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Virgil’s first piano.
Symphony of a Family
Movement IX: Proposta
Virgil knocked on the door to his father's office. It was no longer dread he felt when he did this, but more duty. After the death threat on his family, he took it upon himself to make sure his father didn't hide something like that again. He sat and talked to his father at least once a month. He would listen to how the company was growing, and make sure his father was up to date with what was going on with him and his brothers.
On this day there were several things Virgil needed to talk to his father about, so he knocked again a little more firmly. There was still no answer so he cracked the door open and poked his head through.
His father was on a call, talking to a head that was floating above the desk. He didn't seem to notice Virgil so he shut the door behind him and quietly made his way over to the chair in front of his father's desk and sat down.
His father glanced up at him, his brows drawn together and Virgil lifted his wrist and tapped at it. It was time for their appointment. At first Virgil had tried to catch his father when he was free, but that quickly proved almost impossible so he began making appointments with his secretary—in fact he had begun making appointments for his brothers as well.
It wasn't that his father didn't care. He just got so engrossed with his projects that if it weren't for his watch going off to remind him of his next appointment, he'd get nothing else done.
His father's eyes widened a bit and he glanced down at his watch, shook it, tapped it, and finally rolled his eyes. "Steve, I'm going to have to call you back. My next appointment is here."
The hologram nodded and after a few seconds disappeared.
"Watch dead again?" Virgil couldn't help the small smile on his face.
"When are they going to improve battery life?"
"Dad, it lasts you almost a month as it is."
"Still, they had solar powered watches in the past, why can't they do that for these."
"Because the solar cells in a basic watch is in the face, with smart watches like that there isn't room in the face for the solar cells because the digital display takes up all the room. And with the consumer want of sleeker styles and larger screens no one has bothered to add additional room for a solar cell."
His father blinked at him. "Why do you know that?"
"Because I was going to buy you one if it existed." Virgil laughed a little and leaned back in the chair. "So, how is the company going?"
"Not too bad. Steve's running the office in San Fransisco now. Says everything over there is running smoothly. Also just hired his replacement for the Wichita office last week, her name’s Mary. Steve and I were just talking about possibly having me visit both New York and San Fransisco soon."
Virgil couldn't help but be proud of his father. It had taken him nine years to get the company to where it was. It was a slow start—having only opened his first office four years ago—but he now had three buildings with their name on it. New York, Wichita, and San Fransisco. They were each small buildings, but he already had plans to expand the New York office and possibly the San Fransisco one as well. Of course his connections with NASA helped—he had gotten a contract from the space agency and that was what put Tracy Industries on the map.
"Also I'm working with Brains and may be putting in a bid for a project the GDF want done."
"I'd really like to meet this Brains one day. It sounds like he's been able to pull off some miracles."
"That he has. I'm lucky I was able to snag him away from Fischler. Not so sure about that guy, he has some good ideas but he's young and brash. There's just something about him that rubbed me the wrong way."
"Well, you have him and that's what matters." Virgil adjusted himself in the chair a little. It was an old wooden one, with an even older seat cushion tied to it. "If you can plan your visit to New York for this next week, that would work perfectly for John."
His father frowned as he leaned back in his own chair, squeaking as he did. "Why's that?"
Virgil couldn't help but let out a sigh, it wasn't on his calendar so of course he had forgotten. "John's going for his orientation at MIT this week. You thought you'd be too busy so Grandma is packing her bags to go with him. He'd love it if you would go instead."
"Is that this week?"
"It sure is."
"Damn that came fast." He reached up and scratched the bit of scruff on his chin.
"The sessions are in the morning, and it's only an hours flight to New York, plus a little bit of driving. Maybe two hours at most from doorstep to doorstep."
"You've never driven in New York."
"I've never been to New York."
"We need to fix that. They have some great museums, and of course there's broadway."
"I'd love to, but right now it's John's moment. He's been talking to his advising teacher and has been told that he could possibly meet a certain astronaut he and Alan are big fans of."
"Him? He wants to meet him? Has a bit of an ego last I heard."
"Yep, he's on campus this week for some reason. Though I'm sure the opportunity to introduce his father, the first man on Mars, is quite high on his list."
His father let out a good chuckle at that. "Well, who am I to deny him that." He reached forward and punched a button on his desk. "Steve, you still there?"
The hologram flickered a moment and then the man's head reappeared. "Yes, sir. Probably for the next hour. What do you need?"
"Sorry to add on to your work, but we need to move my schedule around. I think I'll go and visit New York this week. It's also John's week for orientation at MIT. I was hinted that it would be nice if I could go." He gave Virgil a quick wink.
"Of course sir, most of your meetings can be moved around and done remotely. Only there is one gentleman that was insisting for a face to face interview."
"Explain the situation to him. If he doesn't understand the importance of family, then I'm not interested in what he has to say."
"Very well, Mr. Tracy. I will get your new schedule uploaded by morning."
The hologram flickered out and his father leaned forward on the desk. "Alright, who's next."
"You missed Gordon's meet last week."
His father slowly lowered his head into his hands. "How mad is he?"
"Don't be surprised if he doesn't talk to you for the next couple of weeks." Virgil leaned back a little and crossed his arms. "Let him cool off, by his next competition he'll have forgotten it. I told him an emergency came up that you couldn't ignore."
"Be careful saying that. If he hears that excuse too much it won't work anymore."
"I know, which is why that is the first and last time I'll use it. I won't cover for you again."
"You shouldn't have to cover for me at all."
"This was the first major competition you've missed. You had to have been doing something big to have lost track of time that badly. Right?"
"Hmm, that was Wednesday and Thursday, right? Yeah, Brains and I had been working on some plans for close to thirty-six hours."
"They better have been something big."
"If they come out like I'd like them to it's gonna change the world."
Virgil started to laugh, that was his father's response to all of the projects his company was working on, but something in the way his father was looking at him made him stop and frown. "Anyways, he's got the Junior World Cup in October, I'll send a note off to Steve so he can make sure it's in your calendar. Miss this one and Gordon might disown you."
"Understood. How did he do?"
"Consistently got second and third place in all his races. Considering his competition is mainly seventeen and eighteen year olds, I'd say he's doing pretty good."
"Do you think he's going to make it to the next Olympics? Or the one after?"
"That's hard to say. If he keeps improving like he is, then he'll be going in 2056 for sure. John even did the math and the stats look promising."
"If Gordon says he going to do it, he probably will. I learned early on not to underestimate that kid."
"Speaking of kids, Alan."
"What's up with Alan?"
"With John heading to MIT this year, he's going to be bored and lonely. Gordon's gone all the time as it is, and with Band I'm not home much either."
"That is true. I'm assuming you already have an idea of what we can do about this."
"Flying. He wants to fly like Scott and he's old enough to start learning."
"Not a bad idea. I'll call the airfield and see if Bill is still giving less—"
"No, Dad. I mean for you to give him lessons. You went to all of Scott's sporting events, You've started going to my band performances, and you go to Gordon's meets. You haven't done a whole lot with Alan."
"Well, he's not in any sports yet—"
"That doesn't matter. For me and John it was just Scott that got the attention. Now it's all of us, except Alan."
His father nodded a little. "In your note to Steve, make sure I take some time off on Saturdays to teach him how to fly."
"He's going to be excited."
"Is there anything else?"
"One last thing. Me."
"You? It's summer, you don't have any performances—do you?"
Virgil couldn't help but laugh. "No, I don't. But I do have a deadline and I'd like for you to look over something for me." Virgil reached down and picked up a manilla envelope he had laid on the floor next to him when he had first sat down. He leaned over and slid it onto the desk within his father's reach.
His father raised an eyebrow as he reached for it and flipped open the flap, pulling out the small stack of papers contained within. He thumbed through, reading through them as he did, and when he was done he laid them down gently and leveled a slightly confused gaze at Virgil. "Denver School of Advanced Technology?"
"It's a newer school, but it's quickly proving to be just as good as MIT or CalTech."
"And it offers a good program for Acoustical Engineering?"
"I don't know. That's not what I'm gonna go for."
His father's eyebrows furrowed even more."I thought you wanted to do something with music?"
"I did. I thought I did. But being in the band, and being busy with it and all—it was great, wouldn't do it any different—but I realized I didn't want music to be my career. I want it to be what I come home to after a busy day. I want it to be what I use to relax."
"Then what are you going to do?"
"I was thinking mechanical engineering."
"Mechanical? Why that?"
"Is there something wrong with me wanting to be a mechanical engineer?" Virgil frowned, he thought his father would be overjoyed at the news, but instead he seemed disappointed.
"I thought you were going to stick to music and—well, you know how much I tried to push you to go into the sciences. But when you started high school, and laid everything out I realized that while I was your father, I had very little say in your life choices. I could suggest and recommend till I was blue in the face, but you would do what you wanted in the end, so I guess I had come to terms with you wanting to do something with music. But now—" His father leaned back in his chair and rubbed a hand over his face. "Well isn't this something. I can convince someone to loan me several million dollars on a gamble, but I can't even tell my son that I'd be proud of him no matter what he did."
"I think you just did." Virgil smiled at his father.
His father blinked a little and then smiled back. "I guess I just did. But why mechanical engineering specifically. Usually people go in with several options and feel it out as they go through school."
Virgil's smile faded a little as he pushed himself up out of the chair and walked over to a potted plant in the far corner of the small office. The plant was fake and covered with dust, but he ignored it and reached behind the plant for the roll of blueprints that lay in the corner. He brought it back over to his father's desk and laid it down gently.
"How did you know that was there?"
"I found it a couple of years ago." Virgil shrugged. They generally weren't allowed in their father's office when he was gone, so he wasn't sure if he'd get in trouble or not. However there was no other way of explaining his reason.
His father reached out and held down one end of it and unrolled the stack of paper onto his desk. It would have taken up the entire top if he hadn't had other things around him. However, it was open enough that both of them could see what the blueprints were of.
"That was Grandpa's plane. The one that killed them."
"It is."
"I figured you had it, trying to figure out what had happened."
"I went over this with a fine toothed comb but I couldn't find anything wrong with its design. My father was a good pilot, but he was getting on in age. He knew he'd have to stop flying at some point. But it wasn't him either. They came back and said it was fatigue on one of the flaps, he lost control of it and—" He shrugged a little.
"Yeah, you left the accident report between the pages. After I read it, I started studying the plane, looking to see just which part it was."
"You studied it?"
"Every time you were gone, I snuck in and looked it over. Researched the different parts trying to figure out what they did. I knew you hadn't been looking at it recently cause you never said anything about the marks I was leaving." Virgil slowly reached over and pointed out some of the math he had done in the margins.
His father didn't say anything, but gently touched Virgil's markings. "I don't want you to do this if you think it's going to help you understand why, cause I can tell you—"
"I'm not. Mom and Grandpa are dead. There is nothing we can do to change it. I want to help you though. Your company, you're trying to improve things so that accidents like this don't happen—so that no one else has to lose a mother, a father, or a wife. I want to help. I want to go to Denver, learn all I can about mechanical engineering, and come and work for you when I'm done."
His father let go of the blueprints and they snapped back into their roll. "Is that so? You want to become an engineer so you can help others?"
"Yes."
"Alright then. You best study hard, I won't go easy on you just because you're my son."
"I'd be disappointed if you did." Virgil tried to hide his smile, tried to be serious, but his father's smile wouldn't let him.
"I'll look your application over for you then."
"Don't forget now. I need to send it off by the end of the month."
"I'll do it right now. If we're done that is."
"We are. Thanks for talking to me."
"Virgil, I meant it. I am proud of you."
"I know."
The rest of his senior year went along fairly calmly. He went to homecoming with a girl he liked, and took her out a few times over the next few months. However, when it came to prom she finally admitted that she had a crush on someone else. So, Virgil did what Virgil does. He helped her to ask them out to prom. He went to prom with some friends instead and still had a good time.
He headed off to Denver the next fall and took all his classes seriously. He made sure to email his father and ask him how things were going—just cause he wasn't there didn't mean he wasn't going to let things go—but found it difficult to get enough time to make it home for visits. He even had to skip Scott's graduation from the Air Force Academy because of his own finals—none of his teachers would let him take them early. He did join his family as soon as he could so they could celebrate together.
Still it was mid May before Virgil was able to make it home for the summer. When he had turned sixteen he had chosen not to worry too much about driving and saved his money so that when he graduated from high school he could buy his own car. And it was with that car that he drove back south into Kansas for the summer.
He had barely pulled into the drive when he spotted Alan sitting on the steps of the porch. He quickly looked up at the sound of the car and Virgil saw the grin spread across his face.
"Hey, kiddo. Whatcha doing sitting out here?" Virgil pulled himself out of his car and leaned on the roof.
"Trying to figure out something to do." Alan jumped to his feet and ran around the car, and ran right into Virgil holding him in a tight hug.
"I take it you missed me?" Virgil squeezed him back and ruffled his hair. "Why so bored? You still have a couple weeks of school right? Where is everyone else?" Virgil glanced around the yard. The SUV sat unused next to the barn like always—Scott and John both choosing to fly back and forth to school, and Virgil had pulled up right next to their grandma's car. The only one missing was his father's.
Alan pulled himself away from Virgil and kicked at some dirt. "Scott's been assigned to Las Vegas, so he's already there working, and John's not coming home this summer. Internship or something."
"What about Gordon?"
"They're about to leave for practice."
"So you stay at home alone?"
Alan shrugged a little. "It's not the first time. At first I thought it would be awesome, just ended up being boring."
Virgil reached out and squeezed his shoulder before opening the back door and pulling out a couple of bags, throwing one to Alan to carry. "Well, you're stuck with me this summer. Hope you don't mind that."
"Nah." Alan smiled again.
There was a bang as the screen door slammed shut. Virgil looked up at the house and saw Gordon standing there, looking back into the house, with a duffle bag over his shoulder. "Grandma, hurry up. We're going to be late!"
"How can we be late when you're his only student?" Grandma appeared at the door and froze when Virgil met eyes with her's. "Virgil!" She pushed the screen door open, practically pushing Gordon to the ground and hurried out to him.
"Hi, Grandma." Virgil dropped the bag he was carrying and opened his arms for her incoming hug.
She squeezed him tight and then let go and looked up at him. "You grew. Definitely taller than Gordon now."
"Geez, thanks bro."
"We always knew you were going to be the shorty of the group." Virgil laughed as he reached over and ruffled Gordon's head.
"Alright, Grandma, we can catch up later. Practice, practice."
"All you do is practice. Can't you put it off just once for family?"
"Not with the Olympics within my reach."
Their grandma could only sigh and shake her head a little. "We'll bring dinner home, so don't worry yourselves over it."
Virgil nodded and waved, watching as they pulled out of the driveway and took off down the road.
"Alright, that just leaves Dad. Where is he? It's Saturday, surely he's not off at one of his offices."
"He's MIA like he is every weekend."
This caused Virgil to quirk an eyebrow at his littlest brother. "MIA? Every weekend? For how long?"
"Hmm, beginning of the year?" Alan picked up the bag again and led them into the house. "Said he had some kind of huge project with that brainy guy.
"Brains. That's his name."
"His name is Brains? What kind of name is that?"
"Probably just a nick name. Anyways, has he said anything else? Like which office he's at?"
"None of them. That's why he's MIA."
"Did you try call—"
"Of course I did. I had a question for him and called Jerry, Steve, and Mary. They only knew that they'd be unable to reach him on the weekends."
"Till when?"
"Until further notice."
Virgil had dropped his things just inside the door and led Alan into the kitchen reaching up to where their grandma tended to hide the cookies. He fished out four of them and handed Alan two. "What about your flying lessons?"
Alan shrugged a little as he bit into his cookie. "Dad said he'll start up again once this project is done with. Meanwhile, Mr. Davis has been teaching me. He says I'm a natural." Alan beamed a little at that, but it seemed difficult for him to keep it up and it disappeared just as fast.
"I could have told you that, and I haven't even seen you fly." Virgil ruffled his hair again but couldn't quite get the frown off his face. "Still that's not what we agreed to."
"What are you talking about? It's okay. I don't mind."
"Well, I do. Does Dad ever come home?"
"Yeah, usually Mondays and Thursdays. Goes to one of his offices in the morning and then comes home and drops his laundry off. About the same on Thursdays, all day at the office, spends the night here and then disappears for the weekend."
"Does he at least stay for dinner?"
"Oh yea, Grandma makes sure of that."
"What about Gordon's meets?"
"Ah, you'll have to talk to Gordon about that, if he'll even say anything."
Virgil shoved the rest of his cookie in his mouth to keep himself from saying something bad. He chewed slowly as he thought. His dad hadn't mentioned any kind of project in his weekly emails. As for Alan's lessons and Gordon's meets, now that he thought about it, his dad had been a bit evasive on those subjects.
His dad hadn't been lying to him, he just hadn't been telling him everything. True, he had never made his dad promise to tell him everything, Virgil just assumed that was the understanding. Still, he wasn't going to let this slide.
"Virgil, don't..."
Virgil blinked and looked down at Alan, he had been so deep in thought he hadn't heard his brother. "What?"
"You're not gonna make a big deal out of this are you?"
"You don't want me to?" Virgil sat down next to Alan and leaned on the back of the chair to listen to his brother.
"I just, it's not a big deal. Really. He said he'd help me later, and that he would be there when I did my solo flight. I know he's busy, he's doing good stuff—whatever it is—I don't want to be the reason he doesn't really change the world."
"Alan, the first step to changing the world is making sure those around you are part of that. Right now he's ignoring you and Gordon and that's not right."
"I just..."
Virgil frowned as he reached out and squeezed Alan's shoulder. "You just what?"
"Nothing. It's nothing."
"Alan, it's never nothing. What's wrong?"
Alan wasn't looking at Virgil, but sighed and leaned his head in his hand as his elbow rested on the table. "Dad and Gordon were arguing the last time they were both here. About him missing another meet. It got pretty loud."
