So I had to do work in a group and we had to answer questions or something for a debate thing(?) and I didn't understand the instructions and I was falling behind because my group were going at a "normal" pace and so I was having a hard time participating I thought my partners were so pissed because I just sat there sweating and being anxious and when it came time for me to read in the debate I was focusing like really hard on the paper but everything still came out broken and monotone and repeated like "the. then the. Th-ey. Them. They-The. Sol..diers need. To do.the... S--ame as rest off Thed-they'd the. Donsame -s.....aNd get pay have do the tax..es taxes also too" so basically how I always read but reading it out loud I have to go slower and break things down into weird chunks that rarely make sense to other people and in my brain I was like "wow this is it, everyone knows I have a learning disability, fucking great, second week of school, sweet, people are aware, nice" but then my group quietly said to me "Dylan you did such a good job!!" And I honestly think maybe these people are really sweet and accepting maybe they do know I have a learning disability and I'm still a bit confused and fucked up about it but that's okay I guess because it's kind of nice I think but like I still feel really inadequate because everyone else could read just fine idk I feel so dumb, like why am I even in the 10th grade, I hate having to read out loud but I guess I have to get used to it?