visits to her parents are brief and awkward , to say the least . but she still feels compelled to go , to make an appointment , to sit in a room with them . it also serves as a reminder that leaving was a good choice on her part — that she doesn’t fit here . and the longer that she’s gone , the less she feels like the lack of fit is a personal failing . but she has a mission today — something that , in any other family , wouldn’t set her pulse racing and tighten her airway . but she’s committed to this now , and stops before her father , keeping her tenseness off of her face as best she can . “ i have . . . i have something for you , ” she says , briefly meeting his eyes before looking away to dig through her bag . she doesn’t stop talking as she does , half fact and half nervous rambling . “ vinlia and i . . . we were in vasselheim . and i — well — “ she pulls something out of her bag , triumphant , a vial of blood in her grasp . she swallows , knowing that she doesn’t need to say what it is . @weyfaren won’t turn this down , right ?