"Ah." Virgil pulled Alan over into a hug. "Don't worry. Dad and I have had our bouts, but I think we've gotten each other figured out by now."
"It's not just the yelling though. The silence is worse."
Virgil hugged him a little tighter and planted a light kiss on the top of his head. "Trust me. I've known them both my whole life."
Alan pulled away a little, but Virgil saw the small smile that had flickered on his lips.
"Enough of this. I'm here now, and you're bored. What are we going to do?"
"I just got Zombie Apocalypse X." Alan had a small smile on his face, a little bit of hope and a bit of doubt as well.
"Well, we know who's going to win, but if that's what you want to do, let's go kill us some zombies."
They played all weekend, with a few small bouts of piano playing to be fair—though that was Alan's idea, Virgil had been prepared to do only what he had wanted to do.
When Monday came around—after they had sent Gordon and Alan off to school—Virgil went to work making a few phone calls. He found that his father was going to be in the Wichita office that day and arranged an appointment just after lunch with his father. He asked Mary not to tell his father who his one o'clock was, just to say it was an dissatisfied member of the board.
His father had decided, as the company grew, that it would be impossible to be up to date in all aspects of running it and make firm educated decisions without some help. So he went searching and found a group of people who would serve on his board of directors. They were a varied bunch and the only ones in the company who could argue with his father, and make him listen. Virgil knew that by saying he was a board member his father would make sure his schedule would be clear and he would be there waiting on him.
Virgil left the house and drove to Wichita so that he would be there in plenty of time. He arrived about a half an hour early and confirmed with Mary that his father had taken lunch in his office because of his important meeting.
"Mr. Tracy, the board member is here early. Would you like to see them now?" She smiled a little, excited about being in on the little deception.
"Yes, yes. Send them in and hold my calls." His father's voice was a little rough, and Virgil heard him clear it as he hung up.
"I hope you get things settled, Virgil. He's been in a right mood since arguing with your brother."
"I hope so too." Virgil smiled back at Mary and took in a deep breath, straightened his shoulders and made his way into is father's office.
His father had stood and was halfway around his desk when he realized who Virgil really was. His mouth dropped open a little and his eyebrows scrunched together like Scott's did when he was confused.
Virgil couldn't help but smirk at that.
"I don't understand. Mary said—"
"That it was a board member. She just didn't say what board."
"I only have one."
"Two. Company and family. And I must say the family board of directors is not in the best of shape at the moment."
"I see. So you've come to talk to me. Is that it?" His father dropped back down into his chair and touched a button on his desk. "Mary." It was silent. "Mary."
"She's not going to answer."
"I could have her fired for insubordination."
"But you won't."
"And why not?"
"Because she's doing exactly what you wanted her to do when you hired her. She's doing what you hoped all of your employees would do when you hired them. You made sure every single one of them and your board of directors knew how important family was, so that you could tend to your own family when needed without argument. And right now, you need to tend to your family."
His father watched him for a moment, and then let out a sigh as he leaned back in his chair and looked down. "I know, I've messed up, again."
Virgil let out his breath. He had been afraid that his father had gotten so invested in his work that he was ignoring everything else. He was glad to see that wasn't the case. "Then why don't you fix it."
"It's not that easy."
Virgil sat down in the chair in front of his father's desk—the nice one he kept just for the board members. "Talk. You haven't been telling me everything in our e-mails, so tell me now. What has been going on? Alan told me how you've been MIA every weekend since the beginning of the year and that you've missed several of Gordon's meets. Not to mention the fight you two had, though he didn't give me any details."
"You pretty much know it then. I'm working on a secret project." He held up his hand to stop Virgil from talking. "I'm not ready to tell you quite yet. It is amazing though. I—no, no, can't say anything."
Virgil couldn't help but smile. He could see just how excited his father was about his project of his. Honestly, he hadn't seem him this excited in a very long time. Whatever it was, it really was big. "Any idea when you're going to tell me?"
"How's school?"
"School's fine."
"GPA?"
"4.0"
"Good. Good."
"Dad?"
"Keep working. We still have some kinks to figure out. When we've got it completely done, I'll let you all in on it."
"Good, and until then?"
"Until then?" His father blinked a few times, and then slumped back in his chair, all his excitement gone. "Right. That."
"Yes. That." Virgil crossed his arms. "You're apparently not on speaking terms with Gordon and you're not giving Alan his flying lessons."
"Alan said he was okay with taking them from Bill."
"What he says isn't always what he means. He just doesn't want to argue with you. He doesn't like fighting at all."
His father froze for a moment and then took in a deep breath and let it out. "Oh, Crap."
"Exactly. So first things first. Why did you miss Gordon's meets?"
"When I'm on the—when I'm away my calendar doesn't sync. So, I get so involved with what I'm doing that I forget and my watch doesn't remind me."
"Where the heck—"
"While Gordon may not be talking to me, I have already solved that issue on my side at least." His father stood and walked to the corner where some bags sat. He reached into one and pulled out a small leather bound book. "Steve got it for me when he found out about Gordon. Whoever I see last, just before I take off for home and then off to—well, you know. They make sure everything in the next two weeks is up to date and I look at it often when I'm gone."
He flipped it open and held it out for Virgil to look at. "Gordon has a meet this next weekend. I'm not going to—to see Brains. I'm going to the meet, whether he wants me there or not." He sighed and sat back down in his chair. "Now if he'll talk to me, that's another question altogether."
Virgil took the schedule book and flipped through it a bit. It seemed like the best idea, but it still wouldn't keep him from forgetting if he was sidetracked with whatever it was he was doing. "What did you fight about?"
His father sighed a little and rubbed his temples. "The same. Says I don't care about him because he's not into flying or space and stuff like that. Says that I'm disappointed in him cause he doesn't make straight As like the rest of you, and that I don't believe he'll make it to the Olympics and he should just give up."
"Is he right?"
"No!" His father's answer was immediate and he even brought his palm down on the desk with a slap. But it did take him a minute or two to follow it up. "At least not all of it. No, I shouldn't even say that, but flying and space is in my blood, always has been. I can't help but get excited when my sons show an interest in it. Swimming... It's fun, but I just don't see why it excites him so."
"Yet it does."
"That it does." His father let out his breath through his teeth as he settled back in his seat again. "And I've let him pursue it because he loves it so. I'll admit, when he first said he wanted to try for the Olympics I laughed, thought it was just one of those dreams kids have. They want to be everything under the sun as they grow up."
Virgil remained quiet, letting his father speak. No longer would he be the meek kid who did everything his father asked, but he was a patient listener so he let his father talk.
"But now, have you see Gordon recently? I mean swimming? You should go to the meet this weekend. He is something else. People are comparing him to Phelps and Ledecky. He's been winning his heats by a second or two. Has even broken quite a few Jr US records. I think this year, he'll break the US record in the butterfly. That's his main stroke you know. He decided last year that was the one he was going to swim at the Olympics, though he'll probably be in a relay as well."
"You sound quite proud of him."
"Of course! Why wouldn't I be?"
"He doesn't think you are. Have you told him?"
His father had his mouth open, but his eyes were wide and he just slowly closed it and leaned his head into one hand.
"You mentioned Gordon's grades as well?"
"They're not bad, Bs all around, but he could do better. I even showed him how some of the swimmers he idolizes were still able to get straight As while they swam. He didn't seem too impressed by it."
"Gordon's never been as excited for school as the rest of us. Bs are his normal."
"But I want him to do good. Get good grades, go to a good school. I hoped that showing him his roll models all had good grades would motivate him. Did the opposite."
"Does that honestly surprise you? Anytime you've tried to steer him down a path he sticks up his nose and goes the other way. That's who he is. He's a free spirit and no one is going to tell him what to do with his life."
His father let out another sigh, but didn't argue. "I want him to go to collage though, even if—even if he makes swimming his life. He needs to expand his mind as well."
"I agree, but that has to be something that he decides to do. You said it to me a couple of years ago, you can't force us down a path, we're going to do what we want to do, regardless of what you want."
His father smiled a little as he met eyes with Virgil. "That's the same thing Scott told me."
"Scott knows?"
"About Gordon, yes."
"But not about you disappearing on the weekends."
"Ha, if he knew he'd have his whole squadron hunting me down."
"That's probably true. Alright, this weekend we'll both talk to Gordon. Now, how about Alan?"
"There is honestly nothing left for me to teach him. He could fly solo now if he were old enough."
"So you don't think he's worth your time?"
"What? Why would you say something like that?" His father had sat up in his chair, his eyebrows scrunched together again.
"Because that's what it sounds like. You have nothing else to teach him so someone else can take over while you work on your secret project."
"He said he didn't care."
"He does."
"So it seems."
"Has he told you about the racing?" Virgil watched his father closely. He knew Alan hadn't told him because he had said he hadn't. Didn't want to bother him with it.
"Racing? Racing what?"
"Planes of course."
"Where did he get a silly idea like that?"
"Mr. Davis. His son does race planes you know."
"Ah, but he's too young."
"He just needs his license and he'll get that at sixteen. That's only three years away and you know he won't have an issue in getting it."
"And if I tell him I don't want him to—"
"He won't. He won't be happy, but he won't."
His father leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms. "Why are my children so stubborn?"
"Might want to look in the mirror."
His father cocked an eyebrow at him, and Virgil knew he had stepped a bit close to the line.
"Sorry, sir."
"No, I get what you mean. Well, looks like Tracy Industries is going be working on racing planes. If my son is going to be using them, I'm going to make sure they are the safest damn things out there."
Virgil could only smile at that. "And what about his lessons now?"
"With my trips to—with my secret project, I can't take a lot of time off to take him up more than once a week."
"Once a week works. You are busy, we all understand that, but we want to feel that we are more important than TI."
"Alright. Alright. Ah, you're not going to tell Scott about my disappearing are you?"
Virgil watched him for a moment, but shook his head. "There's no reason he needs to know, as long as you don't forget about the rest of us again."
"Cross my heart." His father stood and walked around the desk to stand next to him. "Thank you. This old man needs a bit of a kick in the ass on occasion."
"It's my pleasure to do it as well." Virgil stood and hugged his father as he laughed at Virgil's remark. "How soon can you be home tonight?"
"I've got some paperwork and one more meeting today. So, I should be home for dinner."
"I'll let Grandma know."
"If she's taking requests, I'd love some of her meatloaf."
Virgil couldn't help but wrinkle his nose at that. "How do you even eat the stuff? The outside is burnt half the time."
"That's what the ketchup is for!" His father laughed again and patted Virgil on the back.
Gordon and his father made up that next weekend and things seemed to settle back into normality.
Virgil studied hard during his second year as well, once again finding it hard to make it home—though he almost walked out of a lecture when Alan sent a group message to all his brothers that his father had been hiding in his office all week drinking Whiskey and not even going to work. Scott was faster though, and replied that he'd be there that evening. Virgil decided to let his eldest brother take care of it, but demanded answers later.
Turned out that his father's secret project had been destroyed and it had hit him hard. Scott didn't give him any details, but he had been able to talk his father into trying again.
Life moved on, and Virgil found himself making a quick trip home to say good-bye to Scott. He was being deployed to the Middle East, though he didn't think he'd get involved in any type of conflict, he would be there for thirty long months with no idea if he'd get any leave to come home to visit. It as a sad weekend, but he knew Scott was doing what he had always wanted to do, so he was happy for him anyways.
That summer he had the joy of watching Gordon speed through the water and break the world record in the 100 butterfly, earning him a place on the Olympic team. The family—minus Scott of course—made the trip to China for the event and watched as Gordon not only participated in the games, but won a Gold medal as well. He had been up for three medals, his relay team was just a hundredth of a second away from winning the bronze medal, and because of a false start in the 200 butterfly, he had been disqualified.
Virgil's third year of college was quiet, but the summer after was full of events, both happy and sad. John joined NASA as soon as he had graduated from MIT. He had started some research that NASA had homed in on and decided that they wanted him up in the World Wide Space Station to continue his work, so they had green-lighted his application, even though he was still missing a few requirements, not to mention experience. He would not go up right away though, they mandated that he finish up his Masters as well as some additional training.
The tension between Gordon and their father finally caught fire that summer as well. Virgil had been in the house when it had happened and sat frozen next to Alan who had started crying at the argument that had broken out between the two. In the end, Gordon ran out of the house, not even saying anything to them as he did, and the next thing Virgil knew he had signed up for WASP and was soon sent to study under the sea for a year.
Virgil graduated from DSAT after four years of study, and a summer internship at his father's company. He applied for a job at Tracy Industries expecting to be given an entry position—he didn't want any special treatment just because he was a Tracy, he wanted to earn respect though his work, not his name.
However, when he received a call just before finals offering him a job, it wasn't the job he had applied for. It was a special position, assistant engineer in the special projects department. Annoyed, he thanked the messenger and turned around and called his father.
"What is the meaning of this? I told you I wanted to work up through the company. I don't want to be the CEO's son."
"Do you want to help people?"
This caught Virgil off guard and it took a moment for him to respond. "Y-yes, of course."
"Are you willing to dedicate your life to it?"
"That's the whole reason for becoming an engineer, you know that."
"Good. I told you a few years ago that I'd tell you about my secret project when I had the kinks worked out of it. Well, it took a bit longer than I expected, but I want to show you. If you want to be part of it, you can. If you don't, you'll get that entry level position you want."
"When will I find out what it is?"
"After graduation. Go ahead and sign the paperwork you're sent. It's got the condition in it, so no issues should you change your mind."
"Are you going to give me any clue?"
"Just a couple more weeks and you will know everything."
The line went silent and Virgil just stood in the middle of his apartment looking at the phone unsure what to even think.
Their father had opened the San Fransisco office the same year Virgil had become a senior in high school. Since that time his father spent less time at home and more time there—even to the point that he lived in an apartment in the city during the week. So it wasn't entirely odd that when Virgil got the details about his first day at work, he was told to report to that office. What was strange was that the details told him to dress ruggedly.
Virgil wasn't quite sure what that meant, so he wore a pair of jeans and button down shirt, something that looked nice, but wouldn't hurt to get dirty.
Virgil stood in front of the building that was thirty stories tall. His father rented the top half of it, though Virgil was sure it wouldn't take him long to own the entire thing. He looked around and took note that the symphony hall was barely a block down the street—if he could get an apartment nearby he could catch an evening show after work.
He smiled a bit as he ducked into the building, eager to find out what his father was up to. There were two main elevators that serviced the building—one for the lower half and one for the upper. Virgil headed for the latter and showed his ID to the security guard that stood next to the lift.
The guard scanned his ID and nodded when a green check appeared on it and hit the button to call the elevator. "Your Mr. Tracy's three o'clock appointment?"
"Yes, sir."
"Alright, I'll let Steve know you're on your way up, Mr.—" He glanced down at Virgil's ID again and frowned. "Tracy. Huh, what a coincidence."
"Not really. He is my father after all."
"The guard's eyes widened as he quickly handed the ID back. "Oh, I'm sorry, Mr. Tracy, I didn't know."
Virgil couldn't help but laugh at that. "It's alright, and really, my dad is Mr. Tracy. Not me."
The guard laughed as well, agreeing to the sentiment as he stepped into the elevator, swiped his badge, and pushed the button for the top floor before stepping out.
Virgil watched as the floor numbers counted up, quietly counting along with it until it hit thirty. With a ping the doors opened to a bright open reception room. He walked over to the sold desk and smiled at Steve who sat behind it.
Steve had glanced up when the elevator had opened but looked back down to finish something before he stood and held his hand out to Virgil. "Virgil Tracy. It's about time I get to meet you in person."
Virgil laughed as he reached out and took the hand. "Hard to believe, isn't it."
"Well, I was only in Wichita for a couple of year and this is your first trip to San Fransisco, isn't it?"
Virgil withdrew his hand and rocked back on his heels a little. "It is. I'm excited to see what this is all about."
"He sure seemed excited as well. Go on in, he just got off a call, so he'll be free."
"Thanks." Virgil smiled again and turned toward the large double door and walked through.
The office was massive. It took up the entire top floor—well, three-quarters of it at least, the reception area took up some room on its own. Light filtered in through the three walls of windows that surrounded his father who sat at his desk looking down at something. There was a translucent wall that separated his father's office space from a meeting room to Virgil's left—which he glanced into and saw that it was decorated just as the office space he stood in.
That being very simplistic. A lot of wood and metal—what color there was were muted yellows, greens, and reds. There was shelving along the non-window wall he had walked through, covered with pictures of himself, his brothers, grandmother, and even a few of his mother and grandfather.
Virgil reached up and lightly touched the frame of one of the pictures—it was his mother and father, young, possibly even before they were married. His father had the traditional military haircut but his mother's hair was long and flying everywhere by some wind caught frozen in time. His father was standing behind her, holding her close and kissing her on the cheek while she was reaching out toward the camera—no, she was holding the camera to take the picture.
"You've never seen that picture have you?"
Virgil jumped and turned to face his father. "No, I haven't. How come?"
"I always kept it on my phone so I could look at her whenever I wanted." He stood and turned to look out the window behind him. "When I first came here to check out the building, I knew she would have loved the view, so I printed the picture out so she could always be looking at it." He chuckled a little before he turned back toward Virgil and gestured to the chair on the other side of his desk. "It's silly I know." He sat down in his own seat and seemed ready to get to business. "So, you finally made it."
"What do you mean?"
His father chuckled a little as he reached over and turned his holo-emitter around so that Virgil could see the schedule that was displayed. "Make a note of when the appointment was first entered."
Virgil leaned forward and looked at what his father motioned to. There it was, his name on this date and time, but it had been entered—"Five years ago?"
"Not long after you showed me your college applications."
"You were sure I would stick with it?"
"You work hard no matter what you do. I knew if you had decided to do the mechanical engineering you were going to be one that I couldn't afford to let slip through my fingers."
Virgil smiled and leaned back in his chair. "Alright then. I'm here. What is this special position all about?"
"Well, I had meant to tell you about my secret project a bit earlier than this, thought it'd be good motivation—not that you needed it. But as you know it didn't work out as planned." His father leaned back in his chair and seemed to be watching Virgil, to see how he would react.
