#whathethoughts

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Writing this post to announce that I fucking hate when my phone buzzes for no reason. WHY ARE YOU TRICKING ME!!! I HAVE BEEN EXPECTING A TEXT AND YOU ARE BAITING ME!!!!!! WHAT DEMON MUST I EXORCISE FROM YOU!!!!!!!!

probably the same one that keeps rediscovering phone features that come up at the worst times (I don’t NEED to switch keyboard modes right now thank you very much)

[whathewha]

I follow blogs with great art, admiring from afar like a love someone never braved to ask or dreaming to one day commission works from them like a wealthy patron to giving an artist what they’re worth. Alas, I am a broke bitch, socially fucked, and with the memory of a goldfish

[whathewha]

It's raining right now, I got the right music for the writing feels I got goin, and I'm about to play raining ambience because the window is vanquishing the sound guh

[whathewha]

I must- I must- I must resist the funny

[whathewha]

Idk if I actually have adhd or autism but I for sure know I got two wolves in me one which says to read the forms carefully and intensively and the other which has already skeddadled, dragging me into the rabbit hole

[whathewha]

Whenever I look at someone else’s profile and see reblogs I think “ooh a looksie into the brain and it’s all very nice!”

Meanwhile everytime I look at my profile I cringe at the bubbering mess of a reblogging sicko mode brain board i have made

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Also I love and hate finding more artists because I love the art styles and thoughts but then hate myself because now I need to add em to an organized spreadsheet to commission them later when I get a stable source of money

[whathewha]

I find it funny how I’ll go inactive for a week and then resurrect to reblog blast, post, then sleep again. Should probably share what I’m working on but it’s not perfect yet (definitely didn’t not start)