Nov 30, 2015
@everbleak
he’s feeling different today. the kind of different that resonates off his everything ; be it his speech, trembling hands or unfocused eyes. it would be an unusual sight to those who know him, but he’s far too familiar with this side of his mindset. he’s different but she wouldn’t know, and perhaps it’s due to that particular notion that he’s here, for her, with her. clinging to the little hope nikolai has of getting a break for once. he’s feeling rather drained today. “what’s cathartic to you?”