Virgil had his eyebrows scrunched together trying to figure out if his father was talking in riddles or just being vague on purpose. "Right, it failed, didn't it?"
"No, no. It was a success, but I was forced to abort it. As you know, not one of my best moments. However, after talking to Scott—kind of had to let him in on the secret—I decided to start again from scratch and go at it from a different angel."
"So Scott knows? What about the others?"
"John, I was thinking of telling him after his first trip to space. Alan after he's been in college a little, see what direction he's going to go."
"And Gordon?" Virgil knew it was a risk saying his name. It wasn't that his father would blow up, but it was a wound that was still healing.
"I almost told him, but he ran out before I could. If he ever talks to me again, I might. Just have to see what happens."
They were both quiet for a moment, the memory of the fight still clear in Virgil's mind. He shook his head though to rid it of the thought, they would deal with that once Gordon was back on land again. "Right, so, what is this big secret of yours?"
"I could tell you, but I'd rather show you. Are those the only kind of clothes you brought?"
"What's wrong with them?"
"Not near rugged enough."
"I apologize, I didn't know we were going to go hiking in the amazon."
"You're not too far off" His father's voice rumbled in a half laugh as he stood and picked up his phone, smoothly pocketing it in his breast pocket. "We'll have check you out of your hotel, and stop by my place. Did you drive?"
"No, flew here and took a cab." Virgil watched as his father pack a few things into a small case.
"My old plane? Isn't Alan using it?"
"He's been using his new plane you got him for his birthday—Going to enter his first race this summer."
"He's not waiting any is he? I'll have Steve arrange some storage for it. Alright, let's get going. We've got some shopping to do before we take off."
"Shop—" His father was already halfway out the door. If he was going to get any answers he'd just have to follow along and see what happened.
"How's this?" They were in the middle of a store, but not the type of store Virgil thought they'd be going to. Even with his father's cryptic explanation he assumed he was going to take him to some specialty store. Instead he was in the dressing area of the local sporting goods store.
"Oh, that's suits you pretty good." His father was sitting in a nearby chair with his phone in hand texting away.
"Really? Don't I look a bit like some lumberjack?"
His father laughed a bit. "I suppose, but trust me, you need the rugged clothes for where we're going."
"And where is that?"
"You'll see. Keep that gear on and get a little of everything then meet me in the car. We'll swing by my place before heading to the airport."
Virgil was to the point that he didn't know whether to laugh or be worried about his father. Instead he just shook his head again as he gathered his things and headed to the checkout.
They stopped by the hotel Virgil had checked into the day before and grabbed his things. They then went to his father's apartment where Virgil left his light shirts and thin jeans and packed his suitcase with the new heavy duty clothes he had just gotten while his father changed into his own rugged wear—his not being quite so lumberjack like.
They were in his father's personal plane heading south west. This confused Virgil to no end. There was nothing to the south west but water. When he asked his father, he just smiled and said that he'd see. Well, it was a good four hours into the trip and the only thing he could see was the sea.
It took them almost six hours to reach their destination. His father had to point it out on the horizon or Virgil would have missed it all together. It was a small craggy island and Virgil had to scratch his head at his father's decision to bring him there.
They flew around the island a couple of times as his father explained the different features they could see from the sky.
"First thing of course was the runway. It's extra wide so that cargo planes have room to land and take off. Once everything is finished we'll plant some palm trees or something. Then over there you can see the main structure. It's mostly done, I'm just working on finalizing some of the internal designs."
"Is that a pool?"
"Yep, Olympic sized, just for Gordon."
Virgil snapped his gaze away from the island and to his father. He wasn't smiling anymore, wasn't even looking at anything and Virgil wished he hadn't pointed the thing out. Ever since Gordon ran off and joined WASP he hadn't said a word to their father and Virgil wasn't sure when that would change. He hoped that the year at the bottom of the ocean would help him to see things more clearly, both of them.
"How about you land and take me on a tour. I'm guessing this is more than you showing off your new vacation getaway."
The smile returned to his father's face, but it was a strained one. "Ah, we've got a bit of a hike ahead of us."
"A hike?" Virgil leaned back in his seat as his father banked to get into line with the runway. "The trail up to the main structure didn't look that bad."
"It's not. The one up to where the roundhouse is hasn't been established yet though—all the materials were airlifted to the cliff side."
"Isn't there a way up from the inside?"
"Yes, but we're not going into the round house, we need to be outside it."
It took them over an hour to hike up the side of the mountain. The trail was rocky and covered in vegetation. Virgil was glad his father had insisted on the hiking boots, though he was still in the dark as to why they were taking such an overgrown path.
By the time Virgil stumbled out from the tall growth to the bare cliff, his father was over by a round foundation with a circular structure above it. He could see an open stairway that emerged from the rocky floor and frowned at his father, pointing to it and back to the way they came. "W-why?"
His father laughed and waved out toward the sea. "Because I wanted you to appreciate this, and have a better understanding of just how far from the main house we were."
Virgil straightened up and looked out at the view before them. Nothing but blue as far as he could see. He looked down and the very top of the house's structure was still far below him, they had come quite a ways up.
"Why was that so important? You wanted to show off your own personal apartment or something?"
"Come over here and look at the foundation. Tell me what you see."
Virgil was starting to get a little annoyed with his father but was growing more and more curious as to what he's been doing on this small island.
Virgil was a mechanical engineer, but in his first couple of years he was forced to take classes that dealt with other forms of engineering, including civil engineering. So he started digging through his memory as he made his way over to the foundation and took a good look.
It definitely wasn't a normal foundation, not even for anchoring it into the rock. For one it wasn't a material that was generally used as a foundation—concrete or wood—it was metal. Second it was disguised quite well, but there were seams in the foundation that didn't need to be there.
"Is this—this is a door." Virgil stood in the middle of the foundation looking down. "Dad, why do you have a hatch under the round house?"
"Get off of it and I'll show you."
Virgil huffed a little but did as his father asked. As soon as he was next to him, his father reached up and touched the earpiece he was wearing. "Brains, open the silo."
"Silo?" Virgil's voice was suddenly drowned out by a thunk and the low growl as the metal retracted before them. Hesitantly he edged forward and peered down the deep hole. "Dad." His voice echoed back at him and he turned to look at his father. "What the hell are you up to?"
"Language." His father chided him. "This is why I brought you here. To show you what it was I was doing."
"And what is that?" Virgil edged away from the gaping hole and moved back to where his father was.
"Why did I start Tracy Industries?"
"Cause you wanted to prevent accidents like Mom's and Grandpa's."
"Correct. And yet the very first project that came to fruition ended in failure and a death."
"Dad! That wasn't—"
His father held up his hand stopping Virgil. "I know. You were right, I can't prevent all accidents from happening. But I can use Tracy Industries to help limit them."
"Then what is—" Once again he was stopped by his father's hand and a smile. Virgil was usually a pretty patient guy, but this was causing him to reach his limit rather fast.
"I can use the company to limit the number of accidents in everyday scenarios. For example altering private planes to help protect it's occupants should they have unexplained failures and crash. But what if said plane protected it's occupants, but crashed in a place that no normal rescue agency could get to, what would happen?"
"Call the GDF."
"True, but the GDF is a military outfit, not a rescuing one. If it were a large plane with a few dozen people they would probably try to find them. But a small one with one or two people, I'm afraid to say they wouldn't think it worth their time." His father shook his head sadly.
"And how do you know this?"
"I discussed it in length with an old friend of mine. She's a colonel now in the GDF. Colonel Casey. She didn't like it any more than I did, but she's not in a position to change the higher ups minds." His father turned and faced the open sea before them. "We're also assuming that the victims in this scenario were able to contact someone for help. What if their radio had been busted? Mobile phones have gotten more powerful, but even they aren't going to be able to get a connection in the middle of the Himalayas, Amazon, or the Sahara."
"Are you suggesting that you're going to start a rescue organization?"
"Kinda already have. Not full time, not yet. Been on a few rescues, saved some people, but had a bit of a set back couple of years ago. I think you can figure out when that was." His father flashed him a quick smile. "Had to ditch my ship in the ocean. That was when I told Scott everything. He convinced me to keep going, to try again."
Virgil had so many questions, though none of them were asking why his father was doing this. That was the only thing that made sense. Still he didn't say anything, just listened as his father continued.
"This silo was originally for her, the TV-21 that is. She was the fastest ship in the world—though only Casey knew of it officially. Now it's the home to a new ship. A bit smaller, but powerful. Able to reach orbit in a fraction of the time the GDF or the WSA can."
"You built a rocket?" This was not what Virgil was expecting. Another plane yes, but a rocket?
"Oh, We've built much more than that." His father turned and put an arm around Virgil's shoulders. "Come, let me show you what we've accomplished."
"We?"
"Me and Brains of course."
"This is where you've been hiding Brains?"
"This is the only place Brains has ever worked. It was the whole reason I ever hired him."
Virgil stopped for a moment and thought back, when was it that his father first mentioned Brains to him, it had to have been almost ten years ago. "You are letting him take vacations right?"
"I try, but he usually spends them here." His father laughed as he led him down the stairway Virgil had spotted when they had first arrived. "I did make him leave a few times, but usually its seen as a punishment rather than a reward. I tell you I didn't think anyone worked harder than John, but Brains is the only one I've seen do it."
Virgil followed his father. Their footsteps echoed around them as they continued down the circular path sending them deeper and deeper into the mountain. They finally came to a stop at a rock wall and a door.
"The roundhouse will be the guest suite, though I'm not planning on having too many guests. It's mainly just a cover for the exit to the silo." He opened the door and Virgil had to block his eyes from the bright light they walked into.
They stood on a narrow walkway that went around the inside of the silo, and would eventually lead them down to ground level. But that wasn't what had caught Virgil's eye. In the middle of the silo, seemingly ready for launch was a bright red rocket. It didn't have any markings on it, just a flat red paint, but it was huge.
"This is Three."
"Three? Is there a One and a Two?" Virgil laughed a little, thing it was a joke.
"We're working on them."
That made him blink a little. "So you built Three first?"
"The numbers represent the probability of them being used in a rescue." His father continued down the walkway and held up a single finger as he spoke. "One will be the first responder. She'll go on pretty much all the rescues." He then held up a second finger. "Two will be the workhorse of the fleet. She'll carry the equipment we'll need, but she can't always go until we find out from One what will be needed." A third finger was raised. "Three is for space rescues. More and more companies are using orbital transit. It's faster, but if something happened up there, it would take the GDF or the WSA almost an hour to exit the atmosphere—and that's assuming they have a rocket ready to launch. Three here can do it in twenty minutes and it's always on standby."
They had reached the bottom of the final staircase and were standing next to the supports for one of the boosters. "Three ships." Virgil crossed his arms and nodded. This was way more than some dream, and he couldn't help but get a little excited about it.
"Four." His father turned and flipped up his pinky finger. "Eventually we'll have a mini sub for underwater rescues. She'll be small enough that we can transport her in Two."
"Four ships then. You've covered everything haven't you."
"Five." His father held up his hand, all five fingers up and his grin at it's widest. "Five is a communications satellite. It's got the most powerful ears in the world. She will pick up that weak phone call for help."
His father's words didn't slip by him. "It has. You mean Five is done?" Virgil stopped and looked up to the pinprick that was the silo's exit. "It's up there?"
"Not a hundred percent done, no. It will eventually be a space station. Relaying the information it gathers to and from the earth takes time, it would be more effective to have someone up there, actively scanning frequencies. Right now it's a skeleton like many things around here. I hired an outside crew to do the main parts, explaining it off as an ex-astronaut billionaire's home away from home." His father laughed at himself. "Lee Taylor and I have been going up once a month or so to install her guts and here in the next year or so get the finishing touches on her."
"I have to admit, Dad. I'm amazed."
"You've only seen one ship. Wait till you see what's behind the door." He opened the door to the hanger and guided Virgil through it. They exited into a large cavern that had supports here and there where needed, and littered with various parts and pieces across the main floor below them."
"Those are the beginnings of One."
"How are you getting all these parts here? Aren't people getting curious with all the strange deliveries?"
"We make it all in house." His father beamed. "That was one of the first things Brains thought up. We have an automated manufacturing room, enter the details and it does what it's needed."
"What about materials?"
"Fabrication unit. As along as we have the raw material we can make anything."
"And where do you get the raw material?"
"Colonel Casey helps with the rarer things, but otherwise through TI."
"You're Embezzling?"
"Nah, IR is a subsidiary—"
"Wait, IR?"
"International Rescue. That's what I'm calling the organization. We'll rescue anyone, anytime, anywhere."
"And it's a subsidiary of TI?"
"Yes, though a bit of a secret one. I wasn't going to be able to fund it out of my pocket, that's for sure." They both laughed a little and then his father was motioning him to follow. "Come, I'll introduce you to Brains."
They continued through the caverns that wound their way through the extinct volcano and up into a lab where the dark haired scientist was working. "Brains. I'd like you to meet my middle son, Virgil."
The man turned around, his eyes wide behind his thick glasses. "Virgil, eh? N-nice to meet you."
Virgil took the outstretched hand and shook it. "I've heard a lot of a good things about you. I hope Dad's not too mean of an employer."
"N-no, not at all. He's letting me do things that o-others would shy away f-from." Brains pulled out a piece of paper from the stack he was working on. "Like this, for example. I've come up with some ways to load and unload Two."
Virgil looked down at the paper, and frowned. There were some excellent ideas, things he had never even dreamed about, but his engineering mind had already started working some things out. "This idea is good, but you'd have to have some major hydraulics to keep the nose up, and the pilot would be at an awkward angle, wouldn't he?"
"Y-yes, I have considered that as well. He would have a system similar to that of One."
"Looks like I've got a lot to catch up on if I'm going to be your assistant."
"A-assistant?" Brains looked from Virgil to his father and back again.
"Virgil just graduated. Mechanical engineering, top of his class. Just hired him, thought you'd like some help."
"Oh, c-congratulations." Brains beamed at Virgil. "I-I can't wait to tell you all of my ideas."
"How about we let Virgil get settled and think about it a bit."
"Oh yes of c-course."
"Come along, time to show you the house."
Virgil followed his father out of the lab and up a tunnel nodding as his father pointed out the infirmary, and a few of the mechanical rooms. They emerged out of a hidden door and into the main house.
It was large, bright, and decorated just like his father's office had been. "This is the main floor, with the lounge. There'll be some game rooms and a library on the way up to the bedrooms up there." He pointed up through the ceiling and then turned and pointed to a nearby staircase. "Kitchen is down that way."
"Wow." That was about all Virgil could say. Seeing the house from the plane and the cliff did not do it any justice. It was just wow. "Wait, if you have all of this set up, why was your watch not connecting to your calendar?"
His father laughed at that. "I hadn't set up the communications at that point. Just a small satellite so that Casey could contact me. I was too busy building the TV-21 with Brains to worry about a permanent solution. That's where Five came in. Or rather, that's what gave me the idea for Five. That's why Three has been built for a while now. Had to have a way of getting a satellite into orbit."
"I have to admit, I was worried about you, but you really are going to change the world with this." Vigil turned and gave his father a tight hug. "But you're still going to put family first, right? A rescue organization is going to take up a lot of time."
"That's my motivation in telling you all. It will be completely up to them, and you, but I'd like you all to help."
Virgil's excitement quickly faded as he stepped away from his father. "You want us to help? I mean, I get me, you hired me after all, but the others? They'd have to quit what their doing now."
"Yes, I know. That's why I said it was up to them. I won't force them if they want to keep going on the path they already are on. I'll have to find my pilots elsewhere then. Casey has some top candidates already."
Virgil thought about this for a moment. Thought about the ships and their purposes. It suddenly dawned on him that it was his family that had inspired everything about this. From it's purpose to it's functionality. His smile was back as he turned to look at the view. "I can't say for sure, but that is going to be one hard decision. I don't envy them one bit."
"So you've made yours?"
"How could I turn down something like this?" Virgil swept his arm out toward the ocean beyond. "Plus being able to help people, not only with the technology that Brains will be creating—I'm assuming it'll be slowly fed through Tracy Industries for public use?"
"Very slowly." His father laughed and joined him out in the middle of the room. "Brains is coming up with things that are far beyond what the GDF are even thinking of. Casey was a bit jealous."
"I'm jealous with what little I saw!" Virgil laughed with him a little, but it quickly faded. "We're going to be saving people who otherwise couldn't have been saved. I couldn't think of anything better to do with my life."
"I'm glad to hear it. So, which bird are you wanting to pilot?"
"Bird?"
"You didn't think I was just calling them by their numbers did you?"
"I assumed you hadn't thought of a proper name yet."
"I just recently adapted it, but they're the thunderbirds. Like the old Native American legend."
"So all of the ships will be super-sonic?"
"Well, not all, that little sub will be fast, but not quite that fast." His father let out a laugh. "So? Which one will it be? Scott's already claimed One. He always did want to fly the fastest plane out there."
"That does sound like Scott. I think you already know which one I'd choose."
"True, but I wanted to give you the choice. I've done enough damage trying to force you boys to follow certain paths."
"Took you long enough."
"Well, having one son walk out on you tends to hit the point home." His father still had a smile on his face, but it had faded.
"He'll talk to you again. I bet when he comes back from his stint undersea he won't be able to wait to tell you all he did and learn."
"I hope." His father walked up to him and put an arm around his shoulder leading him farther out into the room. "So, how do you feel about going down a tube upside down and backwards?"
Symphony of a Family
Movement VIII: Preoccupazione
Even after his father's apology life did not seem to change much in the household, but at the same time everything seemed to change. It was Scott's second year at the Air Force Academy and while during his first year he called home a lot and flew home whenever he could to visit, early into his second year the phone calls had stopped and he was busy most weekends.
