#weirdly alone

[stop-drop-fight]

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[salingersucks]

Sometimes a feeling hits me and I don’t know where it came from. I’m sitting reading a book and listening to music completely content and then a wave of discontentment comes over me. I am content and I don’t want to feel like this. I shouldn’t feel like this. I have no idea what to do to shake it. I’m completely distracted and uneasy. There goes my quiet time. Now my mind will race around to places I would rather not revisit and I’ll sit idly by, numb and angry because I can’t quite leave these feelings in the past far behind me.