#when will it ever end

[babybutterflybree]

no matter what i always go back to being sad and lonely

[ominouslemonnade]

wdym what happened to jaxon🫩

[pluralrorschach]

shit that makes me feel like sisyphus: - taking out the trash - doing the dishes - buying groceries

[malikascalories]

i hate the way my disordered brain thinks. i desperately want a normal brain and to think happy thoughts like everyone else dose

[jebentnietalleen]

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[thirstbxtch]

I would just like to say I'm ready for Billy Hargrove to stop ruining my life and also my panties.

[texanmight]

Fuck it

Im seriously done caring so much and trying so hard

Ive only been shit on my entire life

Ill get the illusion that things are starting to look up then get everything i care for ripped away

Cant have a relationship

Cant have a happy home

Cant have a nice vehicle

Cant have enough money to take care of myself

Literally cant even have a halfway decent life

So i ask the world and god himself

Why The Fuck Am I Alive If Im Only Ment To Suffer

[bearsace]

PREVIEW: MAKING THE GRADE.

A sneak-peek at the intro of one of the fics I’m preparing to publish eventually, which is exactly what it sounds like: a self-indulgent teacher AU. Inspired by conversations with @kujotaiqa.

“Mizusaki Mai is known for one thing, and one thing only: being the best teacher in the building. But when Ishida Mitsunari rolls into town, she finds herself with some unexpected competition and some unexpected feelings to boot.”

This school is Mizusaki Mai’s school.

It’s been Mai’s school since the day she was born— from her first breath in this world, her parents wiped away a single, perfect tear from their eyes and whispered, “This is her. This baby girl is going to become the best arts teacher ever to grace the halls of Azuchi Public High.”

(Okay, maybe it wasn’t that dramatic or planned out, but nobody can deny it’s what she was born to do.)

Azuchi High is older than dirt. There are even some conspiracy theories among students that it dates back to the Sengoku era, where a vicious warlord founded it as a dungeon for his enemies (ironically, the students who believe these are exclusively members of the Conspiracy Club) before it became the Azuchi High known and hated today.

But not hated by Mai.

The moment she stepped into the school as a first year, uniform made of sleek red, black, white and gold, she knew she’d be the one to whip the school into shape— and just that is what she did. Elected class rep that year, student body president the next, then again all the years after that, the determined girl singlehandedly turned the school into a gleaming, polished learning center for everyone with the incentive to do so.

And even after graduation, Mai traveled far away to get her degree in teaching and some years later returned to Azuchi to apply for a job there.

Sure, the new barbarian principal Nobunaga might have scared the hell out of her the first couple of months (”rule the school at my side?” Seriously?), and the math teacher Mitsuhide might have been a total snake (students whispered in fear about how he might be selling out school funds to Uesugi Academy), and the gym teacher Masamune was interesting for sure (Mai can’t count the number of times she’s ended up . . . talking with him in the sports storage room), but she can handle them. It’s what she does best, and as the only woman on staff, she finds it her personal duty to keep her boys in check.

So it goes that Mai becomes the most-loved teacher in the school by students and staff. The respect she commands is high, even moreso considering her position as only an arts teacher rather than language or science. From her years in high school to her now-third year of teaching as a feisty twenty-five year old, she works hard to teach her students well and maintain order in the halls of Azuchi.

Mizusaki Mai, as many call her, is the gift that keeps on giving.