𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖊'𝖘 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖓𝖊𝖗🌙

23 • 𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖕 • 𝖓𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 • 𝖆𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖘 • 𝖒𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖊𝖘 • 𝖇𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖘 • 𝖆𝖘𝖕𝖎𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖚𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖗 • 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖝 𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 𝖎𝖒𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙 (I kinda use this as my virtual dairy)

[soft-stims]

Tea set

[wifwlf]

This is the kind of shit gnomes drink their tea from. Jsyk. But it's little so it's like a life sized snail and sometimes they pick up an actual snail by accident and have a little giggle about it. Can you hear me is this thing on

[catchymemes]

[prettyuglybfore]

okay i am fully convinced in my head that laura palmer is a lesbian she seems to only ever use sex with men to harm herself and in the book she talked about preferring it with women/caring more for women. also the fact that she never really liked her boyfriends (using bobby for cocaine/using james for attention - calling him boring) but cared for and loved donna (and ronnette) so deeply and worried about their wellbeing

[aftonfalk]

YES FINALLY SOMEONE SAYS IT

[the-oddest-inkling]

Nobody understands the bond between a girl and the mediocre book she read when she was 13 years old.

[thebutterflymage]

~ In defense of Kitchen witchery ~

I personally used to see kitchen witchery as maybe being less potent than other forms of spell work and divination. The irony is that my family line have all been trained chefs, cooks, and avid vegetable gardeners. This last year, I took the time to really perfect my craft and learn from my family and the community. I strongly believe that for the witches in the broom closet or even low-budget ones, incorporating magic into meals can transform your life and the lives of your loved ones for the better. If you haven't taken the chance on making foods for healing or personal growth I'd encourage people to try. You may not be perfect your 1st or 50th round, but with practice, you will reap the benefits of spell work you make and eat and share with others

[daily-spooky]

[aftonfalk]

Here ye, here ye, enter the moody menstruating woman:

It is time for my monthly "2 days of hell and pain stay-cation", gonna watch "Ginger Snaps" in bed tonight, drink hot chocolate and take long ass baths. My last period I literaly had a few hours of cramps on the first day of bleeding, and those feelt like the first few hours of childbirthing cramps (atleast according to my mother) Horrible, during my last period I almost threw up from the pain and were screaming bloody murder and tossing myself around in bed, not how I want to spend my saturday 0/10.

Its not as bad as last month though💪🏼

On a more mental note:

In an hour Im gonna call a childhood friend of mine to talk some missunderstandings out. Im honestly kind of irritated, but I cant show it because it will make the situation worse (she missunderstood some intentions i had while being unresponsive and forgetting to respond to a text, which was indeed sucky on my part but she waited and now when she told me the full story I got even more butthurt over her reaction) i know its just a big missunderstanding from both of us, but I feel sad that it felt like she wanted to put me on the spot for my misstake instead of talking to me directly when it all happened. It makes me sad, we were so close when we were younger and we both feel like we have drifted apart and I know in my heart we both probably have an ideal dream of being BFFS again because we missed the connection. I hope its not to late but Its too much time lost and too many things unsaid in a sence, I hope im wrong though. I dont know if its good or bad to talk to her when im in this kind of period-annoyed-mood...

Also on a fun note, I kinda feel like the movie "Ginger Snaps" is just a long representation of having your period and going into womanhood. Hell, its the best coming of age movie AND best werewolf movie out there. Bring on the gore 🩸🩸🩸

[mutilamb]

ne plus ultra (2010), erick swenson

[aslowyear]

Reading Times, Pennsylvania, Oct 14, 1926

[aftonfalk]

KBT TRAPPAN

Dricka varm choklad med en skvätt kaffe

Dricka en latte - gick sådär

Göra jumping jacks

Inte googla för försäkring

Ta en springtur

Objektivt tänkande när jag får ont någonstans

Inte skada mig själv när jag känner efter (sluta testa)

