Jan 8, 2015
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Capodanno 2015 // 1.1.2015
è iniziato alla grande e spero finisca alla grande, con magari qualche colpo di scena. se dovessi fare un bilancio dell'anno appena trascorso, posso affermare che tutto sommato è stato un bell'anno. ovvio, ci sono stati tanti periodi brutti, ma sempre ci saranno, giusto? ringrazio tutte quelle persone che mi sono state vicino, soprattutto i miei amici. ringrazio anche il 2014 che mi ha scoprire una piccola parte di me stessa. spero che il 2015 sia un anno altrettanto meraviglioso che mi aiuti a crescere e scoprire ancor di piú me stessa.
So here we are, a half hour away from the new year. I have a knot in my stomach, because I'm on the verge of a very huge decision and there are too many people looking negatively at me because of it. I feel like a piece of me is going to stay behind in 2014 forever, like I'm going to be the naïve-yet-ebullient eighteen year old who thinks he rules the world absolutely forever while the other part of me is in 2015, jumping blindly into the unknown, out of pure faith, with no clue about anything except myself.
But for now, it's time to rewind for a minute. 2k14 changed my life unlike any other. There are so many people out there who I want to thank for ultimately changing my perspective of life. But I do it anonymously. I always like to keep a bit of every situation to myself, as a personal ornament to put on my tree at the end of the year...so I have something to look back on. Good and bad things collectively. As much as we hate to admit it, life isn't supposed to be all good things.
This year will be my year to sink or swim. I've got too much at stake to back out now, and I must muster every ounce of bravado I've got to get me out of the rut I've dug myself into. I plan to live this year unlike any other. Not giving one fuck about anything negative anymore. Too many moments I have wasted because I have spent time crying over things others have thought about me. I know I’m rattling off the old cliché machine again but I mean it. I won’t have myself denied any longer. I don’t want to see anybody be denied this year. Mark my words: I won't be doing anything like I was before. Too many people have said that incognizant of the consequences behind it. And I won't be another statistic on their diagram. I just won't. —Pallas
#happynewyear #welcome2k15