#wheninrok

[gogoemi]

This past weekend has clearly helped me recognize that I do long to be longed. I really do crave a love so deep that I would stop feeling tired and feel that sense of security, unfortunately, though I am more fortunate than others, there is this desire for security and wanting to have someone dependable… I am so tired of being strong, growing up alone… I feel that I have locked myself in Neverland because I refused to go at it alone..

So I waited. I am still waiting. Still longing. Still craving a love so deep that the ocean would be jealous.

This morning calm is the scene before the hurricane of suppressed emotion hits the fan. I just can’t hold it in for much longer.