Springa uppför en backe

- 4 august, 2023

[dogtoenail]

[aftonfalk]

Progress today,

ran 13 minutes at the gym without getting a palpitation, its ceazy what the mind manifests. This may sound like nothing to everyonelse but it really made me feel hopefull I can overcome health anxiety and cardiophobia

[doradotcom]

in the club asking the dj to play laura palmers theme

[robsheridan]

Spectagoria Magazine’s 1978 “Swimsuit Issue” mocked the popular institution with themes of pollution and global warming, depicting melting, skeletal, oil-drenched models on apocalyptic beaches. “Just a decade after the carefree innocence of the ‘Endless Summer,’ we are careening towards an uninhabitable future of poisonous air and a deadly summer that truly does not end.” Editor Sera Clairmont said she was inspired by her experience in the record-shattering British Isles heatwave of 1976, which “felt as though the whole of my skin was surrounded at all times by the bone-dry specters of imminent death, crowding ever-closer around me, nipping at my flesh.” The playful, sexy tone of “the swimsuit industry’s most lucrative marketing stunt” felt absurd to her after that experience, as she witnessed what she described as “psychic visions of a future where our relentless destruction of the planet boils it with rage, and dooms mankind to melt and crumble into the dust of our own ruin.”

It was far from the only time Spectagoria’s fashion photography drew influence from supposed visions or “visitations” from the future. But the British Isles heatwave was widely regarded as a standalone extreme weather event, and Clairmont’s prophecy of an imminently burning planet was mocked as the latest example of her supposed “mania” since going into hiding two years prior and shifting the magazine’s focus towards darker and more other-worldly themes. But while critics found its predictions easy to dismiss, still no one had any explanation for where the magazine was staging such elaborate photo shoots, who the models were, or how some of the seemingly impossible visuals were executed. Rumors intensified that Clairmont had powers to commune with realms beyond our own…

Two years later, the 1980 heatwave in the United States was among the most destructive and deadly natural disasters in US history, claiming at least 1700 lives. It was reported as an isolated extreme weather event. As was the next one. And the next one. And the next one…

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NOTE: Spectagoria is an ongoing work of fiction created by me. This alternate reality horror story is part of my NightmAIres narrative art series (visit that link for a lot more). NightmAIres are windows into other worlds and interconnected alternate histories, conceived/written by me and visualized with synthography and Photoshop.

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[aftonfalk]

Getting into Wicca and herb magic to aid me in my mindfullness journey. I have always been interested in witchcraft and norse mythology. Wanted to make a personal blend of wiccan paganism and norse paganism to make me feel more secure in this world. So, say hey to the newest baby witch🌙

[aftonfalk]

Finally some progress:

Did a stress-EKG to calm my cardiophobia last week. Hear and behold, did not calm me... the doctor said everything was fine and looked normal but I still did not trust him.

Went home and google about childhood obesity and heart disease (was a fat kid) and got super triggered. (Please, if u have health anxiety dont freak out over what im about to tell because there are so many variables and things to this study and information we do not know etc) bit people who were fat in older childhood was 30% more likely to have heart disease in young adulthood even if cortisol test looked good (might have been if they looked good in childhood, dont remember if it was in both childhood or adulthood or just one of them) so i completely freaked out, stayed up and cried all night. I felt as I was doomed. Took a day or two to bounce back. Funny enough. My body reacted to that stress with such physical force I had a hard time grasping it. Chest hurt and anxiety wave went through my chest and arms. Arms cramped and hurt, they were burning hot and i felt sick. Everything in my body seemed strained. My entire ribcage, stomach etc. Today is the first good physical day since lol. Truly, belive me when I say anxiety create horrendus physical symptoms.

But. Yesterday I had some type of breakthrough. I truly try my best to get into mindfullness and I feel it slowly working. There are good days and bad, but im starting to see a little hope...

[mr-orange505]