Virgil was a little upset at first, he loved hanging out with his older brother, but after John reminded him that Scott was turning into an adult and creating his own life Virgil tried to be more understanding. Though that was hard when Alan complained that he missed his eldest brother as well—in fact he often complained that none of them were around much anymore and it made him lonely.
As much as that pained Virgil there wasn't much he could do about it. John was getting more and more into his studies and spent most of his time either in his room researching one thing or another, or on the roof looking at the sky. He was already talking to some astrophysicists online and discussing some really hard topics with them. Sometimes John would tell Virgil about a particularly exciting topic which went completely over his head, but he nodded and smiled. He loved seeing John so excited.
Gordon was rarely at home anymore. He had swim practice before and after school almost every day plus the weekends—his coach made him take Fridays and Sundays off so he wouldn't burn out. He would also be gone for several days when there was a swim meet to go to.
Virgil couldn't avoid the blame any more than his brothers. At the end of his sophomore year he had auditioned to be the drum major for marching—-even though traditionally, at their school, only seniors were chosen. He had done it for practice, so he'd know what to expect the next year, but the band had chosen him almost unanimously. So he was not only helping with the design of the show and the music, but he would be leading the band as well. That mean that he spent almost all his spare time at school. However, when he was home, he spent as much time as he could hanging out with Alan and playing with him—though Alan's interests had become more inline to Scott and John's through the years rather than Virgil's. Still, he hated to see his the youngest one pining for attention from their busy family.
Their father was still entirely engrossed in his work. Virgil knew he was trying to pay more attention to everyone—He tried to meet with each of his sons once or twice a month to see what was going on in their lives. He had also gone to one of Gordon's meets and was able to see him win a few of his races. But more often than not he would be locked in his office, or off at his office in Wichita.
Virgil's own relationship with is father had improved a little, but he still felt that his father didn't care as much about the band and the group's accomplishments as he would if it were a true sport in his eyes.
When the band played at the district contest that year Virgil had asked him to go, but he had canceled last minute because of a meeting--Virgil was upset, but tried to be understanding. He knew there were some things his father couldn't help. When they made it to regional Virgil once again asked his father to come and watch. His father, however, never showed up and even claimed that Virgil had never told him. Virgil decided to not even bother inviting him to State. In fact he didn't even tell his father they had advanced.
Virgil was standing on an aluminum platform, his arms waving through the air in measured beats as he conducted the band before him. They were doing a straight run through to see how well they would do with a few changes they had made.
They were only five minutes into their eight minute show when the fog horn sounded from behind him. He frowned as he dropped his arms and glanced around the field looking for a hole the size of a large truck or a guard member who had ended up in the wrong place. When everything looked good from his view he turned and frowned up at the director.
It wasn't the director that had caught his eye, it was the sopping wet head of Gordon as he jumped down the stairs to reach the fence at the bottom.
Virgil frowned even deeper, his bushy black eyebrows almost touching as he carefully took the four steps down onto solid ground and made his way between the timpani and the marimba to reach the fence while the band was told to take a quick break. "What are you doing here? We still have a good two hours of practice left."
"Dad's calling us home. John said he's all riled up about something."
"I can't leave."
"You think I wanted to leave practice? I've still got to shave a whole second off my time to have any chance of winning the winter championships in another month."
"You have a month. State is tomorrow."
"Oh, that does make it difficult to tell you the rest."
Virgil leveled a gaze at his next youngest brother. "Spill it."
"I guess the word on the street—"
"John is not the word on the street."
"He was told that if we didn't come home we would be grounded for the next two weeks." Gordon pinched his lips off to one side waiting for Virgil to react.
Virgil took a deep breath through his nose. "And if I go home, what guarantee is there that he's going to let me leave again in the morning?
"From the way John described it, he's wanting to keep us home all weekend."
"What the hell for?" Virgil threw up his arms attracting the attention of some of the percussionists nearby.
"Hey, I'm just the messenger." Gordon raised his hands up in surrender.
"Well if those are my two choices then I'll just have to sleep in the woods tonight."
"You can't be—you are being serious, aren't you?" Gordon widened his eyes and blinked slowly at his brother. "You're just going to go and sleep on the ground?"
"You're the one that told me I needed to stand up to Dad more."
"Well, yes, but I mean, this is different. It's cold, and did you hear the coyote's howling last night?"
"Gordon I cannot miss tomorrow. Who brought you? Grandma or John?"
"John."
Virgil nodded. John had just gotten his license a week or so ago, but hadn't waited long before asking their father if he could drive Scott's SUV that had sat unused by the barn while Scott was at the academy. "Alright, then I need you to go get me one of the sleeping bags John keeps in the back of the truck for impromptu star gazing sessions. I'll stay near the school and sleep up next to the building. Should be safe there."
"Virgil, John was grounded for a month when he covered for you last time."
"I never asked him to."
Gordon shook his head, splattering Virgil with drops of chlorinated water. "I can't be grounded for a month."
"Then ask John to do it."
"I don't know. If Dad even suspects that I helped—"
"Just go and ask John. If he doesn't want to lend it to me, then just leave."
"And what are you going to do?"
"I'll figure something out."
Gordon frowned at him and turned to walk away but stopped a moment later and turned back. "If you get eaten—"
"Just go!"
Virgil couldn't help but smile a little at Gordon's own smile as he took off.
Virgil took a moment to rub his face before he looked up at the director and nodded. The fog horn was blown again to get everyone's attention as Virgil made his way back up to the platform.
He waited a moment for everyone to find their starting positions, raised his hands, and then counted off three beats and the band took off. They arced across the fields and flowed in and out of the different lines while the guard pranced and darted around the band members with their colorful flags and rifles.
They were almost to the end—and as far as Virgil could tell they were doing a wonderful job—when the fog horn blew again stopping everything.
He let his hands fall to his sides with a huff. All he wanted to do was get a complete run through one time. He turned to look up at the director to see what the problem was this time when he saw John's red head slowly bobbing down the stairs.
Virgil clenched his fists, jumped the four feet off the podium and made his way to the closest gate. He stood and waited on John to catch up with him and then stormed around the side of the locker room that sat next to the field.
"I take it you're not going to lend me a sleeping bag." Virgil crossed his arms and looked up at John.
John was neutral, he had his hands in his pockets and was looking up at the stars above them. As always, it was so hard to tell what he was thinking. "I don't think you're thinking this through enough."
"What is there to think about? If I go home, I won't be going to State. If I finish practice and go home I won't be going to State. So I just won't go home."
John finally looked away from the stars and met Virgil's eyes. "Something has happened. I don't know what, but it was bad enough that's it's spooked Dad. He want's all of us home now. Even Scott is flying in."
"I can't miss this weekend, John."
"I know. Once we get home I'll help you talk to Dad. Maybe we can figure out a plan."
"I can't trust a maybe. I have to go this weekend. I'm the drum major. I helped design this show. I have to go."
"I'm going to get grounded again if I help you."
"I didn't ask you to last time."
"No, but you are asking me this time."
"John, please."
"Fine. At least get a ride over to Mr. Ambrose's place. You'll be safe there. I'm sure he'll even bring you back in the morning."
"And what about Dad?"
"I'll let him know you're safe."
"John, you are a life saver!" Virgil pulled John into a hug and patted him firmly on the back making John stiffen a little in surprise.
"Alright, get off." John pushed himself away and smoothed down his shirt, but couldn't help a small smile curl the corner of his mouth. "You better do well tomorrow."
"No worries, we're going to be great!"
Practice continued on without any more interruptions and everyone felt ready for the competition the next day. Virgil was able to get a ride from one of his friends to Don Ambrose's place and soon he found himself standing on the old man's doorstep knocking on the door.
He could hear the sound of someone bumping into something, a light was turned on, and someone on the other side was grumbling about late night visitors.
The door opened and the man standing there had wispy white hair, and a grimace that made Virgil take a step back. "Ah, Mr. Ambrose. I'm sorry for stopping by so late."
The man squinted his eyes and looked him up and down. "You're one of the Tracy boys. Too short for Scott, John's the red head, and the younger two are blond, so you must be Virgil." His face softened a bit as a tight smiled created more creases on his face. "What can I do for you this late at night."
"I need a place to crash, and a ride back to the high school in the morning."
The smile on the man's face faded a bit and he raised a bushy eyebrow. "Does your father know you're here?"
"John knows, he's the one that suggested I ask. I'm sure he's told Dad by now."
"I see. Having a difference of opinion with your father are you?"
Virgil shrugged, "Just the usual it seems. Band's not a sport so not worth his attention."
Don nodded and stepped back into the house gesturing for Virgil to enter. "I've got to deal with an old heifer that's got a lame leg in the morning, but Nick should be able to take you where you need to go."
Virgil stepped into the old house with a thanks and nodded. "I appreciate it. The band is going to State tomorrow and I can't miss it."
"Ah, yes, saw that in the local news. Congratulations."
Virgil closed the door behind him before following Don down the hall.
"Nick! We have company!"
"Dammit, Don, how often to I have to tell you not to yell! I'm not deaf!"
"You could have fooled me! You don't listen to half of what I say!"
"I'd listen if you ever had anything interesting to say!" Another old man appeared in the doorway to the kitchen with his arms crossed. "And who the hell is coming to visit so late at night—Oh, Virgil Tracy! What a pleasant surprise." Nick's face quickly transformed into a bright smile, quite the opposite of his husband's. "Come this way. Have you had dinner? I have some leftovers. Don didn't like my stuffed chicken valentino dinner that I spent hours making."
"How many times do I have to tell you I don't like that fancy crap. Just cook me a steak and some green beans every day and I'd be happy."
"The doctor said no more steak. You have to eat chicken or pork."
"The only pork I'll eat is bacon." Don mumbled as he made his way into the other room.
"Just ignore him. I'll warm you up something to eat. Just coming from band practice I'm guessing?"
"Thank you." Virgil took the seat Nick gestured to and a sat down. "Yeah, we've got State tomorrow."
"And you didn't think you're father would let you go?"
"How did—"
"I was listening." He smiled as he nodded toward the open window that was just next to the front door that was on the other side of the wall.
"Something's come up, no idea what, but he sent John to pick me up. I was afraid he wouldn't let me leave again if I went home."
"I see. First time to State though, don't want to miss that."
"No, that's why I came here. Mr. Ambrose said he had something to do with a cow, and that you could take me to the high school in the morning."
"Ah, yeah. He found old Pasiphae limping in the field today so he's got her locked up in the barn and Doctor Simmons is coming by in the morning to take a look." Nick had his head in the refrigerator as he spoke, pulling dish after dish out of it and setting them on the counter.
"So you don't mind taking me?"
"Sure, no problem. What time do you have to be there?"
"Eight. We're going to do a little last minute practice in the morning and then leave around Ten. We're not slated to perform until two—at least for the first performance. If we win we would perform again later in the evening."
Nick continued to ask Virgil about the band and their program as he readied a plate and stuck it in the microwave to warm it up. In just a few minutes Virgil had a plate of the tastiest looking chicken with some sort of sauce, a side of mashed cauliflower, and a pile of fresh mixed vegetables he was sure had come from Nicks' own garden. He didn't take any time to dig into the meal, nodding and making the proper affirmative or negative noises to answer the various questions Nick was asking him.
Once he had cleaned his plate Nick took it from him and sat down a large piece of double chocolate cake in front of him. "New recipe. Tried substituting some homemade dressing instead of the sour cream the recipe called for."
Virgil didn't hesitate to take a bite. "Mmm. That's good. I'd recommend giving Grandma this recipe, but I'd hate to see how she'd mess it up." That caused Nick to let out a bark of a laugh.
"What is going on in here! You sound like a pack of hyenas." Don sat down next to Nick and eyed the cake that Virgil was already half way through. "You didn't give him the last of it did you?"
"No, there's still plenty left."
"Good, I'll have a piece."
"You don't deserve a piece, you didn't even eat all of your veggies."
"Damnit Nicky, I'm not a kid."
"You sure as hell act like one." Nick mumbled as he got up to get Don his piece of cake.
Virgil did his best to hide his chuckle at the two.
"Right. Since it looks like you're father's not going to go to your contest, would you want me and Nick to go? The Doc should be done by noon at the latest and I thought I heard you say you didn't perform 'til two?"
"Oh, you don't have to. I'm kind of used to it by now." The smile that had been on Virgil's lips faded.
"You do know your father loves you, right?"
"Yeah, I know. And I know that his business has kept him really busy—it's just, he made sure to go to all of Scott's regional and state competitions, but has only been to one of my contests. He just doesn't care even though he claims that he does."
"Virgil, I've known your father since he was a little kid and the only thing that matter to him most over anything else was his family. I doubt that has changed at all. Everything he does—is doing with that company of his, is for you boys and no one else."
"I know, really I do." Virgil let a shadow of a smile creep on his face, but it didn't last long. "It just feels like I don't live up to his expectations."
"He has no expectations. I may not be in his head, but I can guarantee you that."
"Don, quit making the boy feel worse than he probably already does." Nick was back with a much smaller piece of cake that he sat in front of Don.
Don looked at it, and at the now empty plate in front of Virgil. "He got more than me."
"Yes he did. He's young and has a competition tomorrow. You're old and need to watch what you eat." Nick poked Don in the stomach and was able to get a bit of a sweet smile out of the grumpy old man.
Virgil slept on the couch that night and woke when there was a knock on the door. He rolled over and tried to go back to sleep, but the grumbling of Don as he stomped down the stairs and then cursed as he bumped into a table in the hall woke him up enough that he wasn't going to get back to sleep easily.
He lay on the couch, thinking about what was going to happen that day. He was nervous, and was sure every member of the band was just as nervous as he was. He also had the added anxiety of defying his father's wishes once again and going behind his back. He was sure he wasn't going to get off as easily as he had the last time.
He sat up, the blanket still half covering his legs, and looked around blearily. The living room looked as if it had started nicely decorated but over the years things had been added, changed, and moved so that nothing really matched and every flat surface was covered in knickknacks, tractor parts, and a lot of pictures. Nick and Don had raised two children, one boy and one girl. Virgil knew from his father's stories that he had run around with their son when he was young and had even dated their daughter once or twice.
There was a particular picture that sat next to the couch Virgil slept on that he found himself staring at. It had three adults with five kids gathered in front of them. It was dark in the room and it took a second to realize he knew every single person in the picture. It was Nick and Don on one side with their two kids in front of them. The other adult looked familiar, but Virgil had to finally pick the picture up and tilted it to catch the light that was now streaming in from the hall.
The man was much younger than Virgil could remember him, but there was no doubt it was his grandfather. He examined the three boys and smiled a little when his assumption was proven right—it was his father and his two younger brothers. His father stood behind the younger two his hands on their shoulders, smiling brightly at the camera.
"He was about ten in that picture."
Virgil jumped at the voice and glanced up to Don standing in the doorway.
"They had all helped with a calving. It was an early birth, the heifer was still in the fields and the boys were out playing when they came across her. Your father took control of the situation and sent one of your brothers back here to let us know. They all helped with getting the calve out safely. Your father was very proud with how his brothers had helped."
"I honestly can't imagine my father wanting to help do something like that."
"I think it wasn't so much wanting to do it, it was what needed to be done, so he did."
Virgil nodded a little and sat staring at the young figure of his dad. Scott looked just like him—hair, stature, they were carbon copies. But he could also see Gordon's smirky smile in the young boy in the picture, and Alan's bright eyes. He couldn't see anything of himself or John, though he knew there were somethings they both inherited from their father. Still, sometimes it just felt like they were on opposite ends of the spectrum and wasn't sure they would ever understand each other.
"You still got a couple hours to sleep."
"Yeah, I know." Virgil carefully put the picture down and rubbed his face. "I'm just anxious about today."
"I'm not surprised. It's a big competition."
"Yeah, but I'm also worried about Dad. John said he wanted us all home, all weekend. Even Scott was coming home."
"Do you want me to call and make sure nothing is wrong?"
"No. Even if there were, I can't go. The band is counting on me. It's not like there's a spare drum major, even if there was then we'd have a hole in a line somewhere. We've gotta be perfect and everyone has to be there."
"I'll come with you." Don pushed himself off the doorframe and turned to leave.
"What?" Virgil watched him disappear and then reappear in the next door down the hall that led into the same room.
"You lot have chaperones right? I'll come and cheer you on. Heck, maybe Nick'll come too."
"You really don't have to." Virgil shook his head, not sure how the conversation ended up like it had. "And what about the heifer?"
"Ah, the doc already looked at her. She's hurt it, but not badly. Just gotta keep her in the barn for a few weeks." Don was about to disappear again, but paused and turned around. "If you don't think you'll be going back to sleep I'll wake up Nick and have him make us some breakfast."
"No, you don't have to—"
"Too late. It's done." Don disappeared up the stairs leaving Virgil blinking into the darkness.
Virgil rubbed his face again and looked around—his eyes settling on a section of the wall next to the fireplace. It was packed with pictures and letters of commendation. In the center of the mass was a shadow box filled with a handful of medals, awards for valor and bravery.
This was Nick's little shrine to his husband. Everything Don had done was framed and mounted on the wall. All forty years of service in the sheriff's office, including fifteen years as sheriff.
Virgil found himself walking over to the wall and reading some of the commendations. They were varied from protecting local wildlife from the growing threat of out of season hunters, to solving kidnapping cases, and catching wanted criminals.
"Don keeps asking me to take all that down."
Virgil jumped again as he turned to find Nick standing next to him.
"He complains that he didn't deserve any of it. He was just doing his job. He'd never admit it, but I think he regrets retiring when he did."
"I think the town regrets it too." Virgil smiled a little. Everyone knew of Don Ambrose and how great of a sheriff he had been. "Are you sure you guys—"
"Don's made up his mind. There's no changing it now." Nick smiled at him in the dark and then laid a arm on his shoulder and turned him toward the kitchen. "Come, let's get some food in you. You've got a long day ahead of you."
Filled with Nick's breakfast Virgil climbed into the old pick-up truck the couple used to get around and they took off for the school.
