Here ye, here ye, enter the moody menstruating woman:
It is time for my monthly "2 days of hell and pain stay-cation", gonna watch "Ginger Snaps" in bed tonight, drink hot chocolate and take long ass baths. My last period I literaly had a few hours of cramps on the first day of bleeding, and those feelt like the first few hours of childbirthing cramps (atleast according to my mother) Horrible, during my last period I almost threw up from the pain and were screaming bloody murder and tossing myself around in bed, not how I want to spend my saturday 0/10.
Its not as bad as last month though💪🏼
On a more mental note:
In an hour Im gonna call a childhood friend of mine to talk some missunderstandings out. Im honestly kind of irritated, but I cant show it because it will make the situation worse (she missunderstood some intentions i had while being unresponsive and forgetting to respond to a text, which was indeed sucky on my part but she waited and now when she told me the full story I got even more butthurt over her reaction) i know its just a big missunderstanding from both of us, but I feel sad that it felt like she wanted to put me on the spot for my misstake instead of talking to me directly when it all happened. It makes me sad, we were so close when we were younger and we both feel like we have drifted apart and I know in my heart we both probably have an ideal dream of being BFFS again because we missed the connection. I hope its not to late but Its too much time lost and too many things unsaid in a sence, I hope im wrong though. I dont know if its good or bad to talk to her when im in this kind of period-annoyed-mood...
Also on a fun note, I kinda feel like the movie "Ginger Snaps" is just a long representation of having your period and going into womanhood. Hell, its the best coming of age movie AND best werewolf movie out there. Bring on the gore 🩸🩸🩸