first off let’s address the elephant in the room: more delays on my fics. i swear to god it seems like my version of the ao3 curse is that whenever i have time and feel motivated to write, something happens (from mildly inconvenient to straight up infuriating) that makes me unable to do so.
also all the kinktober stuff reminded me of the reason i don’t do scheduled posts in the first place. sigh. the stories will come out eventually tho.
now for the vent part of this post
i created this account with the intent of posting about fanfics only, but rn i need to say something and i think here’s the second best place to do so (first one bring on my best friends’ dms)
the main reason i’ve bern feeling pretty under the weather recently is that i have this twitter mutual (god i really hope this doesn’t sound lame) but we kinda flirted back and forth and in my mind i thought we lowkey had something going on (?) not like we were in a relationship or anything, i just thought it wasn’t just flirting for the sake of it, y’know? but now i’m constantly seeing them interact with someone else in a really affectionate manner (btw they suddenly stopped flirting with me for some reason) and now i’m sad because i realized everything was in my head. so… yeah.
tl-dr: developed an insane crush on a twitter oomf and thought it was a mutual feeling, turns out it was all in my head so now i’m felling pathetic.
anyways… sorry for the long post and sorry for the delays, again.
