I think I need to start going to therapy again because I am clearly not coping well. However, I don’t have money, and I’m about to go live in a state across the country. Wtf. How is a baby supposed to function. Im literally dying I feel so alone like everyone has left. Do I have friends? Yes, yes I do. Do I feel comfortable talking to them about this? No, no I don’t. Because the whole thing is just me saying a bunch of self depreciating shit, and them trying to convince me that I’m not shit. Let me tell you that a.) It doesn’t work and b.) it doesn’t work. The only thing that will make me feel better is fixing what’s wrong with me and I can’t do that unless I take medication- which I also don’t want to do because I’m a weak ass bitch #weakweek