#whatevery

[jennhoney]

I fell in love with a dreamer. One of my biggest arguments with him was that to survive most of my life I had to live in my imagination and what I really needed was something real. I deserved it. But he was so deep in his own dream I don’t know if he ever even heard me. So, I’m finding it pretty upsetting to be told I should give in and dive deep into my dreams because it’s what I’m good at and what feeds me when what I actually fucking need is a real glass of water and a fucking cheeseburger with someone that cares about me.

[jennhoney]

Instead I cycled while sad and added a mindful cool down to my routine. It was pleasant and sad.

[jennhoney]

I got to leave the house today

BY MYSELF

I do indeed hate it here but it did feel a little good to do any damn thing by myself. I hadn’t driven in years and so the last four times I have driven were 1) trying to learn to drive a manual transmission in time to get to my brother’s play back in November 2) my driving test 3) from Iowa to Georgia in a rental car that I had to figure out on the way with a copilot that had just stopped smoking and wouldn’t help with the driving or eat or drink. 4) errands with my mother.

All were incredibly stressful. So just driving around this hellscape with other asshats was like a fucking vacation.

[jennhoney]

My mom did this elaborate thing to my brother and I about a week ago about Valentine’s presents and set a budget of $25 for us and told me I could get her a beanie as her present and then she ordered a bunch on her own. I spent a tiny shit ton on her. And nothing matters but I just realized she didn’t get me anything. Not even handing me $25.

[jennhoney]

Ugh. I’m so pissed. I Murbled myself.

Murble: I have a lunch tomorrow.

Me: how can you get to a lunch if I can’t get to my thing tomorrow night?

[jennhoney]

I could be at the theater watching Spider-Man with cousinmanlius and cousinmaxx’s son if I hadn’t adopted a puppy. OH WAIT I DIDNT ADOPT A PUPPY.

[nanaztherealest]

A bug crawled on me and shed her wings. I've come to the conclusion that she's pregnant with a colony and picked me to be the godmother. I drew a portrait of her at a restaurant. She might still be on my body.

Someone identify the species pls...

[theempressar]

Sorry for the lack of participation today, Everyone... I guess The Empress is just not feeling well... we'll pick back up tomorrow! Please be patient with my "technical difficulties". Good night, everyone!