#wentzable

[dallonsmiles]

i deleted my blog some time ago, if you don't remember me- we both argued with shane morris quite a bit, you were always my favourite on here so i checked your blog today and what you said about your health issues moved me so much that i had to create a new blog just to inbox you now and say that i found it inspiring and amazing that you were brave enough to say all that. I am also so happy that you got to meet Brendon and Dallon and Aaron Paul. You're the best. xxx

Of course I know who you are silly lol. That's so incredibly kind of you to say and do. Things like this, and people like you, are what keep me going and what make this constant health crisis bearable. I couldn't go on and fight through it like this if I didn't have such amazing friends and support. You guys keep me alive, you and Dallon and Brendon, and I can't tell you how much it means to have you care. To have anyone I don't personally know care enough to go out of their way to either find info that might help me (lookin' at cupidschoke-hold here) or to just message me like you've done is amazing to me and incredibly moving. Thank you so so so much. I love you. Are you back now? Don't leave me again!!!

[cellabrations]

wentzable replied to your post: “MY ENTIRE TRAVEL COST FOR THE FALL OUT BOY TOUR IS £29.60???? THAT’S...”:

Wtf how did you get tickets for so many shows i got none i got up super early and everything :(

i'm going to cardiff, manchester and london, i don't actually have a cardiff ticket yet but im gonna look around on twitter a few days before to see if anyone's selling but if not i'm gonna go anyway and see if i can get one on the day 

i bought my manchester and london tickets on stubhub but they were v expensive my manchester ticket was £55 and my london one was £86 

[anteiq-blog]

wentzable replied to your post:mama wants to try acupuncture r u kidding me

My friend does it + she says it makes her feel more relaxed than she thought was possible :)

idk mom's friends says so too but a friend of mine said its equal to medieval tortures and the idea itself freaks me out a bit

[koshertaako]

Heyy

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[dallonsmiles]

argh i'm so pissed that you're having such a shit time at the moment because you're so lovely it just makes me pissed at the world. I really do desperately hope that you're okay and feeling alright. I don't want you to be in pain, you don't deserve it and it isn't fair. Pleeaase feel better :( Happy 2014! <3

Thank you :'( I'm miserable all the time. I could only stay about an hour last night at the NYE thing. I thought it was 2 but it was only one. And then today I had to be pushed in the wheelchair all day at the aquarium and such, which was shitty because I can't see as well and there's stuff to carry and I hate making other people push me around... ugh. I'm just miserable, dude. I'm SO fucking depressed about being SO insanely limited and just barely being able to do anything. I can't even drive right now because of my fucking shoulder, and my knees. I can drive, it just hurts like hell. It probably looks like I'm fine normally too, since I usually get to go out (at least every few days, lately I go out and get fast food or something then come home and I'm in bed for 1-2 days after recuperating just from THAT) in the car and I post pictures, but honestly most of the time when I do that I'm only within 3-4 miles from my house and I'm only going out to do one thing or two things and a lot of the time I have to give up on doing some of the things I went out to do because I just can't be on my feet anymore or I just can't walk far enough. It's just horrible.

I feel like one of the most telling and saddest things is that I've been saying "I don't know what to fucking do anymore, I'm at the end of my rope" (with the pain and exhaustion and insomnia and stomach problems and inability to do things) for probably at least 5 years. But then I guess it's also a credit to my perseverance, since I'm still here when I've been saying for 5 years I'm at the end of my rope.

I just fucking wish I could get out of pain. I just want some fucking RELIEF. FIVE MINUTES pain free! That's all I'm asking for! I don't even REMEMBER what it's like to not be in any pain at all and feel normal/healthy. I can't even fathom it in my mind. When I see people running or anything physical like that, I cringe. I can't IMAGINE what it's like to be normal and not in pain, so all I can think is "OMG HOW CAN SHE DO THAT?! OMFG NO NO STOP IT, THAT'S GOING TO HURT SO MUCH LATER."

....that's really sad. I'm gonna stop now. Bumming everyone out, like always.

[domesticpigeons]

Hey yo yo

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[leakedinlondon]

I will find the people who are being mean to you and punch them on the mouth they are stupid. You are pretty and awesome and that tattoo is yours and nobody else's

aw aw thankyou friend omg ilysm

[leakedinlondon]

This whole tattoo thing makes me SO MAD i mean why would anybody want a tattoo that was designed specially for somebody else and there is emotional attachment for both you AND patrick and somebody else taking that tattoo is just shit because it would mean nothing to them??? I don't understand??????

I DONT UNDERSTAND EITHER????