Okay...
Sooooooooooooooooo apparently empaths can become amazing actors... Doesn't that mean they can also become amazing liars? This popped into my head because Jason in convinced that I'm an empath... and I kind of believe it now after everything I just read, and sleep deprivation is a real life trip right now, I could even compare the noise in head to the inside of a really fuxking busy bee-hive. Also, I went to watch "The Fault in Our Stars" with Tarryn, it really is a touching story, but nothing seems to jerk tears anymore, but then again nor does she... So yeah I feel like I may be an empath, but as far as the need for truthfulness goes I genuinely believe that my emotions are my own to toy with, so I rather let everyone think happy and shit because #smiles but no, it's actually really easy to twist your face into an authentic looking smile and just lie about every fuxking emotion behind the pretty little mask you put on for society every time someone asks "How are you?", #lol #fuxkthatquestion because ignorance is bliss and I'd rather lie while staring right into the persons eyes rather than complicate their day. Lying is bad I know but then again so is being an asshole, aaaaaaand being an asshole is way more effort... I guess I'm just a dick with good intentions.