I'm really thankful to everyone who went to the effort to check up that I was okay last night, just to update, I am okay now I've had some time to think and I'm just having a little bit of an existential crisis, haha all jokes aside though, I really appreciate you all and even though I may not have replied to some of you, I still want you to know that it means a lot to me that so many people care, but it's also really sad that my internet friends have turned out to be more reliable than the "friends" I see on a regular basis, just thanks, you all got me through a really tough night.