When they arrived Virgil went right off and started making sure everyone was showing up, that they had what they needed for the day, and that all the instruments were in working order. There was a small bit of panic while the flutists were passing around a dollar bill, using it to clean the pads on their instruments and discovered that one of the flutes was missing a pad and unable to be played. Luckily the director had some spare pads and they found one that would fit for the time being—at least it allowed the instrument to be played even if it didn't fit properly.
They spent an hour practicing out on the field, but there wasn't much more they could do to prepare so they loaded up the trailer with their uniforms and instruments, and then the buses and headed out.
Virgil was in the second of three busses as well as Don and Nick. Several people asked Virgil why they were there, but Virgil would just shrug and say that they wanted to come—he honestly didn't understand it himself. Everyone knew Don was supportive of the community and the school and all the teams did—he would donate to whoever needed money without a thought, but was never one to actually go to the games and contests to cheer them on.
Virgil didn't let the oddity consume him though, they weren't doing any harm being there, and it was kind of nice to have someone there to cheer him and the band on—though he doubted they would go so far as to join the other parents in their cheering section in the stands.
They made it to Topeka and Washburn University in record time. They had a few hours till they were to perform so the director let the students wander for a bit—many of them had never been to a place so huge and crowded before.
Virgil went with some of his friends to buy some ice cream and hot dogs to eat for lunch, and he even bought some souvenirs to take home to his brothers. They spent the better part of the two hours allotted to them watching other bands perform discussing what they liked, didn't like, and what they could possibly use the next year in their own show.
Virgil was amazed by some of the things the bigger, richer bands were able to do. They pulled out light boards that would display animations and prompt the crowds to cheer. Their guards had LEDs sewn into their flags and some instruments were so shiny Virgil was sure they had lights on them as well.
Everyone returned to the busses almost more anxious than they had been upon arrival—watching the other bands made them realize just how small and basic their band was. Still they had made it here with their small basic show and would show them just what you could do without all the fancy stuff.
Virgil was immediately busy going around and making sure everyone had returned and were starting to gather their instruments and uniforms. He had just jumped off one of the busses in his own decked out uniform, helmet with the fuzzy plume sticking out under his arm as he pulled on his white gloves.
He looked around for the director, he had just thought of something they might be able to pull off before they were slated to go on the field and wanted to talk to him about it. The parking lot was crowded and it took him a moment to find him in the mass of people. He was standing by the trailer talking to Don and Nick. Virgil wondered for a moment why they weren't in the stands but didn't really have time to follow that train of thought.
"Ah, Virgil, there you are." The director cut off whatever he had been talking about with Don and turned to face him. "I was just about to look for you. I had an idea I wanted to go over with you."
"I did to!" Virgil's face brightened as the director guided him off in an odd direction. "Where are we going?"
"I was able to get access to a small conference room so we could talk."
"But we're due to go on the field soon. They should be coming to lead us to the warm-up area any minute."
"No worries, we've been bounced back a few spots, we have time."
"Bounced back? Why?"
"One of the other bands needed to perform and get going back home for some reason. I didn't really inquire, but agreed cause I wanted to talk to you and this gave me the time to do so."
"Oh, well then, that was lucky!"
"It sure was. Here, this way." The director led Virgil into the stadium and a small room just inside the entrance.
They sat and talked for several minutes, discussing small changes in the music that could be made to improve the overall effect of this or that section of the show. Virgil was so into the discussion he completely lost track of the time and was surprised for a moment when Don stuck his head in and said that the band was in the tunnel and waiting for them.
"What? What about warm-ups?" Virgil stood up suddenly and looked between Don and his director.
"Anne took care of the warm-ups. Don't worry." The director smiled and thanked Don who disappeared back outside.
"Oh. Do they know about the changes though?"
"As good as the ideas are, I think we best stick to what we've been practicing. Any changes could confuse them and cause them to make mistakes they normally wouldn't have."
Virgil nodded, though confused by the sudden change in his directors attitude toward everything they had just been talking about. Regardless, they had a show to do, and now apparently was the time. It almost took Virgil off guard, he was so used to going through warm-ups with the band and prepping himself for what was to come, his nerves were a little shaken that everything was happening so suddenly.
His director patted him on the back and gave him a word of encouragement and that seemed to help him steady himself. He took a deep breath and then nodded.
They made their way around the large stadium to the tunnel where the band stood and waited. Virgil could see them looking around and waved a little so that they would see them coming. He could see the wave of relief as the word of their approach spread through the tight block of red and black clad marchers.
Virgil squeezed through the tight space along the side of the band to the front where Anne was waiting quite impatiently.
"God, where did you go? We were getting seriously worried!" She reached over and grabbed her flute where it had been stashed on one of the percussion carts, unsure if she would suddenly have to lead the band.
"Mr. Miller and I were talking about a few things... and you know, I'm not sure why. You would have done fine anyways if I hadn't been here." Virgil smiled at her and she smirked back.
"Of course I would have, I was going to be the drum major if you hadn't been." Her smirk turned into a smile as she leaned in and gave him a quick hug. "It wouldn't have been the same though."
"Alright! It's time!" Mr. Miller called over the low mumbling among the band. Everything went silent as Anne made her way to the empty spot in the flute line and Virgil strapped on his helmet and turned to face the field.
They were given the go ahead to march out to the end field and Virgil turned around and gave the band a three count start and then turned and led them to the end zone where they would wait for the next signal. It took a full minute standing on the line before they were given the okay to take the field.
Virgil turned, gave the band a big smile and raised his hands. Once again he gave them three beats and the band started off around him, taking the field on their own. Once the block of marchers had flowed out into their wavy, swirling lines Virgil followed the end line down to the sideline and followed the percussion pit to the middle of the field and helped them to quickly set up their own equipment.
It didn't take them long and soon the band was standing at attention waiting. Virgil took the steps up to the platform, double checked everyone's positions and then turned to face the stands and the judges.
"The Marching Bobcats of Western Plains High School are ready." Virgil stood straight and stared up at the press box where the judges sat waiting. It seemed to take forever, but finally the speakers crackled to life.
"Marching Bobcats, the field is yours."
Virgil saluted and then turned to the band, gave them a curt nod and raised his arms into the air. The band replied bringing their instruments to their lips and with a soft twitter from the flutes they started.
Eight minutes is not a long time. Especially when you are busy doing something that you only have eight minutes to do. When Virgil finally cut the band off and lowered his arms he was taking deep breaths. It wasn't that he was winded, he had stayed on that podium the entire time, but he had held his breath several times concentrating on what he and the band were doing.
When the rest of the world finally came back into focus he could hear the applause in the stands, and couldn't stop a small smile from spreading out on his face. He turned and took the steps down to the ground as he heard one of the snares count off the beats and cue the band to regroup and head for the sidelines.
Virgil immediately turned and helped the pit percussion to load up their carts and quickly followed the band off of the field. He didn't let any thoughts about the show register until they were completely off the field and even back to the busses. As he finally looked around to the other band members he wasn't even sure any of them were registering what they had just done, or how well they had done it. There were a few whispers, but for the most part everyone was quiet and wandering around as if they had nowhere to go, but couldn't stand still.
"Everyone, over here!" Mr. Miller was waving toward them and slowly the band surrounded the director to see what he had to say.
"That was the best show you lot have ever done." The director was smiling wide—something that didn't happen too often. "It will be a half hour before they're ready to announce the awards. Put your instruments away quickly, we need to get back to the entrance as soon as possible. Mary, Steve, have two of your guard grab the sun flags, they're the boldest of the bunch and look nice with our uniforms."
Suddenly, the band erupted in excitement and rushed around him to get onto the busses. Virgil made his way to the director and was surprised to find Don talking to him.
"Virgil, that was an amazing show." Nick appeared next to him and gave him a slap on the shoulder. "No matter what score you get, you should be really proud."
"I am." Virgil was too excited and happy to wonder why those two kept showing up nearby.
Virgil was sure they had done well, but just how well he didn't know. There were some really good bands there, and this was just their first time making it this far.
As soon as all the instruments had been put away they quickly formed some lines and made their way over to the stadium again. They were the last band to enter the gates which were flanked with state police. Virgil, Mary, and Steve led the group as they were taken onto the track and then down onto the filed. The band lined up behind them while Virgil took the front position—Mary and Steve a step behind him, with two more guard members behind that holding out the flags framing the band's leaders.
"We would like to thank all the Class B bands for coming and performing for us tonight. We will now be awarding the bands for best music, best show, best auxiliary, best visual, as well as first, second, and third places."
The crowds around them applauded and parents of the various bands yelled and cheered. Virgil straightened up and did his best to pay attention to the voice that echoed through the stadium.
"For best music, with a score of fourteen out of fifteen points goes to the Marching Chargers of Horton High School."
The audience applauded and one section screamed the loudest as the drum major at the opposite end of the line saluted and marched forward to claim their trophy. They shook hands with the official handing them out and then returned to their spot setting the trophy on the ground before them.
Virgil slumped a little with a frown as he glanced at Mary and Steve who glanced back at him, their smiling faces a little less bright than they had been before.
"For best show, with a score of thirteen out of fifteen points goes to Western Plains High School."
Virgil couldn't even hear the roar of the crowd as his mouth dropped and he stared at the official that was staring back at him. Steve elbowed him in the side and he snapped out of it, saluting and walking forward to take the award. Mary and Steve's smiles were back as Virgil held it out for them to see real quick before setting it on the ground before them.
"For best auxiliary—or best guard performance—with a score of fifteen out of fifteen is the guard of Western Plains High School."
Mary squealed in Virgil's ear before gathering her composure and marching forward to accept the award on behalf of the guard. Virgil couldn't help but laugh a little as she came back and was bouncing on her feet. She held onto the award for a good long while before realizing that she needed to set it down with the other one.
"The last categorical award, best visual, with a score of ten out of fifteen goes to Western Plains High School."
This time Virgil could hear the muffled excitement of his bandmates behind him. He saluted and went to claim the award, while he calculated points in his head. For them to have snatched three of the four secondary categories, they had to have placed high. The question was just how high. It wasn't unheard of for a non-placing band to sweep the axillary awards, but it was rare.
Virgil took a deep breath as they waited. The official that had handed out the awards was helping to move a table forward that had the three biggest trophies on it.
"And now before we announce the top three bands in this years competition we would like to thank you for all your hard work and dedication to your music and your schools and regardless how you placed we hope to see you next year as well."
Virgil glanced to the side and it looked like everyone lined up next to them were starting to get a little antsy.
"Third place goes to a band who's show has been consistent throughout the season, and continued that consistency here today. They are a band that is spot on in the technical aspects of their show. Please step forward Horton High School."
The members of the band cheered as the drum major at the end of the line saluted and stepped forward.
Virgil had hoped for at least a third place finish. This was the first time their band had ever been to the state competition while most of the other bands were regulars. The odds that they beat the seasoned bands was extremely slim. But, they did get the axillary trophies.
"Second place goes to a band that is no stranger to performing here every year, and this year does not disappoint. They came in with a strong show and entertained all with it. Please step forward Blue Valley North High School."
It as the drum major next to them that saluted and walked forward. Virgil let out a big sigh and glanced to Mary and Steve—their smiles having faded a little. It had been a fun, but he doubted they could have done better than those bands that had used the spiffy lights and elaborate backdrops.
They had had backdrops too, trees and a cave. The trees were recycled from the previous year and had been made by a few of the band members. The cave was new, but Virgil had helped them figure out a way to make it interactive—a dragon would pop out and roar at a particular part of the music. They were nice, but nothing compared to what the other bands had.
"First place." The announcer paused to let the audience calm down a little. "This was a difficult decision for the judges. The band they finally decided on was a bit of an underdog in this competition. Having only made it past district twice in the program's history, they made it to regional, and finally to this competition today."
Virgil's eyes widened a little as he glanced to Mary and Steve. Mary's mouth had dropped open, and Steve's smile had disappeared and he was just staring at the presenter.
"Please give a round of applause to Western Plains High School."
The crowd erupted in cheers, but none as loud as the cheers that came from behind him. It took him a moment to remember that he had to go collect the trophy and took a step, stopped, quickly saluted, and then continued his trek to the presenter. He shook his hand thanked the man and took the large three tiered trophy that probably weighed at least five pounds. He walked back to Mary and Steve and sat the trophy down. The announcer waited until the cheers settled and then thanked the bands again before they were led one by one off of the field.
Virgil was met by the band director who gave them all big hugs and congratulated them. He also reminded them that their day wasn't over yet. All the first place bands would do an exhibition performance at the end of the night after the Class A bands had finished performing.
Virgil barely acknowledged it, and was ready to head to the busses and figure out some food—he was starving—when he was led to yet another room. This one was huge, and soon all the band members were sent there. They were given pizza and pop and spent the next several hours just hanging out. They would occasionally go and watch the bigger bands or just hang out in the room napping, chatting, and waiting.
The exhibition show wasn't as good as their main performance, but they were all quite tired and ready to go home, though the thrill of their win would take days to wear off.
It was well past midnight by the time Virgil had returned home. Don and Nick had disappeared as soon as they had arrived back at the school, so Virgil had to get a ride with one of his friends. He was dropped off right in front of the house and as he pulled his bags from the car he hesitated going in. He knew his father would be mad at him. Wondered if he would get grounded or if he'd be able to talk his way out of it like the last time he had defied his father's orders. Either way, he didn't really care at this point. He had gone, they had won, and absolutely nothing could bring him down.
He opened the door and stepped in, kicking his shoes off to land next to the ones already there. He poked his nose into the living room where John was sitting, his nose in a book. This was a little odd—not John having his nose in a book, but him being in the living room when there was a clear dark sky out. No one else seemed to be around, even though Scott was supposed to be home as well.
"Welcome home."
Virgil jumped a little as he looked up and saw John watching him.
"How did you do?"
"We won." Virgil broke into a smile, but it faltered when John stood, walked over and pulled him into a hug.
Virgil took the chance to hug him back, a hug from John was a rare thing, but at the same time something just felt off. "Did you get in trouble?"
"Nah. But Dad will want to know you're home."
"Is he mad?"
John let go and shrugged, then returned to the couch and his book.
"John, did I hear—Virgil!" Scott was in the doorway and pulled Virgil into a tight hug. "Jeez we were so worried about you."
That got Virgil's senses on alert. "I missed you too. What is going on?"
"You need to see Dad. He's been worried sick about you."
"He knew where I was. John told him right?"
"Yes, he knew, but—well, just go talk to him."
"Scott what is going on?" Virgil had to push himself away from Scott or else he thought his older brother would not let him go.
"Dad will want to tell you himself, go." Scott reached up and ruffled Virgil's hair real quick before leaning in and kissing him on top of the head. "I'm just so glad you're home and safe."
Virgil was bristling. Something was going on, and he seemed to be the only one that didn't know.
He made his way down the hall to his father's office. Virgil glanced back at his brother who stood watching him and then reached up and knocked lightly on the doorframe.
The door was open, but his father had his head in his hands looking down at something on the desk. At the knock he popped up and it seemed to take a second before his eyes focused on Virgil. Once they had he quickly stood up, took the few steps to get to him and pulled Virgil into his own tight hug.
"Thank god you're back."
"Dad, what is going on?"
"I'll explain. Sit. Sit." He led Virgil over to the desk and sat him down in his own chair.
Virgil blinked a little, stunned that he was sitting in his father's chair, they had never been allowed to sit in it. "Dad, you're scaring me. What is going on?"
"Why didn't you come home when I asked?"
"You know why. I had to go to my competition. I wasn't going to let you stop me, it was important."
"Yes, of course. I know. Still I needed you to come home." He started to pace in front of Virgil, his arms crossed.
"Dad!"
His father didn't say anything more, but reached past him, grabbed something from the desk, and shoved it into his hands.
Virgil looked down at the papers and blinked. They were copies. Copies of letters from his father's own stationary from his office in Wichita. On each of them were written notes. It was messy writing, scrawled unevenly on the paper and it took Virgil tilting his head a little to read them.
'Tracy, your company is responsible for my son's death. There is nothing you can do to make it any better. Stop trying.'
'Tracy. The more you try to atone for your misdeeds the worse they are. You will be judged and you will be found guilty.'
'Tracy. You will never understand the sorrow of losing a son. If you did you would understand that I want nothing more to do with you ever again.'
Virgil glanced at the dates written on the copies and then up at his father. "You got these over the past several weeks?"
"Yes. Delivered straight to my office. There were more as well."
"More?"
"This is why I didn't go to your other two contests. At this point it didn't seem that he knew I had any children."
"So you wanted to keep it that way."
"I did. I had, of course, handed the originals over to the police. However, Friday I received that last one." His father tugged the bottom letter out of the stack and laid it on top.
'Tracy, because of your company and the machine you designed I lost my son. I will never forgive you for this. Soon you will know what it is like to lose one of your sons.'
"Who the hell is this guy? Why does he think you're responsible for his son's death?"
"Because I am." His father slumped down in the chair on the other side of the desk. "One of the first machines we tried to improve was a construction crane so that we could speed up the time it would take to build my building."
"Wait, I remember this, the crane broke and dropped the load on the cab killing the operator."
"That's the one."
"But that wasn't your fault. It wasn't anything to do with the crane's design, the metal used was defective. There was nothing anyone could have done to prevent it from happening."
"There are always things you can do to keep people safe."
"Dad, you can't blame yourself for something you didn't think of before the accident happened. No one can predict the future. Things happen and the best we can do is try and figure out a way for it to never happen again. That's how things have always been done."
"Well I'm trying to change that. I don't want anyone to lose someone close because of something that could have been prevented."
It was silent in the room as Virgil watched his father for a long second. "Dad, it wasn't your fault. The plane crash. There was nothing you could have done to preven—"
"I could have gone with—"
"And then we'd be without either of our parents!" Virgil sighed and then stood, walked over to his father and kneeled down in front of him so he could look up at him. "Dad. I don't remember what led to him telling me this, but Scott told me once that saying sorry will only take us so far. The best thing we can do to show sympathy is to fix it and make sure it doesn't happen again. And you are doing that. Yes, there was an accident, but accidents are going to happen. You have done all you can to make up for something that was out of your control."
