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[furararanenene]

Veiled Desire - a collaboration

With the amazing @nyhne for their newly published fic, Veiled Desire ! Original promo post found here !!

It was so fun working on this and my separate post is for all the closeups, cropped versions to throw down here tee hee

unveiled:

and our beloved silly crazed man gilbert ...

and that's all for now !!! it was a pleasure growing the absolute monkeying feedback loop with nyhne and to think a whole fic was birthed out of it !!

[fallenambassador]

The fact you can RP and draw amazingly is so damn cool!!!!!

Mun.exe has shut down.

[paperrocketeer]

I'm back~

One week away but it feels way longer than that. I'm itching to write again

[tikoy]

Will be back on Thursday! Got decked for emergency duties.

To the CasGil anon, your suggestion has been noted! ♡

[tikoy]

Sorry. Can't come up with any ideas for today's prompts. Will be back tomorrow~

Have a lovely and safe weekend!

[aniseandspearmint]

[povverofveto-blog]

[rubyrubyrubyredux]

It’s especially hard because I still have friends who still seem to talk to them in varying degrees and so inevitably they come up in reblogs or will casually be mentioned and then that’s an instant reminder of everything that went down and I’m still struggling very hard with the idea that I even deserve to share friends with them because like... I don’t know how much the friends were able to figure out this whole thing because I guess it was super vague on the surface, and maybe if they had the whole story they’d be disappointed or appalled by me and realize they don’t want to be friends with a person like that.

I love my friends so much though. Y’all are few but precious and I treasure our interactions. I’m sorry if I ever piss any of you off or I’m unhelpful in your times of need. I’m imperfect and I’m working so hard to fix myself. I’ve definitely come to an emotionally more stable place over the years, but that doesn’t change what I’ve already done and mistakes I’ve already made. I can’t ask for forgiveness but I guess I can ask to please believe that I have the capacity to be a better person and I’m working for it :C I don’t want to drive more people away from me or feel like I’m an unsafe person to be around