You'll say you really knew me. You thought I was the one. That all we shared together. How could it just be gone?
But you dont really know me. Not the way you think you do. it's time that I confess. It wasn't me that was with you.
I was feeling lonely. I thought you'd complete my life. And I completed yours. Didn't you see me like your wife?
But because I couldn't love you. Not the way you wanted me to. I created somebody. Someone to fall in love with you.
I've never been an actress. But this part I played well. So well i had myself fooled. I couldn't see how far I'd fell.
But then I looked around. Felt the darkness in my heart. I was my own jailer. I had torn myself apart.
You loved her.
I know.
Watched your relationship grow.
She told you her story.
said she'd never go.
She made you feel happy.
Calmed you when your angry.
was all that you wanted.
you saw her as family.
But she wasn't me.
How could she be?
I'm not lovely or sweet.
But I want to be free.
I murdered your girlfriend.
She was only pretend.
Now I'm back darling.
I want us to end.
Don't know where I've been.
Whose been wearing my skin.
But I know I'm no angel.
It's time I let myself win.
--I dont even know. my ex has been trying to hit me up again and it made me want to try and write down the why I guess. Read it slowly btw. if your bothered. You dont have to I just think it reads better when you read the full stops I guess if that even makes sense.