"He doesn't seem to think so."
"Dad, even if your company hadn't designed that crane, that steel would have been in some other crane and the same thing would have happened."
"I suppose." His father sighed and reached over to squeeze his shoulder.
"Still why is he on such a rampage?"
"It's the anniversary of his son's death. Three years ago today."
"Alright, so he's still grieving and sent this last letter. Why did you think this was going to be the real threat?"
"Well, I gave it to the police like I had in the past. They suggested since he now knew of your existence that you all stay home for the weekend. I honestly thought your season was over, you hadn't mentioned anything after your regionals."
"I didn't tell you cause I was mad at you." Virgil reached up and squeezed the hand that was on his shoulder. "If you had just told me what was going on, we could have prevented all of this unnecessary worry."
"You're right." His father smiled down at him. "You are all becoming fine adults and I need to start trusting you."
"You do. Now, why were you so worried about me tonight. Us staying home was just a precaution right?"
"They went to check in on him and he wasn't at home. They did find empty rifle cartridges, the box for a scope, and several other aborted threats. They think he stole the letterhead when he was last in my office two years ago. He's spent this entire time planning."
"So now he was a real threat."
"Yes, you were well on your way to Topeka by that point. They put out a bulletin looking for him. He was spotted on the campus of Washburn University."
"He was at the competition." Virgil stood back up and started pacing again. "Mr. Ambrose. He knew, didn't he? That's why he insisted on going."
"I had went over there this morning, but he assured me you'd be okay. That he would keep an eye on you." His father leaned forward a little his elbows on his knees and his hands clasped together. "Even his hourly updates didn't keep me from worrying."
"And my director?"
"I'm pretty sure Don told him. Said they were going to take you somewhere safe until your performance."
"They did, which confused me at the time, but makes complete sense now. They even moved us to perform last. Did they catch the guy or is he still out there?"
"They tried to apprehend him there, but he slipped away. They didn't catch sight of him again until after you lot were heading home. Then he was spotted heading in the same direction."
"Shit, Dad! I would have understood, could have done something."
"I was going to tell you at first, but then I learned that it was State you were going to. I didn't want you to miss it, nor did I want you to worry about us. You needed to concentrate on your music."
"Dad!" Virgil turned on his father but suddenly noticed how pale he looked. "Damn. Scott and John know right?"
"Yeah, told them as soon as I was informed about his location."
"What about Alan and Gordon?"
"No, they don't know. Gordon suspects something but hasn't asked and has kept Alan occupied. Alan just thinks Scott made an impromptu trip home."
"Dad, can you promise me you won't keep things like this from us anymore. You're business is getting big, there will be people that hate you for succeeding, or want you to fail cause you're taking business from them. You got to let us know and we can help."
"Virgil, it's my job to protect you."
"And it's our job to help you."
His father paused for a moment before sighing. "Alright, I think I can do that. Hopefully it won't happen, but if it does, you will know."
"Dad." Scott poked his head into the doorway. "Sheriff Landon and Mr. Ambrose are here."
Their father stood and squeezed Virgil's shoulder as he passed to head out of his office.
"Jeff." Sheriff Landon was the same age as their father, and an old friend.
"George. I hope you've brought us some good news." Their father reached out and shook their hands. "Thanks again for keeping an eye on Virgil, Don."
"It was my pleasure, Jeff. You really should make it to one of his shows, it really is something."
"I will next year, I promise."
"I take it your father's brought you up to speed." The sheriff turned to Virgil who was standing behind his father.
"We were just discussing it. Have you found him?"
"We did, thanks to Don."
"I noticed the car when the busses pulled into the school. Just sitting there in the dark. Told you to go straight home, though you didn't quite do that."
"I had to help unload the trailer."
"Right, I know." Don shook his head. "Anyways. I saw the car so I wandered over and knocked on the window."
"What did he do?" Virgil could see his father tense a little.
"He jumped and reached for the gun laying in the passenger seat, but hesitated. He did roll down his window and we had a little chat."
"About what?"
"Everything. His son, what he had planned to do. He's a good man who lost himself in grief. I'm sure you can understand that, Jeff."
"All, too well." Virgil reached up and squeezed his father's shoulder from behind.
"I told him about Lucy. Hope you don't mind."
"What did he do?" Scott had been quietly listening, but stepped up next to them.
"He cried. Once he calmed down a little he handed over the gun and I drove him to George's office while Nick followed in the truck."
"We'll take him to Wichita in the morning. There will be charges against him by the city, however it is still up to you if you want to add additional charges."
Virgil watched as his father paused to think, but only took a moment before he shook his head.
"No. I don't want to press charges."
"Jeff, he threatened to kill Virgil." The sheriff frowned a little.
"Yes, but he didn't. He needs help and throwing him in jail isn't going to provide that."
"How about an ultimatum then?"
"What are you thinking?"
"If he agrees to get help, go to therapy that is, no charges and no jail time. But if he doesn't you'll hit him with everything. You're right, he does need help, but he also needs the motivation to seek it."
"I don't know."
"Dad, I think you should do it." Virgil stepped aside so that Scott would slip by him and stand next to their father. "You had a very similar ultimatum didn't you? Grandma threatened to take us away if you didn't straighten up and start being a father again."
Virgil blinked and looked over at John who had just been silently listening. He shook his head slightly, he hadn't known either.
"Scott, how did you—"
"I listened. I had my ear to that door more than you'd like to know." Scott lifted his hand to stop his father from getting off the topic. "This guy needs help and this might be his only chance in getting it."
"Alright." Their father sighed, and his shoulders slumped a little. "We'll do what you suggested then George."
"I'm glad to hear it."
"Thank you both for stopping by and catching us up on everything. We'll all sleep easier tonight." Jeff reached out and took both of the men's hands shaking them firmly again.
"It was no problem. You lot take care and listen to your father next time." Sheriff Landon eyed Virgil who nodded solemnly. And then the two guests were gone.
"I think I'm going to head to bed." Virgil let out a large yawn and stretched a bit. "It's been a long day and an exhausting night."
"I'd say that's a good idea, for all of us."
"I think we should go out for lunch tomorrow to celebrate the band's win." John had tucked his book under his arm as he stood.
"Win? You won? First place?" His father's face was blank as he watched Virgil.
"Yeah, first place." Virgil couldn't help but smile.
"Well, I'll be. You'll have to get me a copy of your show so I can see." His father had broken out into a smile and pulled him into another tight hug. "Alright, celebratory lunch tomorrow before Scott has to go back to school."
"Way to go Virgil." Scott gave him a quick hug as well as they made their way up the stairs.
Virgil followed Scott while John brought up the rear. Scott opened the door to his room quietly, but paused in the doorway.
"Alan's not in his bed."
"He's probably sleeping with Gordon." John walked past him, turning the light on as did. "He's been doing that since you went off to school."
"Oh." Scott looked a little disappointed as he followed John into their room.
Virgil smiled a little as he opened his door expecting to see Alan curled up with Gordon, but the bed at the far end of the room was empty. He frowned a little and glanced around.
His two youngest brothers were curled up in a bed, but not Gordon's, his own. He smiled again as he leaned over and shook Gordon awake. "Hey, what's the deal?"
Gordon moaned a little and rubbed his eyes. "Virgil?"
"Who else would it be? What are you doing in my bed?"
"Alan wouldn't go to sleep unless he was here." Gordon reached over and shook the other blond.
"Don't wake him."
"Nah, he'll be happy to see you. He was worried." Gordon shook him again. "Alan, wake up."
"Worried? What for?"
"We're not idiots, Virg. We knew something was going on, and you weren't where you were supposed to be."
"And where was I supposed to be?"
"Duh, Here. But you weren't here. Where were you?"
"Band contest."
"That doesn't make sense. Why was everyone so upset then?" Gordon once again shook his little brother. "Alan, Virgil's home."
"Virgil?" Alan popped up at the name and blinked owlishly in the darkness. When he caught sight of his older brother he leapt from the bed and had his arms around his neck hugging him tightly.
"Hey, shhh, don't worry. I'm fine."
"We thought something had happened to you." Alan buried his face in Virgil's neck, a small sob escaping as he clung tighter.
"Nothing happened, I'm fine."
"But everyone was so worried about you. I tried to act like I didn't know, but I was so worried."
Virgil couldn't help but let out a small chuckle. "Well, you succeeded. They all thought you were clueless to their worries. But still, I'm fine and everything has been taken care of."
"But what happened, Virg? Why was everyone so freaked out?"
Virgil looked his brother over for a moment before answering him. Gordon was old enough, he thought. Alan was still young, but he was sure nothing less than the truth would satisfy the two. "There was this guy that was mad at Dad. He thought he'd get revenge by hurting me instead."
"That's stupid." Alan finally pulled himself away and frowned at Virgil. "Why would anyone hate Dad?"
"It's complicated, and not mine to give you details. If you want to know, you'll have to ask Dad. Tomorrow." Alan was just about to jump off the bed, but Virgil caught him before he could. "It's time for bed. You going to sleep with Gordon?"
"Can I sleep with you?"
"Sure. Burrow yourself back down."
Alan flopped down onto the bed and crawled back under the blankets.
Virgil glanced over at Gordon who was looking out of the window. "Scoot over squid. Make room for me."
Gordon's head swung around with a blank look for a moment, but then he broke out into a smile as he scooted back into the blankets as well.
"The bed's starting to get a little small for this kind of thing." Virgil joked as he quickly stripped and pulled on his sleeping pants. However, he didn't complain, he would never say no if his brother's wanted to sleep with him. Though he did have to admit, it would start to get a little weird if they still wanted to do it once they were all adults.
Symphony of a Family
Movement VII: Dissonanza
Band had just been the beginning. Now that the other band members were talking to him, in and out of class, others seemed to decide that maybe he wasn't so hard to approach.
John, however, still hadn't made any new friends during the semester, but it didn't seem to bother him as it had Virgil. Still, Virgil felt bad for his brother and whenever possible tried to put in a good word. It didn't help much, John was so single minded in his learning it was hard to get his attention sometimes. That and there had been an incident when a student had leaned down and gotten in his face to get his attention. That had sent John off and, well, they stopped trying after that.
It was nearing the end of the semester when Virgil decided that John needed help. His old friends were still around-they still hung out whenever possible-but none of them had the same classes as John. So he was always working alone.
John did noticed what Virgil was doing and told him not to worry. Things would worked out on their own and he didn't mind. Still Virgil worried.
They were in math class, the teacher was absent and the sub had given them worksheets to work on. Virgil was part of a group that was trying to figure out some of the harder questions while John was off working alone.
"Virgil, did you ever figure out how to do this problem?"
Virgil looked over at where his classmate was pointing and shook his head. "Not yet. John was helping me last night, but we didn't get that far."
"Hm, it's the only one I don't quite understand." The boy slumped down in his seat a little.
Virgil frowned, but then burst out in a smile. "Why don't you ask him? He'd be more than happy to help."
The boy looked behind him at John who was hunched over his own worksheet. "I don't know."
"Just go ask him."
"You sure he won't blow up at me?" The boy mulled over it for a minute.
"He's very particular about his personal space is all. Stay a few steps back, call his name a few times and you'll be fine."
The boy nodded hesitantly but stood and walked over to where John sat. It took him a couple of tries to get John's attention, but once he had it John listened intently to him. When he finished explaining his confusion John invited him to sit down so he could help him.
Now that he didn't have to worry about John, Virgil could be fully nervous as the second semester of his middle school career started. He was excited about all of his classes but one. It was time for that engineering class Scott had talked him into taking. He had no idea if he was going to like it or not, and if he didn't it was going to make for a long semester.
The class was the last one of the day for him. All they did, though, was go over the rules and regulations that his other classes had done at the beginning of the year. That was it, and Virgil walked away from that first day just as unsure as he was before the class.
However, that would not last.
Virgil was eager to get home after the second week of school. They had started to get into what exactly engineering was and what engineers did. Virgil had been able to offer guesses based on what Scott had told him the previous year, and was excited to find that they were correct—which wasn't really a surprise cause Scott knew about everything. However he wanted to go home and talk to his dad about it. He had questions and he couldn't wait to find the answers.
The bus seemed to be going as slow as it could, and when they hit a train sitting at a railroad crossing Virgil couldn't help but let out a small moan.
"What's with you? You've been bouncing ever since we got on the bus." John raised up one of his eyebrows as he glanced from the book he was reading.
"I just wanna get home."
"Why the rush? Just take out one of your books and read a bit."
"I don't think I could concentrate on that right now." Virgil leaned his elbow on the edge of the window.
"Is everything okay?" John slowly closed his book and turned so he was facing his brother a little more.
"Hm? Oh, sure! Couldn't be better! I just wanna ask Dad some stuff. About engineering."
"Engineering? Oh, that's right, you're taking a class. How is it so far?"
"It's interesting, but honestly I don't know if i like it yet or not. One reason I wanna ask Dad about a few things."
"What are you wanting to ask?"
"Just stuff."
Virgil could feel John watching him and even saw the small smile on his lips. "You've got an idea in your head."
"Huh? What do you mean?"
"You've got some kind of idea in your head. If Dad confirms it you'll start saying you like engineering, if he can't then you probably won't."
"That's not necessarily true." Virgil frowned a little but continued to stare at the train, wishing it would just start moving again.
"What are your questions?"
"Huh?" Virgil finally turned toward his brother.
"What are your questions? Maybe I know the answers."
"Why would you know about engineering?"
"Because they need engineers in space. I've been looking at all sorts of careers that would take me to space. Engineering is one of them."
"Oh. Why didn't you take this class then?"
"I decided it's not what I wanted to do. I'm thinking more along the lines of programming, communications, or physics. Though that may change."
"Wait." Virgil turned fully towards his brother, his mouth hanging open a little in shock. "You mean to say you don't know what you're going to do?"
"No, not yet. I'm looking into stuff though and I'm planning as though I'm going to study everything so I'm ready for when I finally decide."
"Well, that makes me feel a little better." Virgil slouched down in the seat, a hint of a smile on his lips.
"What do you mean?"
"Dad's been on me about deciding what I want to do, and I just don't know. Scott doesn't even know what he wants to study in collage either. It's good to know I've been stressing over nothing."
"You need to have a direction." John's smile disappeared as he looked down at Virgil. "Scott has that with the Air Force Academy. Same with me and MIT. We know what road we're going down, and by the time we get to the fork where we have to make the decision on what we'll study, we'll know which way to go. You're still standing at the crossroads, Virg. You don't know if you're going to go into the arts, music, math, or science. That's what Dad wants you to decide on."
"But I don't know."
"You need to start looking into it. You'll need to pick out a collage soon so you can make sure you take what you need to get into it."
Virgil slumped down father into the seat, his energy now gone.
"Hey, cheer up." John reached over and ruffled his hair a little. "Maybe after you ask Dad your questions it'll shed some light on your decision."
"Yeah, maybe." Virgil glanced up at the window and noticed that they were once again moving.
It took them another fifteen minutes before they finally reached home. Virgil took off at a fast walk up the lane and into the house. He didn't even stop to put his bag up, but went straight to his father's office and knocked on the door.
"Come in."
Virgil slid through the doorway and made his way over to the chair that sat in front of the desk, sitting down and waiting for his father to acknowledge him.
His father was looking down at a tablet on his desk reading something, and seemed to have forgotten about him before he finally looked up. "Ah, Virgil. What can I do for you?"
"I have some questions."
"Ask away."
"Scott said that you hired some engineers."
"I have. I'm up to a dozen at the moment, and I'm working on possibly getting another as we speak."
"What kind of engineers are they?"
"They're mechanical engineers. Though this new one is more of a jack of all trades."
"What kind of things do they do for you?"
"Whatever I ask them to."
"But like what?"
"Well, working on improving safety measures in private planes. As well as improving thrust and increasing speed in aircraft. Those are just a couple of the many projects we're working on right now, mostly in the areas of aeronautics and aerospace. Though we did work on some improvements to construction equipment a year or so ago."
"Why those things?"
"I think that's a bit obvious, don't you?" His father smiled at him, but didn't explain further on it. "In general we're just looking to improve flight and safety."
"Oh, right." Virgil looked down at his hands almost afraid to ask the next question, but it was this question that he really wanted to ask. "Is—is there any engineering jobs that have to do with music?"
His father blinked a few times before his smile returned to his face. "I believe there is." He picked up his tablet and flicked through a few things before pushing it across the desk for Virgil to look at. "Acoustical Engineering. It's more general sound, so it would be creating and improving speakers, microphones, and those big computers they use to mix music on. You could work with bands, or maybe even movies or video games. Engineering is a very broad category. I'm not sure there's a field out there that doesn't use an engineer in some manner or another."
Virgil had picked up the tablet and quickly read through the article his father had brought up, his smile becoming wider as he did.
"Does this mean you may have an idea of where you want to go?"
"I don't know about schools yet, but engineering does kind of sound like fun. If I can do something music related that's even better!"
"I'm glad to hear it. I take it you're enjoying your class then?"
"Yeah, it's been really interesting."
"Good. Be sure to tell me some of the stuff you do, I'm quite curious as to what projects your teacher has for you."
"Sure." Virgil handed back the tablet. "I'm gonna go and help Scott with dinner. Thanks for talking to me."
"Anytime."
Spring was in full bloom as Virgil jumped off the bus once again eager to talk to his father. It was a year later, though, and Virgil was nearing the end of his middle school career. He had finished his Intro to Engineering class with an A and an even greater interest in the subject. For eighth grade he was able to take the next engineering class, and even choose it over the art classes.
This engineering class was much more hands on than the last one had been. Virgil was carrying one of his projects to show his father what he had done at school. It was somewhat fragile, yet had been the strongest in the class and had survived being broken.
Virgil jumped up the three steps onto the porch and made his way into the house, dumping his bag next to the stairs to take up to his room later. He knocked on his father's office door and waited to be acknowledged, but there was no response.
