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#Medyo Popoy and Basha

Yung fever ng A Second Chance is still in the air. Yung parang yung relationship nyo may hugot ng parang kay Popoy at Basha, hashtag medyo madrama. Haha. But seriously, may connect naman talaga sya in real life. No relationship is perfect. Mayroon talagang ups and downs. May happy moments at may mga iyak moments din.

For almost 11 months now, hindi ko ikakaila na lahat ng mga araw naming dalawa ay hindi naging perpekto. Ilang beses akong umiyak,nasakatan at ganun din sya minus the iyak part. Normal ang magkaproblema at mag away kasi doon mo talaga makikita kung hanggang saan kaya kang hawakan ng taong mahal mo. Yung mga tampuhan at iyakan hindi lang naman sakit ang dulot noon kung hindi mga aral na dapat matutunan at mga katotohanang dapat nating malaman. Kung baga, mas nakikilala pa nating husto kung sino yung taong kasama natin at mahal natin. Sabay nyong nalalaman kung ano yung mga kinatatakot nyo,kinasasama ng loob mo,mga bagay na kailangan baguhin o kaya naman i adjust sa bawat isa.

Isa din talaga sa nakita ko sa movie na yun at naimprinta na din sa isip at puso ko yung hindi pagbitaw sa pangako nyo sa isat isa. Well, kay Basha, kahit na anong pinagdaan nila ni Popoy,kahit sobrang sakit na, nandun pa din yung paghawak nya ng kanyang vow noong gabi bago sila ikasal. Na mamahalin nya si Popoy even in his worst self and that what made her stay throughout their relationship. At ganun din ang gusto ko,gusto kong makuha yung katangian ng Mama ko,to remain and be committed to relationship.

Another thing is that napaka importante ng communication sa bawat isa. Ganun kasi ako,kung may problema,dapat pag usapan. Kasi hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon na naging ok kami,doesnt mean na ok talaga. May mga bagay na mas mabuting pag usapan talaga in person. Sabi ko nga sa kanya,dapat mayroon kami ng ganung time,yung mapag usapan lang ba kung ano yung problema,kung ok na ba talaga ang lahat. Minsan kasi,interfacing lang ang kailangan para masolve ang problema eh.

Hindi naging madali yung relationship namin. It has been a whirlwind one. Pero nagpapasalamat pa din ako kasi andyan pa din sya at mahal ako despite and inspite of my flaws,imperfection and tantrums. Haha. And while you are reading this,ibig sabihin noon we just battled out our problems.

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The Missing Game

"Distance makes the heart grow fonder". Ika nga nila. I always dont like the missing game. Im not good at it. Lahit na galit may tampo or tantrums ako, I cant help myself but to miss him more and always looking forward to that day will see each other again. I cant forced him to call/text/chat me at this hour kasi he's tired from the trip and he had a lot of things to do pa. I'll just wait for him to answer my messages and probably do some talking if time permits. But on the other side,it's killing me to wait for that moment and he is knowledgeable of that. Kailangan din daw kasi yung may miss factor. Haynako, its the game I can't play at talo ako parati. But one thing is for sure, Im still going to wait for your return.

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76 kilometres is tolerable. But thousand miles, im still coping. Haha. I am missing him though, next week pa balik nya eh. Hope he can text/call me all the time, if time permits, while his traveling or working. I miss you.

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Yung sakit na hindi mo maiwasan maramdaman dahil ganoon katindi at kalalim ang pagmamahal mo ang isang tao

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Sometimes, which is most of the times, I just wanted to put my arms around and hold you close to me.

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Coz its 12:51

And I am still awake. Time check: 12:51AM. I am having my mood swings and I dont know exactly why. Feeling blue. Missing him. Tinatamad bumyahe bukas papuntang munisipyo. Tinatamad gumawa ng write up. Haayyyyy

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Dear No One, I've done my part of looking for You, but still to no avail, I couldn't find you. Now, it's your turn. Maybe your way better in finding things, people than me.

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Tired of being an option, now I wanted to be the Choice.