Concert over im so fucking tired good fucking bye holy shit the next time i see a french horn player i will rock their shit why are they so fucking loud and why were there five of them and why were all of them right next to me. I am becoming Beethoven, my ears hurt so bad.
The only motivation I have to sit in a higher chair in orchestra is to get the fuck away from the brass players. The timpani I can handle but holy shit what is wrong with the brass section. Also on my way off of the stage a trumpet player hit me in the hand with the bell of his trumpet so my hand is red now.
Beethoven why did u write the brass like that I took irreversible psychological damage from the french horns holy shit. My ears are ringinf as I type this. And OOOOO DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE FUCKING ORGAN PLYAYER LITERALLY JUMPSCARED ME i didnt even know we had an organist until they started playing arpeggios as we were walking off stage like WHERE DID U COME FROM
Anyways, concert went well. All the mistakes I made were covered up by the loudass brass section. May or may not post recordings later, imma pass out on my baguette body pillow
