“It just… feels like my bones are physically trying to crawl out of my body. Does that make sense? Like my insides are itchy,” Alex shuddered while speaking, visible goosebumps appearing over his skin moments afterward, “Everything smells really strong, and everything looks weird; like the color is less vibrant. I’m starving- like all the time, and I just want protein. Stuff is really loud, like I can hear your neighbor at the end of the hall coughing- sounds kinda bad, he should get that checked out. I’m itchy, and I have so much energy I feel like I could run a marathon and not lose my breath. Also, I shaved this morning,” he explained, rubbing his knuckles under what looked like a three-day stubble, “That’s more annoying than a problem though,” he shrugged, “I’m sorry, I know it’s annoying. It is for me too, I know you didn’t sign up for this. I don’t mean to bother you, like you really don’t have to worry. I have done this literally over a hundred times; I’ll be fine, it’s kind of like the flu.”
“Oh darling,” Henry cooed, reaching one hand over and gently rubbing Alex’s back, “Sorry,” he whispered, pulling his hand back as he saw the other man jolt in response.
“No, I’m sorry,” Alex mumbled, shaking his head, “It’s okay to touch me, I just…”
“Yes?”
“I’m also…” with a pause, Alex scrunched up his face. Eyes shut tight, brow furrowing as his nose and lips pulled back in a little grimace before he shook his head. His knee was bouncing again, before he placed both hands on the rogue limb to still it, “Sorry,” he managed again, “I would literally fuck anyone willing right now,” he admitted, “Which sounds gross, and it is. But holy shit I need to breed something. And not literally, I’m not ready for kids, but there’s a voice in the back of my head screaming for it? I can almost feel someone’s hips in my palms. Like if I close my eyes, I can imagine how their neck would feel between my teeth, the smell of sex, the heat,” he swallowed hard, shifting in place. “It’s bad, like imagine the realest wet dream you’ve ever had amplified by a thousand? Jerking off doesn’t help, kind of makes it worse, but also so does you touching me, no offense. You’re warm and you’re pretty, and you smell good. And like… I’ve seen you naked, you know? I know what’s under those clothes, and you’re so fucking soft, and pink, and I know you’d be so fucking tight,” he inhaled sharply, eyes closing and seeming utterly unaware of Henry struggling to breathe, “It’s insane to sit this close to you because I can imagine pressing you into… anything, and just fucking the shit out of you. Pinning you down by the back of the neck, I can imagine the sounds you’d make, how fucking tight you’d be around my dick, feeling you clench around me; just how much I’d make you whimper. Till you couldn’t take anymore, till you were fucking aching from me, till you asked me to stop. Not even sure that would be enough… need to feel that tight fucking hole stretch to the shape of my dick so that no one else can ever have you that way aga-”
“Alex,” Henry cleared his throat, exhaling hard.