Jun 21
BARELY made it to the top 100 and was the #4 i.roha on ranked 🥲 💖 ✨
#ooc ✦ * : ˚ ୨୧ ｡ .#the entire yesterday into the wee hours of this morning have been v interesting to say the least#( yes i know yes i rested yes i am okay )#as a melee helped carry so many teams get to where they needed to be ( O1 or top 100 or U5 )#was quarter to U5 myself and much higher on the ranked but losses and bad solo queue match ups set me back to O2 again#but i crawled on my hands and feet#all night to get to that top 100#it was a hilariously exhausting experience#and felt v desperate at times because it kind of felt like lots of peeps who i paired up with got what they wanted and went off#and i either felt obligated to play on even when i felt safe in my spot because i wanted to be a team player#sb was even like ' i thought you'd be in U5 by now ' when they saw me back in O2 and i was like#🥲#WHELP well#but i get it#and the people who did stick around for me as long as they did#were incredibly nice as well#so it is what it is#and i am happy that we all succeeded in the end#it was pretty funny seeing people chat bout me or root for me tho#like do not perceive me in my desperation 😶🌫️ 😂#if anything it was the long ass queue that gatekept me more than ultimas#BUT YEAH CAN'T WAIT FOR MY SHINY ASS WEAPON#long tag for ts