There were no sounds coming from inside the office that he could hear. He was about to knock again when his grandmother appeared out of the kitchen and put an arm around his shoulder.
"Sorry, Virgil, your father's on an important call at the moment. Can't be disturbed."
"He's been really busy lately, hasn't he?"
"His company is taking off. He's going to be gone next week on a business trip as it is."
"But next week is Scott's birthday!"
"Yes, and he's already talked to Scott about it. We'll celebrate the week after."
"But he's never missed a birthday, not since—not since Mom died."
"Trust me, he knows. He doesn't like it either, but things are changing for the better. It may take awhile for us to find our new normal, but we will. There will be a point where he can take any day off he wants, and I'm sure he'll take each of your birthdays and more to make up for the ones he'll miss." She squeezed him in the half hug she had him in and turned him toward the kitchen. "Now what is this thing you have here. Did you bring home spaghetti for me to use?"
Virgil wanted to laugh but only a small smile escaped as he allowed his grandmother to lead him away from his father's office.
Virgil tried to show his father his project, but each time he went to knock on his door he was in a meeting or on an important call and couldn't be bothered. In fact it was two weeks later before he got the opportunity to speak to his father. Unfortunately the small bridge he had built had been broken by Gordon who blamed it on Alan. He had said they could play with it, and it was only built out of a couple of pieces of scrap wood and spaghetti, so he wasn't horribly mad at them. He was more annoyed at their father.
"Yes, Dad?" Virgil had been summoned by his father, and was no longer eager to talk to him about anything after how he had been ignoring himself and his brothers.
"Ah, Virgil. You're grandmother said you had something to show me."
"Not anymore, it broke so I threw it away."
"What was it?"
"A bridge made from wood and spaghetti."
"I see, had to try and make the strongest one I take it?"
"Yeah. Though the spaghetti was more for looks, the wood was used for supports."
"Sounds reasonable. So I take it you are still interested in pursuing engineering as a career?"
"Yeah, possibly."
"Then sit, we should go over your plans for high school." His father waved to the seat that sat in front of the desk. "Unless you were having Scott help you again."
"I thought about it, but he's been kinda busy."
"So I've heard. Track is taking up quite a bit of his time. Though it does look like he might have a shot at going to state so he's got to work hard to get there."
Virgil nodded, but didn't move to sit in the chair.
"Come along. I don't have a lot of time to spare."
Virgil sighed as he made his way over and sat down but didn't look up at his father.
His father brought up a small holographic image of the scheduling sheet—the high schools schedules all being online. "Alright. I'm assuming you're going to continue with band?"
"Yes, sir."
"Still playing the french horn?"
"For concert band, yeah."
His father looked up at him with a raised eyebrow. "There's more than one band?"
"It's the same class, but different for each season. Fall is marching, winter is Pep, and spring is concert."
"But you'll only play the french horn for concert? What about the other two?"
"Not sure, but a horn or some sort. Probably either trumpet, mellophone, or tuba. May even end up in percussion. Whatever is needed."
"I see, well, that will take up some space on your schedule, but there is still plenty of room. You'll need to be sure to take all the academic classes you can in order to graduate early."
"To graduate early?" Virgil blinked. "I'm not sure I—"
"Of course. Scott took two summer classes last summer and will take two more this summer, plus all the AP courses. That's nothing though compared to what John wants to do." His father laughed a little. "He's doing Russian as an independent class online as well as Japanese. Then two summer classes next year with plans on doing one summer class the year after in addition to an internship. And that's on top of all his other classes."
"If anyone could do that, John can." Virgil couldn't help but smile a little at his brother's enthusiasm for school. "But I just don't think—"
"Now with band, you'll have to take the two summer classes each year, PE's always good to take in the summer and then you might have to double up on your math or science, but I think it's still doable. Now, have you looked at collages yet?"
"No, no I haven't, but I—"
"I figured, you really need to be more on top of that. I have looked into a few schools for you and have a couple for you to look at. Johns Hopkins University and Georgia Tech both have strong music and engineering programs and they both have strong master programs as well. I assume once you get your bachelors you'll go straight into the masters program of course."
"Dad, I'm not even sure—"
"You know it's a good thing I'm looking out for you, but I'm not always going to be able to do that."
"I'm not asking you too." Virgil had crossed his arms and slumped down in his seat a little, doubtful his father had even heard him.
Virgil sat in the chair only half listening to his father, nodding and answering any questions he was asked as his father planned out his entire high school career—and his life.
He wasn't sure how long he was in his father's office, but it felt like forever. When his father finally dismissed him Virgil grabbed his sketchpad from his backpack and then made his way out the back door, ignoring his grandmother's comments about it being almost time for dinner.
He walked far out into the fields to one of his favorite spots. It wasn't even theirs anymore, his father had sold the land earlier that year, though the new owner hadn't done anything with it yet.
He sat with the intent to draw, hoping it would take his mind off of things, but nothing seemed to want to come out. He felt like he was drawing stick figures, so he put the sketchbook away and leaned back on his hands looking up at the sky.
The sky slowly turned from a light blue to a darker hue and then began to mix with some yellows and oranges and an occasional a pink or purple shadow that would appear on a lazy cloud. His stomach rumbled a bit, but Virgil wasn't ready to go back to the house just yet.
He reached up and wiped away the few tears that had fallen. He wanted his father to be proud of him, but at the same time he felt as if he had very little control over his life. His father had finally accepted that music would always be part of his life, but Virgil still felt as if his father was still struggling to accept that himself.
Not only that, it felt to Virgil that his father was trying to make him choose, music, or science. Why couldn't he do both? But then, Virgil wasn't even sure he wanted to to follow music into his career. He loved it yes, but to have to do it everyday for the rest of his life, he wasn't sure about. Maybe he'd want to do something else, he just wasn't sure and his father wanted them to make his decision now. Virgil just didn't know what to do.
He knew his father meant well, he knew he loved them all and would do anything for them. However, he was strong minded and didn't like it when he didn't get his way. It didn't help that Virgil had never been good dealing with their father. He loved him, and that would never change, but when it came to doing what he wanted to do it was his father that always made the final decision regardless to how Virgil felt about it. He was just no good at standing up to him.
During his little meeting with his father, something had broke. He had decided to give up, stop trying and just do what his father wanted him to do. If that meant graduating early and going to collage at sixteen, then he would. If he was suddenly on the track to becoming an acoustical engineer then he would be one. His life was planned now, there was no looking back.
"Virg?"
Virgil jumped at his name and quickly reached up to wipe away the remaining tears as he turned to look at Gordon who was standing just a few feet away frowning down at him. "What do you want?" Virgil turned back around and pulled his knees up to his chest.
"Grandma sent me, you missed dinner."
"I'm not hungry." He was, and his stomach made sure that Gordon knew he was lying.
There was the rustle of grass as Gordon sat down next to him. "I saw your schedule when I took Dad his dinner. You're gonna be almost as busy as John."
Virgil just grunted as he reached down and pulled a blade of grass from the ground next to him.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"Yeah, tell that to someone who might believe you. Which is no one by the way." Gordon bent over and looked up at Virgil a smile on his face. The smile disappeared quickly though. "What's wrong with your schedule? I saw band and art on it."
"Yeah, he said he'd let me take them."
"Then what's wrong?"
"Nothing. I already said it."
"And I still don't believe you." Gordon leaned back on his own hands and looked up at the darkening sky above them. "You're no good when it comes to Dad. You always give in."
"Because I want him to be proud of me. Like he is with Scott and John."
"You want to be perfect like them?" Gordon let out an airy razz-berry in disapproval. "Why would you want to do that for?"
"It's always Scott this and John that. He seems to rarely approve of anything we do. Like, he says he's proud of my music, but I just don't quite believe him. I know he would rather me do something in the sciences."
"So you're pretending to like engineering to make him happy?"
"No, I do like it. I just—"
"Ah, I think I get it now." Gordon crossed his legs and leaned forward again. "This has to do with you skipping grades doesn't it."
"No, I'm fine with that. I've gotten over it."
"Maybe, but the effects of it are still around. Dad has you graduating after eleventh grade right? You'd only be sixteen then. A freshman in collage at sixteen. I don't know about you, but that's awfully young—heck you wouldn't even be driving when you move into the dorms. Plus you'd be leaving your friends behind a year early, again."
"Look, Gordon, I appreciate you trying to cheer me up, or whatever it is your doing, but I'll be fine. I just need some time to get used to the idea."
"Listen, I may be just a year younger than you—"
"You're two years younger."
"Not till August. Anyways, I can tell you that it really doesn't matter what you do, Dad will be proud of you."
Virgil sighed and rolled his eyes.
"I'm serious, trust me on this." Gordon scooted himself around so he as facing Virgil. "Did you see my schedule for this summer?"
"Yeah, just swimming like usual." Virgil shrugged as he pulled another piece of grass up and started pulling it apart.
"Not like usual. I'll be spending the entire summer at the University of Kansas, at a swimming camp."
"You're going away? Does Alan know?"
"Not yet, but I've still got a couple of months. That's not the point, though, the point is Dad didn't want me to go. But I put my foot down." Gordon slapped his fist into his hand. "He wanted me to stay local, take the usual lessons and do some science stuff. He had this two week nerd camp about biology picked out and I refused."
"Why?"
"Because it's not what I want to do. Sure, maybe later I'll go to collage and study oceanography or marine biology or something, but right now I want to concentrate on my swimming."
"Swimming isn't going to get you very far." Virgil had scrunched his brows together and looked down at his little brother.
"You're not getting it. I've made up my mind. I'm going to the Olympics. This is just the first step. Only the best of the best get into this swim camp and I got a spot! I'm going there to prove that I have what it takes to get to the biggest event in the world. Dad doesn't see the point of it. Doesn't think it's worth wasting my time swimming when I could be studying. I put my foot down and told him that I was going even if I had to walk there."
"But Gordo, if—"
"When."
"If. You do make it to the Olympics then what?"
"I'll go back. As many times as necessary to prove my point and to break the medal record as well."
"What if you don't have what it takes?"
"There is still a career in swimming. And if for some reason I don't keep swimming, then I'll go to school for something. You know there isn't a rule that says you have to go to collage right out of high school. Plenty of people don't find out what they want to do until later in life."
"And he agreed to this?"
"Well, remember when I ran away?"
"How could I forget? We were so worried about you!" Virgils' frown deepened as he turned his full attention to Gordon. "Grandma was beside herself, and John said that Allie did nothing but cry while we were out looking for you."
Gordon finally looked a little abashed at that. "Yeah, sorry. I didn't mean to upset everyone. But I was trying to make a point."
"What point?"
"That I wanted to go to this camp, that I wanted to try to make it to the Olympics. Dad just waved it aside, saying it was just a dream, wouldn't even listen to me. So I left. Figured it'd take me a while to walk there so I just started walking."
"And what were you going to do about shelter? Food? What if you were hit by a car, or kidnapped!"
"Whoa, settle down. I'm fine. Sheesh, you're as bad as Dad."
That made Virgil shut his mouth.
"The point is—which you seem to keep missing—is that you need to stand up to Dad. Tell him that you are going to go to school all four years and that you're going to choose your classes and your collage and whatever else you want."
"How'd you know he was choosing my collage?"
"Just a guess."
"I don't know. I mean he does know what he's doing."
"Do you want to go to collage when you're sixteen while your friends are enjoying their senior year and going to prom and homecoming and all that?"
"No."
"It's your life, not his! Trust me, as long as you're successful and happy, he'll be proud."
"Are you sure?"
"Am I ever wrong?" Gordon jumped to his feet and held out his hand. "Wait, don't answer that."
Virgil couldn't help but chuckle as he took Gordon's hand and stood himself. He followed Gordon back toward the house half listening to Gordon's grand plans of making it to the Olympics.
Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea to talk to his father, after all he could still remember the last time he had kept his thoughts to himself and how that had ended up.
"Virgil, you missed dinner." His father was still in his office, head down busy with something on his desk.
"I know."
"Where were you?"
"Out. Thinking."
"Your grandmother was worried."
"I apologized."
"Good, is there something else you need?"
Virgil swallowed to wet down his suddenly dry throat. "We need to talk."
That seemed to get his father's attention. He laid down the stylus he was using and looked up at Virgil an eyebrow raised much like Scott's did when his curiosity was piqued. "Go ahead."
"My schedule. I don't like how you did it. I want to re-do it."
"I see. How would you like to structure your classes? More independent classes? More summer classes?"
Virgil shook his head. "I'll take gym during the summer, but that's it."
"Then how do you expect to get all your classes in by the end of the eleventh grade?"
"I don't. I want to stay in high school all four years, Dad. I don't want to graduate early."
"I think you just need to think on this a bit more—"
"I have been thinking." Virgil sighed and then took in a deep breath steeling himself. "I don't want to go to collage at sixteen. If I stay through my senior year. I'll still be going into collage early since I skipped fourth grade. I really want to be able to spend some time with my friends. I want to go to prom and homecoming and all of that."
"Scott's still planning on going to all of that."
"I'm not Scott, and I'm not John." Virgil felt the words start to burst from his lips and decided for once, not to hold back. "I wish you would stop expecting all of us to do the exact same thing. You want to plan out our whole lives, year by year, day by day, but don't even consider how we feel. You're doing what you think is best, but did you ever consider that what you think isn't what we want?
"Not only that, but you're so controlling of our lives, expect us to drop everything on a whim to do what you want to do, but when we need to talk to you—when we need your help you're too busy. You missed Scott's birthday! You promised after Mom died that you wouldn't miss any of our birthdays. Alan was crying the other day cause you were to busy to talk to him. And Gordon just told me that he ran away cause you wouldn't let him go to a camp. All because it didn't fit into your plans.
"I like engineering and I like music, but I may not even do either of those when I finally get to collage. I. Don't. Know. And no matter how many times to tell me to think about it, it doesn't help. I just don't know. Right now I just want to enjoy school, enjoy band and being with my friends. I don't want to have to spend every second of my day studying. Can you please just let me—let us live our lives like we want to?"
"Are you finished?" His father had leaned back in his chair and watched him.
Virgil took a moment to think, but pinched his lips and nodded, straightening his shoulders as he did.
"First off, what is said between myself and your brothers is private and none of your business. Second, If you feel so strongly about your future, fine. Make out your own schedule. Plan out your own future, just don't expect my help."
"Dad, I don't want you to ignore me. I just want you to stop assuming you know what I want or what I need."
"I just want what's best for you, for all of you. I've sacrificed a lot so that you can have your piano lessons, Gordon can swim, John can go to space camp, and Scott can fly. I'm sorry if I'm not the perfect father you expect, but I am who I am."
"And I am who I am as well. I love music, and I like engineering, and I love my family—I love you. But I don't know what I want to do yet. I just want to enjoy my life for a moment and when the time comes to go to collage I'll still get into a good one and by then I'll have figured something out."
It was silent for a long moment before his father sighed. "You're set on this aren't you?"
"I am."
"How about a compromise then?"
"No. No more compromises. My schedule the way I want it. I will stay all four years, walk with my class, get an honors diploma, and graduate with as close to a 4.0 as I can." Virgil was watching his father, his hands in fists.
"Alright. We'll do it your way." His father brought up the hologram of his schedule and started to rearrange things.
"Really?"
"I expect excellent grades, no slacking off just because you're not going to graduate early. You are going to take extra classes to prepare for the SATs and ACTs as well."
"Yeah, of course." Virgil shook his head a little surprised. He thought he'd be running out of the office crying after an earful from his father.
"Something else on your mind?"
"No, I just—I didn't think you would reconsider."
"I'm not happy, you can be sure, but I am glad you finally stood up for yourself. That was something you needed to do a while ago."
"What?"
"You've always done what I've told you to do. Never questioning it. You need to think for yourself, make your own decisions. I'm proud of you for coming to me and speaking your mind."
Virgil allowed a small smile to creep onto his lips, but it disappeared as his father glanced over at him again.
"This schedule is not challenging you enough. But, I suppose there is still hope that you'll get into a good school." He turned to look at Virgil, his eyes like needles boring into him. "If you do not get into a school I approve of, you are on your own. Do you understand?"
"Yes, sir." Virgil squeezed his eyes shut.
"I'll send you a copy to make sure this is what you want. Make sure you get your answer to me promptly."
"Yes, sir." With everything said Virgil turned and left his father's office.
Turned out that his father wouldn't be as proud of him for doing what he wanted, but it was too late to turn back now. He just hoped he wouldn't regret it later.
Virgil was standing on the forty-five yard line of their high school football field. There were two other mellophone players on either side of him, their horns held parallel to their bodies, their mouthpieces level with their noses. Farther down to his left were twenty trumpet players standing in the same way. To his right down the line were thirty saxophones, their mouthpieces almost touching their noses. The flutes and clarinets were lined up in a curve in front of them, while the percussion was in an arc behind them. The guard was scattered among the band members, their flags to their sides.
It was dark out, the sun had set an hour ago, but the field had been lit up with the bright halogen lights surrounding it. It didn't help the chill in the air and a few of the band members shivered as a cool breeze blew across the field.
"Alright, one more time!" The director was standing at the top of the bleachers, a megaphone in his hand. "Brass, remember start low and crescendo but make sure not to over do it, we need to be able to hear the woodwinds, this is their moment in the show, don't take it from them!" He gave a signal to someone and another student climbed a small set of stairs to a platform on the fifty yard line just in front of the percussion that was off on the sidelines and raised their arms.
The band members stiffened and brought their instruments to their lips, waiting for the signal. The drum major gave three beats, the band took a collective breath and started to play. The arcs swept across the field, while the brass line faded through the percussion—the bass drum line passing through the mellophones, deafening even Virgil's own horn from his hearing.
They played and moved for a whole thirty-five seconds before a foghorn blared and they came to a stop where they stood, their stances back to attention.
"Right there! Saxophones, double check your coordinates! You look too close to the clarinets. Flutes, keep your instruments level, I know it's late, but you need to keep them up! Alright, back it up and do it one last time and then you can all go home."
