not actually awful just stressful. Lots of anxiety, but okay.

She wants to see me every week til i 'stabalize' and we'll have to see i guess.

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This hits really close to home for me. I doubt everything. Is this all me lying even to myself or is this real.

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This is very important

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Being an emotionless creature is a lot easier than being a feeling human.