There was a scramble as everyone shuffled back thirty seconds prior to the spots they had started at. Virgil looked down at his feet, making sure he was right on the line and then held his horn up in front of his face to wait for the cue.
Once again the drum major lifted their arms and started the band off again. They played for a full minute this time before the fog horn sounded again. They stopped in their tracks, back at attention.
"Good! Remember, practice during class in the morning on the practice field, sectional practice during study hall and then you are to report to the band room no later than five o'clock to prepare for the football game tomorrow night. You are dismissed!"
There was a mutual sigh from the band as they all relaxed. A few members let their arms hang along their sides, the percussionists unhooked their drums and laid them on the field—relieving their shoulders and backs of the extra weight for a moment before their hike back to the school.
Virgil had lowered his own horn and was chatting with one of his upperclassmen when he noticed three figures sitting off on the side of the bleachers. He excused himself and jogged over to them, leaning on the fence that separated the bleachers from the field. "You guys haven't been waiting long have you?"
"Not too long." Scott stood up and stretched, still wearing his running pants from his own practice session for cross country. "Though you are getting out a bit late. He's working you hard, isn't he?"
"Well, District contest is this weekend. We do good there and we go on to Regional the weekend after and then State." Virgil was smiling, he loved being a part of the band and seeing how all the different members worked together to create the show.
"What did he mean by sectionals during study hall?"
"We practice with our sections, for me it'll be the brass."
"What about studying?"
"We don't use the entire time, just half. So I can still get my homework done." Virgil waved him off. "Hey, Gords, you look a little chilled."
"You would be too if you were sitting on a cold bench all wet." Gordon grumbled as he pulled his wool coat tighter around him.
"I told you to stay in the car." John sighed as he closed the book he was reading and tucked it into his bag. "We better get going."
"Yeah, we are getting close to curfew." Scott nodded.
"Right, just let me put my horn up and I'll meet you at the car." Virgil took off to the nearest gate and ran up to the school and the band room where his things were. He packed up his horn and put it in its cubby hole, and grabbed his jacket and backpack as he left. Others were still making their way up the hill and into the dark school as he waved good-bye and made his way to the small SUV their father had gotten Scott for his sixteenth birthday.
His brothers were already inside, the engine running and the heat on full. Virgil pulled himself into the back seat next to Gordon and complained about the wet towel that was wadded up between them.
They made it home just as the clock was chiming ten, curfew. Their father was standing on the front porch, his arms crossed, waiting on them. "Cutting it a little close today, aren't we?"
"Sorry, Virgil's practice ran over a little." Scott was smiling as they made their way into the house. "We had to sit and wait almost a half-hour before the director let them go."
"Did you now." Their father was frowning, the smiles on his brothers faces did not seem to spread to his. "Your grandmother has some snacks for you in the kitchen. Make sure you eat something and then head off to bed."
"Yes, sir." The quartet chorused as they dropped their things by the door and kicked off their shoes.
"Virgil, once you grab something, come see me in my office."
"Yes, sir." Virgil frowned.
"Oh, Virgil's in trouble!" Gordon cooed as he dodged Virgil's lame attempt to hit him and darted into the kitchen.
Virgil grabbed an apple and a sandwich, gulping them down—he hadn't had a chance to grab dinner and was starving. As he ate, though, he wondered what it was his father needed to see him about. Ever since that last spring, Virgil hadn't talked to his father much. He didn't want to see the disappointment in his eyes or hear how he was ruining his life by not doing what his father felt was right for him.
He finished his sandwich, licking the excess ketchup from his fingers. No use procrastinating any more so he knocked on his father's door, peeking into the room.
"Sit." His father waved a hand to the chair in front of him.
Virgil sat and looked up at his father. "Is something wrong?"
"I talked to some of your teachers today. They said you were doing a fine job."
"I am trying." Virgil straightened up. That was what this was about, they had gotten their midterm reports the week before.
"So they say. However, you have one A, three A-'s, and two B+'s. Care to explain."
"I mistook some dates in my art history course or that would have been an A as well."
"I don't care about art history. You are getting B+'s in Geometry and English. Two classes you need to be doing well in. Plus your homeroom teacher tells me that you only spend half of your study hall in her class and then you go off to the band room for the other half?"
"Yes, we have sectional practice. I have to go."
"Seems to be an awful lot of practicing just for a music show."
"Just—it's not just a music show, Dad. We're talking about coordinating one-hundred and twenty-three people. Each person has to memorize their music, memorize were they are going, and be able to get there in a certain number of steps at a certain speed while playing the aforementioned memorized music making sure not to trip, stumble, fall, or bump into anyone. We have eight minutes—eight minutes—to show the judges just what we are capable of. There are no time outs, no breaks. We have to make sure we know what were are doing because we only have eight minutes to prove how good we are. There is no room for mistakes."
Virgil couldn't help but get riled up. His father wasn't the only one that didn't seem to understand—much of the school looked at the band like they were nothing but jesters in the court of football.
"So let me get this straight. You practice for to five hours every night, I assume during class as well so that's another hour every day. And then you spend half of your study hall practicing which is another half hour. So you spend six and a half hours every day, five days a week. We're looking at thirty-two and a half hours practicing a week, just for an eight minute show?" His father didn't seem at all moved by his speech and still sat leaning on his desk, his hands clasped together in front of him. "While I do admire the dedication, I feel it is mis-spent. It would serve you better to spend some of that time studying and improving your grades. You promised that you would't get lax on your grades if I agreed to let you stay for all four years."
"I'm doing the best I can, but I will not cut my practices. We have a good show this year and are hoping to make it past District." Virgil took in a deep breath and tried his best not to roll his eyes. "Look, Dad, we have maybe three more weeks and that assuming we make it all the way to State. After that I will have more time to study and will bring up my grades in time for finals. Surely having a B+ for a few weeks isn't going to ruin my future."
"Watch your tone with me, son." His father straightened up and looked down his nose at him.
"Sorry, sir." Virgil gave his father a bit of an annoyed look.
"Now, I'm sure you know but Scott has cross country regionals next weekend and I want the whole family there to cheer him on. He's slotted to go to State again and I want him to know he has our support."
"Yes, sir." Virgil slumped in the chair a little. It wasn't that he didn't want to go or that he wasn't super proud of his brother, he just wished his father showed at least a little interest in the band and what they were accomplishing.
"Now up to bed with you. It's going to be a long day tomorrow. We all have to head to Wichita after you lot get out of school."
Virgil was half out of the chair and froze. "What for?"
"The grand opening of my first office building. I told you about it a month ago."
"And I'm sure I mentioned that I can't do anything on Friday nights during football season. I have to go to the games, we perform during half-time."
"As if anyone watches you." His father chuckled a little. "You are coming with us. No excuses. Missing one game isn't going to kill you or your little show. Not like you're being judged is it?"
"No, sir." Virgil straightened up and clenched his jaw. "But we will be back Friday night, right?
"We'll see. Not sure how long it's going to last."
"I have to be back Friday night. We have a contest Saturday."
"I said, we'll see. You're dismissed."
Virgil kept in a grumble as he left the office knowing it would only cause more trouble.
Virgil was sitting on the floor of the band room—the chairs having been stacked in the back of the room so that the custodian could sweep before the game that evening. He was the only one there at he moment as most of the band members had decided to either go home or go out to eat before they had to be back again for the game.
"Virgil?" John was leaning in the doorway, his arms crossed. "We're waiting on you in the car."
"I'm not going." Virgil was polishing his horn and turned it over to get at the other side.
"Dad said we all had to go."
"I have a game."
"It's not like you're playing."
"I am playing." Virgil lifted his horn but didn't look up.
"I mean in the game. You're just the halftime show."
"Doesn't make it any less important."
"Virgil, I know you and Dad don't really agree on this stuff, but this is his big night. He's been working hard the past eight years, ever since Mom died. He deserves our support."
"And I am proud of him." Virgil finally looked up and met John's gaze. "But I know how he works. He said we were only going for the night. However there were hotel reservations on the tablet on his desk."
"So? The party probably won't be over till late. None of us are going to want to fly home."
"John, I have a competition tomorrow. We're supposed to be here at seven in the morning for practice then leave at ten, two and a half hours to get to Selina and we are scheduled to perform at two." Virgil laid his horn off to the side and stood, stuffing his hands into his jean pockets. "Dad knows about it. He's trying to keep me from going."
"Why would he do that?" John's eyebrows finally scrunched together, looking a little confused.
"Because even though he said he supports my music and art he still wishes I'd go into the sciences. He's also probably still upset with me about not wanting to graduate early, and he's not real happy with my grades either."
"You don't seriously believe that."
"Ever since I showed the slightest bit of interest in engineering he goes crazy making sure I know all about it. If I'm excited about something to do with music, he could care less."
John sighed a little and shook his head. "That's not true."
"How would you know? You barely have your nose out of a book long enough to know what you're eating.
John just smiled and shook his head. "I can do more than one thing at a time, Virgil. I pay attention to what's going on. Dad is always listening to you when you practice. You may not believe me, but he does enjoy it."
"Then why is he always giving me a hard time about it?"
"He's just trying to get you to work hard. He wants you to succeed."
"Then why is he all about everyone going to see Scott as his regional race, but couldn't care less about my own district competition tomorrow?"
"That's just because it's Scott. It doesn't matter what Scott does, it's important." John pushed himself off the doorframe and pulled a book from his jacket pocket. "I'll cover for you this time."
"I'm not asking for you to cover for me."
"No, but I'm doing it anyways." John left, and Virgil was alone once again.
Virgil returned home Saturday night, and quietly made his way up to his room not saying a word to anyone. He had hoped to avoid his father, but he was not going to be that lucky—he was called into his office first thing Sunday morning.
"Explain."
"You know why I wasn't there."
"And you know how important Friday was to me. I wanted my whole family there to celebrate."
Virgil sighed, he knew all too well how important it had been for his father. It had bugged him the whole weekend that he wasn't there for him. Their father had given up his dream to start something new so that he could be with his sons and provide for them. He had worked hard, and deserved to celebrate something like this with his family. Virgil knew that, and he was proud of his father.
However, his father just didn't seem to realize how important the band was to him. "I know, Dad. And I am sorry for missing it. However, I gave you my schedule and I even marked on it what days were the ones I absolutely could not miss. Still you scheduled it for this weekend. What was I supposed to do?"
"Skip it anyways?" His father didn't seem moved at all by what Virgil had said.
Virgil slumped in the chair a little. "I love you, Dad, but you don't seem to understand why band is so important to me."
"It's music, and I know that is important."
"Yet, you still wave it away and expect me to just skip performances and competitions at your whim. You wouldn't do that to Scott."
"Scott's in a sport, that's diff—"
"No, it's not." Virgil couldn't help but rub his face a bit trying to think. "Band is just as demanding as a sport. Not in the same way, but it is. However, you wouldn't know that because you've never been to a competition or a practice."
"You spend five hours a night playing the same piece over and over, and your performances are only eight minutes long. How is that anywhere near that Scott does? He works out, and runs for hours at a time—"
"Come and watch."
"I'm sorry?"
"Come and watch us. You're assuming things before even observing them. Come and watch us and see if your theory is right or wrong."
"Fine." His father sat up a little and pulled his tablet forward, bringing up his calendar. "When is your next practice and competition?"
Virgil had to gulp at that. "Well, we didn't advance this year."
"Meaning?" His father raised an eyebrow at him.
"The season is over. Monday we'll start prepping for pep band." Virgil sat up straight though and looked his father in the eye. "Next year. Promise me next year that you'll come and watch us practice and perform."
His father sat still for a moment and watched him, but finally gave a curt nod. "Very well. I will go and watch you next year. Is there anything the rest of the year I should know?"
"The dates that I know of are on my calendar."
"Very well. You're dismissed."
Virgil left his father's office more nervous than excited. They hadn't succeeded at district for a number of reason. After watching other bands throughout the past couple of months Virgil had gained a bit of understanding of what was expected of bands in general. His band worked hard, and he truly believed that it wasn't the members that had failed them, but the show itself.
He had already talked to his director and the next spring he was going to help design the show for the next year. He as going to make sure what his father observed was the best Virgil could give him, and hoped his father would finally understand him better.
Virgil had finished his freshman year of high school with a 3.89 GPA—he had had a slight issue with one of his English papers. John of course had finished with a perfect 4.0, and Scott had graduated with a 4.0. Scott had also been accepted into the Air Force Academy, which the family celebrated, and Scott truly looked happy about.
Virgil spent that entire summer at school helping with the band and the show. He was still a part of it, practicing along side the other mellophone player—the third one had graduated and there wasn't a freshman to replace him. They performed his show for the first time at the state fair and the crowds seemed to like it. The fact that they had gotten twentieth place out of fifty bands was definitely something to celebrate—the year before they had gotten thirty-eighth place.
The band was standing at the goal line on the football field—the football team having just finished their practice—waiting for the pit percussion to catch up with them. They did shortly after and the drum major blew her whistle and raised her hands to count out a simple beat.
The previous year—and even for the state fair contest—the band started out in a block and marched onto the field like an army advancing toward the front lines. It was normal, most bands did it, but Virgil thought it would attract the audiences' attention if they marched onto the field a little different. He and the band director had chosen a piece of classical music to play for their show; The Four Seasons by Vivaldi. They would play short pieces from the four parts of the piece and the first was Spring. So, as the band marched onto the field, instead of looking mechanical—marching off in a block and then separating into more blocks or stretching out into lines—the band bloomed like the flowers of spring. From the first step off the goal line the lines that had formed the block split away and flowed down the field, ending in the rough shape of a daffodil.
Once the pit was ready, the drum major stepped up on her platform and raised her hands. They played through the show once, and then again—the band director and the guard director at the top of the bleachers discussing something.
"Virgil, could you come up here for a moment."
Virgil jumped at the megaphone and blinked before it had registered what had been said. He darted from where he stood and made his way around the fence and up the stairs as fast as he could, panting a little when he reached the top.
They had been recording everything and showed him a portion they weren't happy with. Virgil agreed, something was off and they chatted about it before Virgil ran back down the stairs and out onto the field again. The director then explained to the rest of the band what was going to happen. A change, not the first and definitely not the last.
They went through it a few times and Virgil was once again called up to the top of the bleachers.
This happened several times throughout the practice and Virgil was so busy trying to do his own part as well as help with the show, that he didn't even notice the figure standing off to the side of the bleachers.
Back and forth, the band continued to practice various parts of the show hoping that that year they would finally make it past the district contest and to the regional one. If they did, it would be only the second time in the programs history.
They practiced for five hours that night and by the time the director dismissed them the entire band was dragging their feet. Virgil looked up and spotted his brothers and grandmother on the bleachers—John wasn't old enough to drive yet and Scott was off at school so Grandma had to start picking them up again—watching and waved as he hurried off to put his horn up and join them in the car for the trip home.
That semester things seemed to go a little easier. Virgil had figured out a way to keep his grades up even with the added stress of band, and didn't have to go and explain them to his father either. The band went to district, received the highest score their school had ever gotten, and were able to advance to the regional contest. They did not do as well at regionals, but everyone was happy with the seasons in general.
So when Virgil was called into his father's office the weekend after their regional competition he was confused as to what he might have done—or not done—to get his father's attention.
"Sit down, Virgil. We need to talk."
"Is something wrong?"
"Yes and no. I want to apologize."
Virgil blinked and finished sitting down in the chair, not sure what to say. His father was not one to admit he was wrong—that is, he rarely ever said he was sorry for anything. He would usually do something that would make up for it, but never actually admitted to being at fault.
"Apologize for what?"
"For everything you said about me last year. You were right. I don't take your music seriously. To me it's entertainment." His father leaned back in his chair and folded his hands over his stomach. "However, like we agreed I went and watched you practice and went to one of your contests—"
"Wait, you did? Why didn't you say hi or anything?" Virgil leaned forward a little.
"Because I didn't want you to change the way you acted just because I was there. I wanted to see what you did on a normal day."
Virgil nodded and leaned back into the chair, his hands clasped and thumbs twiddling. "And what did you think?"
"I still stand by my opinion that band is not a sport—" He held up is hand just as Virgil opened his mouth to argue. "Let me finish. Sports require that each player be physically fit, loyal, and disciplined. Band is very similar, the only thing I would argue is that members don't have to necessarily be in top shape—which isn't a bad thing, it does allow more to participate than sports generally do."
Virgil couldn't help but tilt his head a little.
His father let out a small chuckle. "What I'm trying to say is that both band and sports are like armies, only sports are like modern armies with their strategies and such. Band is like the armies of old, where it was more about showing your loyalties and whoever had the biggest gun won. The band worked hard this year, and you should be proud. Though even I can see some improvement needs to be made, and I hope you continue to do just that. Maybe next year you can go even farther."
"Yes, we're already talking about what music to use and what to do in the show."
"I'm glad to hear that. I did have another question for you. Have you ever considered the military as a career?"
"The military?" Virgil sat there, his mouth hanging open, waiting for his mind to catch up.
"I know you're not quite as obsessed with flying like Scott, but I think you would fit in with the military well."
Virgil sighed and ran his hand through his hair. He hadn't ever thought about it, but even with the suggestion it didn't take him long to shake his head. "No, I don't think I'm military type."
His father shrugged his shoulders and smiled. "No, I don't think so either. You're too much of a pacifist. Still doesn't hurt to at least consider it."
"I suppose." Virgil relaxed a little as he leaned back in the seat. "Was there anything else you needed? I do still have some homework to work on before tomorrow."
"Just take any criticism I have of music with a grain of salt. More than likely I'm stressed or frustrated. Feel free to correct me, though I will probably bite back as well."
"Duly noted." Virgil smiled as he left his father's office to work on his homework.
Things weren't back to normal by any means, and probably never would be. He could tell his father still wished he would graduate early, and still asked often if he had figured out what he wanted to do. But at least he seemed to understand how important band was, at least for now.






